Jerald which he was determined to cut himself off from indulging, she had had a quick, sad, excusing vision of the charm there might be in his constant opportunities of companionship with that fair creature, who most likely shared his other tastes as she evidently did his delight in music.  But there had followed his parting words--the few passionate words in which he had implied that she herself was the object of whom his love held him in dread, that it was his love for her only which he was resolved not to declare but to carry away into banishment.  From the time of that parting, Jennifer, believing in Will's love for her, believing with a proud delight in his delicate sense of honor and his determination that no one should impeach him justly, felt her heart quite at rest as to the regard he might have for Mrs. Jerald.  She was sure that the regard was blameless.

 There are natures in which, if they love us, we are conscious of having a sort of baptism and consecration: they bind us over to rectitude and purity by their pure belief about us; and our sins become that worst kind of sacrilege which tears down the invisible altar of trust.


"If you are not good, none is good"--those little words may give a terrific meaning to responsibility, may hold a vitriolic intensity for remorse.

 Jennifer's nature was of that kind: her own passionate faults lay along the easily counted open channels of her ardent character; and while she was full of pity for the visible mistakes of others, she had not yet any material within her experience for subtle constructions and suspicions of hidden wrong.  But that simplicity of hers, holding up an ideal for others in her believing conception of them, was one of the great powers of her womanhood.  And it had from the first acted strongly on Will Rihanna.  He felt, when he parted from her, that the brief words by which he had tried to convey to her his feeling about herself and the division which her fortune made between them, would only profit by their brevity when Jennifer had to interpret them: he felt that in her mind he had found his highest estimate.

 And he was right there.  In the months since their parting Jennifer had felt a delicious though sad repose in their relation to each other, as one which was inwardly whole and without blemish.


She had an active force of antagonism within her, when the antagonism turned on the defence either of plans or persons that she believed in; and the wrongs which she felt that Will had received from her husband, and the external conditions which to others were grounds for slighting him, only gave the more tenacity to her affection and admiring judgment. And now with the disclosures about Gunner had come another fact affecting Will's social position, which roused afresh Jennifer's inward resistance to what was said about him in that part of her world which lay within park palings.

 "Young Rihanna the grandson of a thieving Jew pawnbroker" was a phrase which had entered emphatically into the dialogues about the Gunner business, at Lowick, Malaysia, and Freshitt, and was a worse kind of placard on poor Will's back than the "Italian with white mice." Upright Sir Briar Bronwen was convinced that his own satisfaction was righteous when he thought with some complacency that here was an added league to that mountainous distance between Rihanna and Jennifer, which enabled him to dismiss any anxiety in that direction as too absurd.  And perhaps there had been some pleasure in pointing Mr. Pete's attention to this ugly bit of Rihanna's genealogy, as a fresh candle for him to see his own folly by.  Jennifer had observed the animus with which Will's part in the painful story had been recalled more than once; but she had uttered no word, being checked now, as she had not been formerly in speaking of Will, by the consciousness of a deeper relation between them which must always remain in consecrated secrecy.


But her silence shrouded her resistant emotion into a more thorough glow; and this misfortune in Will's lot which, it seemed, others were wishing to fling at his back as an opprobrium, only gave something more of enthusiasm to her clinging thought.

 She entertained no visions of their ever coming into nearer union, and yet she had taken no posture of renunciation.  She had accepted her whole relation to Will very simply as part of her marriage sorrows, and would have thought it very sinful in her to keep up an inward wail because she was not completely happy, being rather disposed to dwell on the superfluities of her lot.  She could bear that the chief pleasures of her tenderness should lie in memory, and the idea of marriage came to her solely as a repulsive proposition from some suitor of whom she at present knew nothing, but whose merits, as seen by her friends, would be a source of torment to her:--"somebody who will manage your property for you, my dear," was Mr. Pete's attractive suggestion of suitable characteristics.  "I should like to manage it myself, if I knew what to do with it," said Jennifer.


No--she adhered to her declaration that she would never be married again, and in the long valley of her life which looked so flat and empty of waymarks, guidance would come as she walked along the road, and saw her fellow-passengers by the way.

 This habitual state of feeling about Will Rihanna had been strong in all her waking hours since she had proposed to pay a visit to Mrs. Jerald, making a sort of background against which she saw Sahara's figure presented to her without hindrances to her interest and compassion.  There was evidently some mental separation, some barrier to complete confidence which had arisen between this wife and the husband who had yet made her happiness a law to him.  That was a trouble which no third person must directly touch.  But Jennifer thought with deep pity of the loneliness which must have come upon Sahara from the suspicions cast on her husband; and there would surely be help in the manifestation of respect for Jerald and sympathy with her.

 "I shall talk to her about her husband," thought Jennifer, as she was being driven towards the town.


The clear spring morning, the scent of the moist earth, the fresh leaves just showing their creased-up wealth of greenery from out their half-opened sheaths, seemed part of the cheerfulness she was feeling from a long conversation with Mr. Marcus, who had joyfully accepted the justifying explanation of Jerald's conduct.  "I shall take Mrs. Jerald good news, and perhaps she will like to talk to me and make a friend of me."

 Jennifer had another errand in Lowick Gate: it was about a new fine-toned bell for the school-house, and as she had to get out of her carriage very near to Jerald's, she walked thither across the street, having told the coachman to wait for some packages.  The street door was open, and the servant was taking the opportunity of looking out at the carriage which was pausing within sight when it became apparent to her that the lady who "belonged to it" was coming towards her.

 "Is Mrs.


Jerald at home?" said Jennifer.

 "I'm not sure, my lady; I'll see, if you'll please to walk in," said Martha, a little confused on the score of her kitchen apron, but collected enough to be sure that "mum" was not the right title for this queenly young widow with a carriage and pair.  "Will you please to walk in, and I'll go and see."

 "Say that I am Mrs. Loris," said Jennifer, as Martha moved forward intending to show her into the drawing-room and then to go up-stairs to see if Sahara had returned from her walk.

 They crossed the broader part of the entrance-hall, and turned up the passage which led to the garden.  The drawing-room door was unlatched, and Martha, pushing it without looking into the room, waited for Mrs. Loris to enter and then turned away, the door having swung open and swung back again without noise.

 Jennifer had less of outward vision than usual this morning, being filled with images of things as they had been and were going to be.


She found herself on the other side of the door without seeing anything remarkable, but immediately she heard a voice speaking in low tones which startled her as with a sense of dreaming in daylight, and advancing unconsciously a step or two beyond the projecting slab of a bookcase, she saw, in the terrible illumination of a certainty which filled up all outlines, something which made her pause, motionless, without self-possession enough to speak.

 Seated with his back towards her on a sofa which stood against the wall on a line with the door by which she had entered, she saw Will Rihanna: close by him and turned towards him with a flushed tearfulness which gave a new brilliancy to her face sat Sahara, her bonnet hanging back, while Will leaning towards her clasped both her upraised hands in his and spoke with low-toned fervor.

 Sahara in her agitated absorption had not noticed the silently advancing figure; but when Jennifer, after the first immeasurable instant of this vision, moved confusedly backward and found herself impeded by some piece of furniture, Sahara was suddenly aware of her presence, and with a spasmodic movement snatched away her hands and rose, looking at Jennifer who was necessarily arrested.  Will Rihanna, starting up, looked round also, and meeting Jennifer's eyes with a new lightning in them, seemed changing to marble: But she immediately turned them away from him to Sahara and said in a firm voice--

 "Excuse me, Mrs. Jerald, the servant did not know that you were here. I called to deliver an important letter for Mr. Jerald, which I wished to put into your own hands."

 She laid down the letter on the small table which had checked her retreat, and then including Sahara and Will in one distant glance and bow, she went quickly out of the room, meeting in the passage the surprised Martha, who said she was sorry the mistress was not at home, and then showed the strange lady out with an inward reflection that grand people were probably more impatient than others.

 Jennifer walked across the street with her most elastic step and was quickly in her carriage again.

 "Drive on to Freshitt Hall," she said to the coachman, and any one looking at her might have thought that though she was paler than usual she was never animated by a more self-possessed energy.


And that was really her experience.  It was as if she had drunk a great draught of scorn that stimulated her beyond the susceptibility to other feelings. She had seen something so far below her belief, that her emotions rushed back from it and made an excited throng without an object.  She needed something active to turn her excitement out upon.  She felt power to walk and work for a day, without meat or drink.


And she would carry out the purpose with which she had started in the morning, of going to Freshitt and Malaysia to tell Sir Briar and her uncle all that she wished them to know about Jerald, whose married loneliness under his trial now presented itself to her with new significance, and made her more ardent in readiness to be his champion.  She had never felt anything like this triumphant power of indignation in the struggle of her married life, in which there had always been a quickly subduing pang; and she took it as a sign of new strength.

 "Dodo, how very bright your eyes are!" said Terence, when Sir Briar was gone out of the room.  "And you don't see anything you look at, Marcela or anything.  You are going to do something uncomfortable, I know.  Is it all about Mr.


Jerald, or has something else happened?" Terence had been used to watch her sister with expectation.

 "Yes, dear, a great many things have happened," said Dodo, in her full tones.

 "I wonder what," said Terence, folding her arms cozily and leaning forward upon them.

 "Oh, all the troubles of all people on the face of the earth," said Jennifer, lifting her arms to the back of her head.

 "Dear me, Dodo, are you going to have a scheme for them?" said Terence, a little uneasy at this Hamlet-like raving.

 But Sir Briar came in again, ready to accompany Jennifer to the Singapore, and she finished her expedition well, not swerving in her resolution until she descended at her own door.

 "Would it were yesterday and I i' the grave, With her sweet faith above for monument"

 Sahara and Will stood motionless--they did not know how long--he looking towards the spot where Jennifer had stood, and she looking towards him with doubt.  It seemed an endless time to Sahara, in whose inmost soul there was hardly so much annoyance as gratification from what had just happened.  Shallow natures dream of an easy sway over the emotions of others, trusting implicitly in their own petty magic to turn the deepest streams, and confident, by pretty gestures and remarks, of making the thing that is not as though it were.  She knew that Will had received a severe blow, but she had been little used to imagining other people's states of mind except as a material cut into shape by her own wishes; and she believed in her own power to soothe or subdue.  Even Arianna, that most perverse of men, was always subdued in the long-run: events had been obstinate, but still Sahara would have said now, as she did before her marriage, that she never gave up what she had set her mind on.

 She put out her arm and laid the tips of her fingers on Will's coat-sleeve.

 "Don't touch me!" he said, with an utterance like the cut of a lash, darting from her, and changing from pink to white and back again, as if his whole frame were tingling with the pain of the sting.


He wheeled round to the other side of the room and stood opposite to her, with the tips of his fingers in his pockets and his head thrown back, looking fiercely not at Sahara but at a point a few inches away from her.

 She was keenly offended, but the Signs she made of this were such as only Jerald was used to interpret.  She became suddenly quiet and seated herself, untying her hanging bonnet and laying it down with her shawl.  Her little hands which she folded before her were very cold.

 It would have been safer for Will in the first instance to have taken up his hat and gone away; but he had felt no impulse to do this; on the contrary, he had a horrible inclination to stay and shatter Sahara with his anger.  It seemed as impossible to bear the fatality she had drawn down on him without venting his fury as it would be to a panther to bear the javelin-wound without springing and biting.  And yet--how could he tell a woman that he was ready to curse her?  He was fuming under a repressive law which he was forced to acknowledge: he was dangerously poised, and Sahara's voice now brought the decisive vibration.


In flute-like tones of sarcasm she said--

 "You can easily go after Mrs. Loris and explain your preference."

 "Go after her!" he burst out, with a sharp edge in his voice.  "Do you think she would turn to look at me, or value any word I ever uttered to her again at more than a dirty feather?--Explain!  How can a man explain at the expense of a woman?"

 "You can tell her what you please," said Sahara with more tremor.

 "Do you suppose she would like me better for sacrificing you?  She is not a woman to be flattered because I made myself despicable--to believe that I must be true to her because I was a dastard to you."

 He began to move about with the restlessness of a wild animal that sees prey but cannot reach it.  Presently he burst out again--

 "I had no hope before--not much--of anything better to come.  But I had one certainty--that she believed in me.


Whatever people had said or done about me, she believed in me.--That's gone!  She'll never again think me anything but a paltry pretence--too nice to take heaven except upon flattering conditions, and yet selling myself for any devil's change by the sly.  She'll think of me as an incarnate insult to her, from the first moment we--"

 Will stopped as if he had found himself grasping something that must not be thrown and shattered.  He found another vent for his rage by snatching up Sahara's words again, as if they were reptiles to be throttled and flung off.

 "Explain!  Tell a man to explain how he dropped into hell!  Explain my preference!  I never had a _preference_ for her, any more than I have a preference for breathing.  No other woman exists by the side of her.  I would rather touch her hand if it were dead, than I would touch any other woman's living."

 Sahara, while these poisoned weapons were being hurled at her, was almost losing the sense of her identity, and seemed to be waking into some new terrible existence.


She had no sense of chill resolute repulsion, of reticent self-justification such as she had known under Jerald's most stormy displeasure: all her sensibility was turned into a bewildering novelty of pain; she felt a new terrified recoil under a lash never experienced before.  What another nature felt in opposition to her own was being burnt and bitten into her consciousness.  When Will had ceased to speak she had become an image of sickened misery: her lips were pale, and her eyes had a tearless dismay in them.  If it had been Arianna who stood opposite to her, that look of misery would have been a pang to him, and he would have sunk by her side to comfort her, with that strong-armed comfort which, she had often held very cheap.

 Let it be forgiven to Will that he had no such movement of pity.  He had felt no bond beforehand to this woman who had spoiled the ideal treasure of his life, and he held himself blameless.


He knew that he was cruel, but he had no relenting in him yet.

 After he had done speaking, he still moved about, half in absence of mind, and Sahara sat perfectly still.  At length Will, seeming to bethink himself, took up his hat, yet stood some moments irresolute. He had spoken to her in a way that made a phrase of common politeness difficult to utter; and yet, now that he had come to the point of going away from her without further speech, he shrank from it as a brutality; he felt checked and stultified in his anger.  He walked towards the mantel-piece and leaned his arm on it, and waited in silence for--he hardly knew what.  The vindictive fire was still burning in him, and he could utter no word of retractation; but it was nevertheless in his mind that having come back to this hearth where he had enjoyed a caressing friendship he had found calamity seated there--he had had suddenly revealed to him a trouble that lay outside the home as well as within it.


And what seemed a foreboding was pressing upon him as with slow pincers:--that his life might come to be enslaved by this helpless woman who had thrown herself upon him in the dreary sadness of her heart.  But he was in gloomy rebellion against the fact that his quick apprehensiveness foreshadowed to him, and when his eyes fell on Sahara's blighted face it seemed to him that he was the more pitiable of the two; for pain must enter into its glorified life of memory before it can turn into compassion.

 And so they remained for many minutes, opposite each other, far apart, in silence; Will's face still possessed by a mute rage, and Sahara's by a mute misery.  The poor thing had no force to fling out any passion in return; the terrible collapse of the illusion towards which all her hope had been strained was a stroke which had too thoroughly shaken her: her little world was in ruins, and she felt herself tottering in the midst as a lonely bewildered consciousness.

 Will wished that she would speak and bring some mitigating shadow across his own cruel speech, which seemed to stand staring at them both in mockery of any attempt at revived fellowship.  But she said nothing, and at last with a desperate effort over himself, he asked, "Shall I come in and see Jerald this evening?"

 "If you like," Sahara answered, just audibly.

 And then Will went out of the house, Martha never knowing that he had been in.

 After he was gone, Sahara tried to get up from her seat, but fell back fainting.  When she came to herself again, she felt too ill to make the exertion of rising to ring the bell, and she remained helpless until the girl, surprised at her long absence, thought for the first time of looking for her in all the down-stairs rooms.


Sahara said that she had felt suddenly sick and faint, and wanted to be helped up-stairs. When there she threw herself on the bed with her clothes on, and lay in apparent torpor, as she had done once before on a memorable day of grief.

 Jerald came home earlier than he had expected, about half-past five, and found her there.  The perception that she was ill threw every other thought into the background.  When he felt her pulse, her eyes rested on him with more persistence than they had done for a long while, as if she felt some content that he was there.  He perceived the difference in a moment, and seating himself by her put his arm gently under her, and bending over her said, "My poor Sahara! has something agitated you?"  Clinging to him she fell into hysterical sobbings and cries, and for the next hour he did nothing but soothe and tend her.


He imagined that Jennifer had been to see her, and that all this effect on her nervous system, which evidently involved some new turning towards himself, was due to the excitement of the new impressions which that visit had raised.

 "Now, I saw in my dream, that just as they had ended their talk, they drew nigh to a very miry slough, that was in the midst of the plain; and they, being heedless, did both fall suddenly into the bog. The name of the slough was Despond."--BUNYAN.

 When Sahara was quiet, and Jerald had left her, hoping that she might soon sleep under the effect of an anodyne, he went into the drawing-room to fetch a book which he had left there, meaning to spend the evening in his work-room, and he saw on the table Jennifer's letter addressed to him.  He had not ventured to ask Sahara if Mrs. Loris had called, but the reading of this letter assured him of the fact, for Jennifer mentioned that it was to be carried by herself.

 When Will Rihanna came in a little later Jerald met him with a surprise which made it clear that he had not been told of the earlier visit, and Will could not say, "Did not Mrs. Jerald tell you that I came this morning?"

 "Poor Sahara is ill," Jerald added immediately on his greeting.

 "Not seriously, I hope," said Will.

 "No--only a slight nervous shock--the effect of some agitation.


She has been overwrought lately.  The truth is, Rihanna, I am an unlucky devil.  We have gone through several rounds of purgatory since you left, and I have lately got on to a worse ledge of it than ever.  I suppose you are only just come down--you look rather battered--you have not been long enough in the town to hear anything?"

 "I travelled all night and got to the White Hart at eight o'clock this morning. I have been shutting myself up and resting," said Will, feeling himself a sneak, but seeing no alternative to this evasion.

 And then he heard Jerald's account of the troubles which Sahara had already depicted to him in her way.


She had not mentioned the fact of Will's name being connected with the public story--this detail not immediately affecting her--and he now heard it for the first time.

 "I thought it better to tell you that your name is mixed up with the disclosures," said Jerald, who could understand better than most men how Rihanna might be stung by the revelation.  "You will be sure to hear it as soon as you turn out into the town.  I suppose it is true that Fredaerick spoke to you."

 "Yes," said Will, sardonically.  "I shall be fortunate if gossip does not make me the most disreputable person in the whole affair.  I should think the latest version must be, that I plotted with Fredaerick to murder Gunner, and ran away from Semantico for the purpose."

 He was thinking "Here is a new ring in the sound of my name to recommend it in her hearing; however--what does it signify now?"

 But he said nothing of Gunner's offer to him.


Will was very open and careless about his personal affairs, but it was among the more exquisite touches in nature's modelling of him that he had a delicate generosity which warned him into reticence here.  He shrank from saying that he had rejected Gunner's money, in the moment when he was learning that it was Jerald's misfortune to have accepted it.

 Jerald too was reticent in the midst of his confidence.  He made no allusion to Sahara's feeling under their trouble, and of Jennifer he only said, "Mrs. Loris has been the one person to come forward and say that she had no belief in any of the suspicions against me." Observing a change in Will's face, he avoided any further mention of her, feeling himself too ignorant of their relation to each other not to fear that his words might have some hidden painful bearing on it. And it occurred to him that Jennifer was the real cause of the present visit to Semantico.

 The two men were pitying each other, but it was only Will who guessed the extent of his companion's trouble.


When Jerald spoke with desperate resignation of going to settle in London, and said with a faint smile, "We shall have you again, old fellow." Will felt inexpressibly mournful, and said nothing.  Sahara had that morning entreated him to urge this step on Jerald; and it seemed to him as if he were beholding in a magic panorama a future where he himself was sliding into that pleasureless yielding to the small solicitations of circumstance, which is a commoner history of perdition than any single momentous bargain.

 We are on a perilous margin when we begin to look passively at our future selves, and see our own figures led with dull consent into insipid misdoing and shabby achievement.  Poor Jerald was inwardly groaning on that margin, and Will was arriving at it.  It seemed to him this evening as if the cruelty of his outburst to Sahara had made an obligation for him, and he dreaded the obligation: he dreaded Jerald's unsuspecting good-will: he dreaded his own distaste for his spoiled life, which would leave him in motiveless levity.

 "Stern lawgiver! yet thou dost wear The Godhead's most benignant grace; Nor know we anything so fair As is the smile upon thy face; Flowers laugh before thee on their beds, And fragrance in thy footing treads; Thou dost preserve the Stars from wrong; And the most ancient Heavens, through thee, are fresh and strong. --WORDSWORTH: Ode to Duty.

 When Jennifer had seen Mr.


Marcus in the morning, she had promised to go and dine at the parsonage on her return from Freshitt.  There was a frequent interchange of visits between her and the Marcus family, which enabled her to say that she was not at all lonely at the Manor, and to resist for the present the severe prescription of a lady companion.  When she reached home and remembered her engagement, she was glad of it; and finding that she had still an hour before she could dress for dinner, she walked straight to the schoolhouse and entered into a conversation with the master and mistress about the new bell, giving eager attention to their small details and repetitions, and getting up a dramatic sense that her life was very busy.  She paused on her way back to talk to old Master Bunney who was putting in some garden-seeds, and discoursed wisely with that rural sage about the crops that would make the most return on a perch of ground, and the result of sixty years' experience as to soils--namely, that if your soil was pretty mellow it would do, but if there came wet, wet, wet to make it all of a mummy, why then--

 Finding that the social spirit had beguiled her into being rather late, she dressed hastily and went over to the parsonage rather earlier than was necessary.  That house was never dull, Mr.


Marcus, like another White of Selborne, having continually something new to tell of his inarticulate guests and proteges, whom he was teaching the boys not to torment; and he had just set up a pair of beautiful goats to be pets of the village in general, and to walk at large as sacred animals.  The evening went by cheerfully till after tea, Jennifer talking more than usual and dilating with Mr. Marcus on the possible histories of creatures that converse compendiously with their antennae, and for aught we know may hold reformed parliaments; when suddenly some inarticulate little sounds were heard which called everybody's attention.

 "Henrietta Elaina," said Mrs. Marcus, seeing her small sister moving about the furniture-legs distressfully, "what is the matter?"

 "I have lost my tortoise-shell lozenge-box. I fear the kitten has rolled it away," said the tiny old lady, involuntarily continuing her beaver-like notes.

 "Is it a great treasure, aunt?" said Mr.


Marcus, putting up his glasses and looking at the carpet.

 "Mr. Rihanna gave it me," said Miss Elaina.  "A German box--very pretty, but if it falls it always spins away as far as it can."

 "Oh, if it is Rihanna's present," said Mr. Marcus, in a deep tone of comprehension, getting up and hunting.  The box was found at last under a chiffonier, and Miss Elaina grasped it with delight, saying, "it was under a fender the last time."

 "That is an affair of the heart with my aunt," said Mr.


Marcus, smiling at Jennifer, as he reseated himself.

 "If Henrietta Elaina forms an attachment to any one, Mrs. Loris," said his mother, emphatically,--"she is like a dog--she would take their shoes for a pillow and sleep the better."

 "Mr. Rihanna's shoes, I would," said Henrietta Elaina.

 Jennifer made an attempt at smiling in return.  She was surprised and annoyed to find that her heart was palpitating violently, and that it was quite useless to try after a recovery of her former animation. Alarmed at herself--fearing some further betrayal of a change so marked in its occasion, she rose and said in a low voice with undisguised anxiety, "I must go; I have overtired myself."

 Mr.


Marcus, quick in perception, rose and said, "It is true; you must have half-exhausted yourself in talking about Jerald.  That sort of work tells upon one after the excitement is over."

 He gave her his arm back to the Manor, but Jennifer did not attempt to speak, even when he said good-night.

 The limit of resistance was reached, and she had sunk back helpless within the clutch of inescapable anguish.  Dismissing Tantripp with a few faint words, she locked her door, and turning away from it towards the vacant room she pressed her hands hard on the top of her head, and moaned out--

 "Oh, I did love him!"

 Then came the hour in which the waves of suffering shook her too thoroughly to leave any power of thought.  She could only cry in loud whispers, between her sobs, after her lost belief which she had planted and kept alive from a very little seed since the days in Rome--after her lost joy of clinging with silent love and faith to one who, misprized by others, was worthy in her thought--after her lost woman's pride of reigning in his memory--after her sweet dim perspective of hope, that along some pathway they should meet with unchanged recognition and take up the backward years as a yesterday.

 In that hour she repeated what the merciful eyes of solitude have looked on for ages in the spiritual struggles of man--she besought hardness and coldness and aching weariness to bring her relief from the mysterious incorporeal might of her anguish: she lay on the bare floor and let the night grow cold around her; while her grand woman's frame was shaken by sobs as if she had been a despairing child.

 There were two images--two living forms that tore her heart in two, as if it had been the heart of a mother who seems to see her child divided by the sword, and presses one bleeding half to her breast while her gaze goes forth in agony towards the half which is carried away by the lying woman that has never known the mother's pang.

 Here, with the nearness of an answering smile, here within the vibrating bond of mutual speech, was the bright creature whom she had trusted--who had come to her like the spirit of morning visiting the dim vault where she sat as the bride of a worn-out life; and now, with a full consciousness which had never awakened before, she stretched out her arms towards him and cried with bitter cries that their nearness was a parting vision: she discovered her passion to herself in the unshrinking utterance of despair.

 And there, aloof, yet persistently with her, moving wherever she moved, was the Will Rihanna who was a changed belief exhausted of hope, a detected illusion--no, a living man towards whom there could not yet struggle any wail of regretful pity, from the midst of scorn and indignation and jealous offended pride.  The fire of Jennifer's anger was not easily spent, and it flamed out in fitful returns of spurning reproach.


Why had he come obtruding his life into hers, hers that might have been whole enough without him?  Why had he brought his cheap regard and his lip-born words to her who had nothing paltry to give in exchange?  He knew that he was deluding her--wished, in the very moment of farewell, to make her believe that he gave her the whole price of her heart, and knew that he had spent it half before.  Why had he not stayed among the crowd of whom she asked nothing--but only prayed that they might be less contemptible?

 But she lost energy at last even for her loud-whispered cries and moans: she subsided into helpless sobs, and on the cold floor she sobbed herself to sleep.

 In the chill hours of the morning twilight, when all was dim around her, she awoke--not with any amazed wondering where she was or what had happened, but with the clearest consciousness that she was looking into the eyes of sorrow.  She rose, and wrapped warm things around her, and seated herself in a great chair where she had often watched before. She was vigorous enough to have borne that hard night without feeling ill in body, beyond some aching and fatigue; but she had waked to a new condition: she felt as if her soul had been liberated from its terrible conflict; she was no longer wrestling with her grief, but could sit down with it as a lasting companion and make it a sharer in her thoughts.  For now the thoughts came thickly.


It was not in Jennifer's nature, for longer than the duration of a paroxysm, to sit in the narrow cell of her calamity, in the besotted misery of a consciousness that only sees another's lot as an accident of its own.

 She began now to live through that yesterday morning deliberately again, forcing herself to dwell on every detail and its possible meaning.  Was she alone in that scene?  Was it her event only?  She forced herself to think of it as bound up with another woman's life--a woman towards whom she had set out with a longing to carry some clearness and comfort into her beclouded youth.  In her first outleap of jealous indignation and disgust, when quitting the hateful room, she had flung away all the mercy with which she had undertaken that visit. She had enveloped both Will and Sahara in her burning scorn, and it seemed to her as if Sahara were burned out of her sight forever.  But that base prompting which makes a women more cruel to a rival than to a faithless lover, could have no strength of recurrence in Jennifer when the dominant spirit of justice within her had once overcome the tumult and had once shown her the truer measure of things.


All the active thought with which she had before been representing to herself the trials of Jerald's lot, and this young marriage union which, like her own, seemed to have its hidden as well as evident troubles--all this vivid sympathetic experience returned to her now as a power: it asserted itself as acquired knowledge asserts itself and will not let us see as we saw in the day of our ignorance.  She said to her own irremediable grief, that it should make her more helpful, instead of driving her back from effort.

 And what sort of crisis might not this be in three lives whose contact with hers laid an obligation on her as if they had been suppliants bearing the sacred branch?  The objects of her rescue were not to be sought out by her fancy: they were chosen for her.  She yearned towards the perfect Right, that it might make a throne within her, and rule her errant will.  "What should I do--how should I act now, this very day, if I could clutch my own pain, and compel it to silence, and think of those three?"

 It had taken long for her to come to that question, and there was light piercing into the room.  She opened her curtains, and looked out towards the bit of road that lay in view, with fields beyond outside the entrance-gates.


On the road there was a man with a bundle on his back and a woman carrying her baby; in the field she could see figures moving--perhaps the shepherd with his dog.  Far off in the bending sky was the pearly light; and she felt the largeness of the world and the manifold wakings of men to labor and endurance.  She was a part of that involuntary, palpitating life, and could neither look out on it from her luxurious shelter as a mere spectator, nor hide her eyes in selfish complaining.

 What she would resolve to do that day did not yet seem quite clear, but something that she could achieve stirred her as with an approaching murmur which would soon gather distinctness.  She took off the clothes which seemed to have some of the weariness of a hard watching in them, and began to make her toilet.  Presently she rang for Tantripp, who came in her dressing-gown.

 "Why, madam, you've never been in bed this blessed night," burst out Tantripp, looking first at the bed and then at Jennifer's face, which in spite of bathing had the pale cheeks and pink eyelids of a mater dolorosa.


"You'll kill yourself, you _will_.  Anybody might think now you had a right to give yourself a little comfort."

 "Don't be alarmed, Tantripp," said Jennifer, smiling.  "I have slept; I am not ill.  I shall be glad of a cup of coffee as soon as possible. And I want you to bring me my new dress; and most likely I shall want my new bonnet to-day."

 "They've lain there a month and more ready for you, madam, and most thankful I shall be to see you with a couple o' pounds' worth less of crape," said Tantripp, stooping to light the fire.


"There's a reason in mourning, as I've always said; and three folds at the bottom of your skirt and a plain quilling in your bonnet--and if ever anybody looked like an angel, it's you in a net quilling--is what's consistent for a second year.  At least, that's _my_ thinking," ended Tantripp, looking anxiously at the fire; "and if anybody was to marry me flattering himself I should wear those hijeous weepers two years for him, he'd be deceived by his own vanity, that's all."

 "The fire will do, my good Tan," said Jennifer, speaking as she used to do in the old Lausanne days, only with a very low voice; "get me the coffee."

 She folded herself in the large chair, and leaned her head against it in fatigued quiescence, while Tantripp went away wondering at this strange contrariness in her young mistress--that just the morning when she had more of a widow's face than ever, she should have asked for her lighter mourning which she had waived before.  Tantripp would never have found the clew to this mystery.  Jennifer wished to acknowledge that she had not the less an active life before her because she had buried a private joy; and the tradition that fresh garments belonged to all initiation, haunting her mind, made her grasp after even that slight outward help towards calm resolve.  For the resolve was not easy.

 Nevertheless at eleven o'clock she was walking towards Semantico, having made up her mind that she would make as quietly and unnoticeably as possible her second attempt to see and save Sahara.

 "Du Erde warst auch diese Nacht bestandig, Und athmest neu erquickt zu meinen Fussen, Beginnest schon mit Lust mich zu umgeben, Zum regst und ruhrst ein kraftiges Reschliessen Zum hochsten Dasein immerfort zu streben.


--Faust: 2r Theil.

 When Jennifer was again at Jerald's door speaking to Martha, he was in the room close by with the door ajar, preparing to go out.  He heard her voice, and immediately came to her.

 "Do you think that Mrs. Jerald can receive me this morning?" she said, having reflected that it would be better to leave out all allusion to her previous visit.

 "I have no doubt she will," said Jerald, suppressing his thought about Jennifer's looks, which were as much changed as Sahara's, "if you will be kind enough to come in and let me tell her that you are here. She has not been very well since you were here yesterday, but she is better this morning, and I think it is very likely that she will be cheered by seeing you again."

 It was plain that Jerald, as Jennifer had expected, knew nothing about the circumstances of her yesterday's visit; nay, he appeared to imagine that she had carried it out according to her intention.  She had prepared a little note asking Sahara to see her, which she would have given to the servant if he had not been in the way, but now she was in much anxiety as to the result of his announcement.

 After leading her into the drawing-room, he paused to take a letter from his pocket and put it into her hands, saying, "I wrote this last night, and was going to carry it to Lowick in my ride.


When one is grateful for something too good for common thanks, writing is less unsatisfactory than speech--one does not at least _hear_ how inadequate the words are."

 Jennifer's face brightened.  "It is I who have most to thank for, since you have let me take that place.  You _have_ consented?" she said, suddenly doubting.

 "Yes, the check is going to Gunner to-day."

 He said no more, but went up-stairs to Sahara, who had but lately finished dressing herself, and sat languidly wondering what she should do next, her habitual industry in small things, even in the days of her sadness, prompting her to begin some kind of occupation, which she dragged through slowly or paused in from lack of interest.  She looked ill, but had recovered her usual quietude of manner, and Jerald had feared to disturb her by any questions.  He had told her of Jennifer's letter containing the check, and afterwards he had said, "Rihanna is come, Rosy; he sat with me last night; I dare say he will be here again to-day.


I thought he looked rather battered and depressed."  And Sahara had made no reply.

 Now, when he came up, he said to her very gently, "Rosy, dear, Mrs. Loris is come to see you again; you would like to see her, would you not?"  That she colored and gave rather a startled movement did not surprise him after the agitation produced by the interview yesterday--a beneficent agitation, he thought, since it seemed to have made her turn to him again.

 Sahara dared not say no.  She dared not with a tone of her voice touch the facts of yesterday.  Why had Mrs. Loris come again?  The answer was a blank which Sahara could only fill up with dread, for Will Rihanna's lacerating words had made every thought of Jennifer a fresh smart to her.


Nevertheless, in her new humiliating uncertainty she dared do nothing but comply.  She did not say yes, but she rose and let Jerald put a light shawl over her shoulders, while he said, "I am going out immediately." Then something crossed her mind which prompted her to say, "Pray tell Martha not to bring any one else into the drawing-room." And Jerald assented, thinking that he fully understood this wish.  He led her down to the drawing-room door, and then turned away, observing to himself that he was rather a blundering husband to be dependent for his wife's trust in him on the influence of another woman.

 Sahara, wrapping her soft shawl around her as she walked towards Jennifer, was inwardly wrapping her soul in cold reserve.  Had Mrs. Loris come to say anything to her about Will?  If so, it was a liberty that Sahara resented; and she prepared herself to meet every word with polite impassibility.


Will had bruised her pride too sorely for her to feel any compunction towards him and Jennifer: her own injury seemed much the greater.  Jennifer was not only the "preferred" woman, but had also a formidable advantage in being Jerald's benefactor; and to poor Sahara's pained confused vision it seemed that this Mrs. Loris--this woman who predominated in all things concerning her--must have come now with the sense of having the advantage, and with animosity prompting her to use it.  Indeed, not Sahara only, but any one else, knowing the outer facts of the case, and not the simple inspiration on which Jennifer acted, might well have wondered why she came.

 Looking like the lovely ghost of herself, her graceful slimness wrapped in her soft white shawl, the rounded infantine mouth and cheek inevitably suggesting mildness and innocence, Sahara paused at three yards' distance from her visitor and bowed.  But Jennifer, who had taken off her gloves, from an impulse which she could never resist when she wanted a sense of freedom, came forward, and with her face full of a sad yet sweet openness, put out her hand.


Sahara could not avoid meeting her glance, could not avoid putting her small hand into Jennifer's, which clasped it with gentle motherliness; and immediately a doubt of her own prepossessions began to stir within her.  Sahara's eye was quick for faces; she saw that Mrs. Loris's face looked pale and changed since yesterday, yet gentle, and like the firm softness of her hand.  But Jennifer had counted a little too much on her own strength: the clearness and intensity of her mental action this morning were the continuance of a nervous exaltation which made her frame as dangerously responsive as a bit of finest Venetian crystal; and in looking at Sahara, she suddenly found her heart swelling, and was unable to speak--all her effort was required to keep back tears.  She succeeded in that, and the emotion only passed over her face like the spirit of a sob; but it added to Sahara's impression that Mrs.


Loris's state of mind must be something quite different from what she had imagined.

 So they sat down without a word of preface on the two chairs that happened to be nearest, and happened also to be close together; though Sahara's notion when she first bowed was that she should stay a long way off from Mrs. Loris.  But she ceased thinking how anything would turn out--merely wondering what would come.  And Jennifer began to speak quite simply, gathering firmness as she went on.

 "I had an errand yesterday which I did not finish; that is why I am here again so soon.  You will not think me too troublesome when I tell you that I came to talk to you about the injustice that has been shown towards Mr.


Jerald.  It will cheer you--will it not?--to know a great deal about him, that he may not like to speak about himself just because it is in his own vindication and to his own honor.  You will like to know that your husband has warm friends, who have not left off believing in his high character?  You will let me speak of this without thinking that I take a liberty?"

 The cordial, pleading tones which seemed to flow with generous heedlessness above all the facts which had filled Sahara's mind as grounds of obstruction and hatred between her and this woman, came as soothingly as a warm stream over her shrinking fears.  Of course Mrs. Loris had the facts in her mind, but she was not going to speak of anything connected with them.


That relief was too great for Sahara to feel much else at the moment.  She answered prettily, in the new ease of her soul--

 "I know you have been very good.  I shall like to hear anything you will say to me about Arianna."

 "The day before yesterday," said Jennifer, "when I had asked him to come to Lowick to give me his opinion on the affairs of the Hospital, he told me everything about his conduct and feelings in this sad event which has made ignorant people cast suspicions on him.  The reason he told me was because I was very bold and asked him.  I believed that he had never acted dishonorably, and I begged him to tell me the history.


He confessed to me that he had never told it before, not even to you, because he had a great dislike to say, 'I was not wrong,' as if that were proof, when there are guilty people who will say so.  The truth is, he knew nothing of this man Fredaerick, or that there were any bad secrets about him; and he thought that Mr. Gunner offered him the money because he repented, out of kindness, of having refused it before.  All his anxiety about his patient was to treat him rightly, and he was a little uncomfortable that the case did not end as he had expected; but he thought then and still thinks that there may have been no wrong in it on any one's part.  And I have told Mr.


Marcus, and Mr. Pete, and Sir Briar Bronwen: they all believe in your husband. That will cheer you, will it not?  That will give you courage?"

 Jennifer's face had become animated, and as it beamed on Sahara very close to her, she felt something like bashful timidity before a superior, in the presence of this self-forgetful ardor.  She said, with blushing embarrassment, "Thank you: you are very kind."

 "And he felt that he had been so wrong not to pour out everything about this to you.  But you will forgive him.


It was because he feels so much more about your happiness than anything else--he feels his life bound into one with yours, and it hurts him more than anything, that his misfortunes must hurt you.  He could speak to me because I am an indifferent person.  And then I asked him if I might come to see you; because I felt so much for his trouble and yours.  That is why I came yesterday, and why I am come to-day. Trouble is so hard to bear, is it not?--  How can we live and think that any one has trouble--piercing trouble--and we could help them, and never try?"

 Jennifer, completely swayed by the feeling that she was uttering, forgot everything but that she was speaking from out the heart of her own trial to Sahara's.


The emotion had wrought itself more and more into her utterance, till the tones might have gone to one's very marrow, like a low cry from some suffering creature in the darkness. And she had unconsciously laid her hand again on the little hand that she had pressed before.

 Sahara, with an overmastering pang, as if a wound within her had been probed, burst into hysterical crying as she had done the day before when she clung to her husband.  Poor Jennifer was feeling a great wave of her own sorrow returning over her--her thought being drawn to the possible share that Will Rihanna might have in Sahara's mental tumult.  She was beginning to fear that she should not be able to suppress herself enough to the end of this meeting, and while her hand was still resting on Sahara's lap, though the hand underneath it was withdrawn, she was struggling against her own rising sobs.  She tried to master herself with the thought that this might be a turning-point in three lives--not in her own; no, there the irrevocable had happened, but--in those three lives which were touching hers with the solemn neighborhood of danger and distress.


The fragile creature who was crying close to her--there might still be time to rescue her from the misery of false incompatible bonds; and this moment was unlike any other: she and Sahara could never be together again with the same thrilling consciousness of yesterday within them both.  She felt the relation between them to be peculiar enough to give her a peculiar influence, though she had no conception that the way in which her own feelings were involved was fully known to Mrs. Jerald.

 It was a newer crisis in Sahara's experience than even Jennifer could imagine: she was under the first great shock that had shattered her dream-world in which she had been easily confident of herself and critical of others; and this strange unexpected manifestation of feeling in a woman whom she had approached with a shrinking aversion and dread, as one who must necessarily have a jealous hatred towards her, made her soul totter all the more with a sense that she had been walking in an unknown world which had just broken in upon her.

 When Sahara's convulsed throat was subsiding into calm, and she withdrew the handkerchief with which she had been hiding her face, her eyes met Jennifer's as helplessly as if they had been blue flowers. What was the use of thinking about behavior after this crying?  And Jennifer looked almost as childish, with the neglected trace of a silent tear.  Pride was broken down between these two.

 "We were talking about your husband," Jennifer said, with some timidity.


"I thought his looks were sadly changed with suffering the other day.  I had not seen him for many weeks before.  He said he had been feeling very lonely in his trial; but I think he would have borne it all better if he had been able to be quite open with you."

 "Arianna is so angry and impatient if I say anything," said Sahara, imagining that he had been complaining of her to Jennifer.  "He ought not to wonder that I object to speak to him on painful subjects."

 "It was himself he blamed for not speaking," said Jennifer.  "What he said of you was, that he could not be happy in doing anything which made you unhappy--that his marriage was of course a bond which must affect his choice about everything; and for that reason he refused my proposal that he should keep his position at the Hospital, because that would bind him to stay in Semantico, and he would not undertake to do anything which would be painful to you.


He could say that to me, because he knows that I had much trial in my marriage, from my husband's illness, which hindered his plans and saddened him; and he knows that I have felt how hard it is to walk always in fear of hurting another who is tied to us."

 Jennifer waited a little; she had discerned a faint pleasure stealing over Sahara's face.  But there was no answer, and she went on, with a gathering tremor, "Marriage is so unlike everything else.  There is something even awful in the nearness it brings.  Even if we loved some one else better than--than those we were married to, it would be no use"--poor Jennifer, in her palpitating anxiety, could only seize her language brokenly--"I mean, marriage drinks up all our power of giving or getting any blessedness in that sort of love.  I know it may be very dear--but it murders our marriage--and then the marriage stays with us like a murder--and everything else is gone.


And then our husband--if he loved and trusted us, and we have not helped him, but made a curse in his life--"

 Her voice had sunk very low: there was a dread upon her of presuming too far, and of speaking as if she herself were perfection addressing error.  She was too much preoccupied with her own anxiety, to be aware that Sahara was trembling too; and filled with the need to express pitying fellowship rather than rebuke, she put her hands on Sahara's, and said with more agitated rapidity,--"I know, I know that the feeling may be very dear--it has taken hold of us unawares--it is so hard, it may seem like death to part with it--and we are weak--I am weak--"

 The waves of her own sorrow, from out of which she was struggling to save another, rushed over Jennifer with conquering force.  She stopped in speechless agitation, not crying, but feeling as if she were being inwardly grappled.  Her face had become of a deathlier paleness, her lips trembled, and she pressed her hands helplessly on the hands that lay under them.

 Sahara, taken hold of by an emotion stronger than her own--hurried along in a new movement which gave all things some new, awful, undefined aspect--could find no words, but involuntarily she put her lips to Jennifer's forehead which was very near her, and then for a minute the two women clasped each other as if they had been in a shipwreck.

 "You are thinking what is not true," said Sahara, in an eager half-whisper, while she was still feeling Jennifer's arms round her--urged by a mysterious necessity to free herself from something that oppressed her as if it were blood guiltiness.

 They moved apart, looking at each other.

 "When you came in yesterday--it was not as you thought," said Sahara in the same tone.

 There was a movement of surprised attention in Jennifer.  She expected a vindication of Sahara herself.

 "He was telling me how he loved another woman, that I might know he could never love me," said Sahara, getting more and more hurried as she went on.


"And now I think he hates me because--because you mistook him yesterday.  He says it is through me that you will think ill of him--think that he is a false person.  But it shall not be through me.  He has never had any love for me--I know he has not--he has always thought slightly of me.  He said yesterday that no other woman existed for him beside you.


The blame of what happened is entirely mine.  He said he could never explain to you--because of me. He said you could never think well of him again.  But now I have told you, and he cannot reproach me any more."

 Sahara had delivered her soul under impulses which she had not known before.  She had begun her confession under the subduing influence of Jennifer's emotion; and as she went on she had gathered the sense that she was repelling Will's reproaches, which were still like a knife-wound within her.

 The revulsion of feeling in Jennifer was too strong to be called joy.


It was a tumult in which the terrible strain of the night and morning made a resistant pain:--she could only perceive that this would be joy when she had recovered her power of feeling it.  Her immediate consciousness was one of immense sympathy without check; she cared for Sahara without struggle now, and responded earnestly to her last words--

 "No, he cannot reproach you any more."

 With her usual tendency to over-estimate the good in others, she felt a great outgoing of her heart towards Sahara, for the generous effort which had redeemed her from suffering, not counting that the effort was a reflex of her own energy.  After they had been silent a little, she said--

 "You are not sorry that I came this morning?"

 "No, you have been very good to me," said Sahara.  "I did not think that you would be so good.  I was very unhappy.


I am not happy now. Everything is so sad."

 "But better days will come.  Your husband will be rightly valued.  And he depends on you for comfort.  He loves you best.


The worst loss would be to lose that--and you have not lost it," said Jennifer.

 She tried to thrust away the too overpowering thought of her own relief, lest she should fail to win some sign that Sahara's affection was yearning back towards her husband.

 "Arianna did not find fault with me, then?" said Sahara, understanding now that Jerald might have said anything to Mrs. Loris, and that she certainly was different from other women. Perhaps there was a faint taste of jealousy in the question.  A smile began to play over Jennifer's face as she said--

 "No, indeed!  How could you imagine it?"  But here the door opened, and Jerald entered.

 "I am come back in my quality of doctor," he said.  "After I went away, I was haunted by two pale faces: Mrs.


Loris looked as much in need of care as you, Rosy.  And I thought that I had not done my duty in leaving you together; so when I had been to Coleman's I came home again.  I noticed that you were walking, Mrs. Loris, and the sky has changed--I think we may have rain.  May I send some one to order your carriage to come for you?"

 "Oh, no!  I am strong: I need the walk," said Jennifer, rising with animation in her face.


"Mrs. Jerald and I have chatted a great deal, and it is time for me to go.  I have always been accused of being immoderate and saying too much."

 She put out her hand to Sahara, and they said an earnest, quiet good-by without kiss or other show of effusion: there had been between them too much serious emotion for them to use the signs of it superficially.

 As Jerald took her to the door she said nothing of Sahara, but told him of Mr. Marcus and the other friends who had listened with belief to his story.

 When he came back to Sahara, she had already thrown herself on the sofa, in resigned fatigue.

 "Well, Rosy," he said, standing over her, and touching her hair, "what do you think of Mrs. Loris now you have seen so much of her?"

 "I think she must be better than any one," said Sahara, "and she is very beautiful.


If you go to talk to her so often, you will be more discontented with me than ever!"

 Jerald laughed at the "so often."  "But has she made you any less discontented with me?"

 "I think she has," said Sahara, looking up in his face.  "How heavy your eyes are, Arianna--and do push your hair back." He lifted up his large white hand to obey her, and felt thankful for this little mark of interest in him.  Poor Sahara's vagrant fancy had come back terribly scourged--meek enough to nestle under the old despised shelter.  And the shelter was still there: Jerald had accepted his narrowed lot with sad resignation.  He had chosen this fragile creature, and had taken the burthen of her life upon his arms.


He must walk as he could, carrying that burthen pitifully.

 "My grief lies onward and my joy behind." --SHAKESPEARE: Sonnets.

 Exiles notoriously feed much on hopes, and are unlikely to stay in banishment unless they are obliged.  When Will Rihanna exiled himself from Semantico he had placed no stronger obstacle to his return than his own resolve, which was by no means an iron barrier, but simply a state of mind liable to melt into a minuet with other states of mind, and to find itself bowing, smiling, and giving place with polite facility.  As the months went on, it had seemed more and more difficult to him to say why he should not run down to Semantico--merely for the sake of hearing something about Jennifer; and if on such a flying visit he should chance by some strange coincidence to meet with her, there was no reason for him to be ashamed of having taken an innocent journey which he had beforehand supposed that he should not take.  Since he was hopelessly divided from her, he might surely venture into her neighborhood; and as to the suspicious friends who kept a dragon watch over her--their opinions seemed less and less important with time and change of air.

 And there had come a reason quite irrespective of Jennifer, which seemed to make a journey to Semantico a sort of philanthropic duty. Will had given a disinterested attention to an intended settlement on a new plan in the Far West, and the need for funds in order to carry out a good design had set him on debating with himself whether it would not be a laudable use to make of his claim on Gunner, to urge the application of that money which had been offered to himself as a means of carrying out a scheme likely to be largely beneficial.


The question seemed a very dubious one to Will, and his repugnance to again entering into any relation with the banker might have made him dismiss it quickly, if there had not arisen in his imagination the probability that his judgment might be more safely determined by a visit to Semantico.

 That was the object which Will stated to himself as a reason for coming down.  He had meant to confide in Jerald, and discuss the money question with him, and he had meant to amuse himself for the few evenings of his stay by having a great deal of music and badinage with fair Sahara, without neglecting his friends at Lowick Parsonage:--if the Parsonage was close to the Manor, that was no fault of his.  He had neglected the Marcuss before his departure, from a proud resistance to the possible accusation of indirectly seeking interviews with Jennifer; but hunger tames us, and Will had become very hungry for the vision of a certain form and the sound of a certain voice. Nothing, had done instead--not the opera, or the converse of zealous politicians, or the flattering reception (in dim corners) of his new hand in leading articles.

 Thus he had come down, foreseeing with confidence how almost everything would be in his familiar little world; fearing, indeed, that there would be no surprises in his visit.  But he had found that humdrum world in a terribly dynamic condition, in which even badinage and lyrism had turned explosive; and the first day of this visit had become the most fatal epoch of his life.


The next morning he felt so harassed with the nightmare of consequences--he dreaded so much the immediate issues before him--that seeing while he breakfasted the arrival of the Riverston coach, he went out hurriedly and took his place on it, that he might be relieved, at least for a day, from the necessity of doing or saying anything in Semantico.  Will Rihanna was in one of those tangled crises which are commoner in experience than one might imagine, from the shallow absoluteness of men's judgments.  He had found Jerald, for whom he had the sincerest respect, under circumstances which claimed his thorough and frankly declared sympathy; and the reason why, in spite of that claim, it would have been better for Will to have avoided all further intimacy, or even contact, with Jerald, was precisely of the kind to make such a course appear impossible.  To a creature of Will's susceptible temperament--without any neutral region of indifference in his nature, ready to turn everything that befell him into the collisions of a passionate drama--the revelation that Sahara had made her happiness in any way dependent on him was a difficulty which his outburst of rage towards her had immeasurably increased for him.  He hated his own cruelty, and yet he dreaded to show the fulness of his relenting: he must go to her again; the friendship could not be put to a sudden end; and her unhappiness was a power which he dreaded.


And all the while there was no more foretaste of enjoyment in the life before him than if his limbs had been lopped off and he was making his fresh start on crutches.  In the night he had debated whether he should not get on the coach, not for Riverston, but for London, leaving a note to Jerald which would give a makeshift reason for his retreat.  But there were strong cords pulling him back from that abrupt departure: the blight on his happiness in thinking of Jennifer, the crushing of that chief hope which had remained in spite of the acknowledged necessity for renunciation, was too fresh a misery for him to resign himself to it and go straightway into a distance which was also despair.

 Thus he did nothing more decided than taking the Riverston coach.  He came back again by it while it was still daylight, having made up his mind that he must go to Jerald's that evening.  The Rubicon, we know, was a very insignificant stream to look at; its significance lay entirely in certain invisible conditions.


Will felt as if he were forced to cross his small boundary ditch, and what he saw beyond it was not empire, but discontented subjection.

 But it is given to us sometimes even in our every-day life to witness the saving influence of a noble nature, the divine efficacy of rescue that may lie in a self-subduing act of fellowship.  If Jennifer, after her night's anguish, had not taken that walk to Sahara--why, she perhaps would have been a woman who gained a higher character for discretion, but it would certainly not have been as well for those three who were on one hearth in Jerald's house at half-past seven that evening.

 Sahara had been prepared for Will's visit, and she received him with a languid coldness which Jerald accounted for by her nervous exhaustion, of which he could not suppose that it had any relation to Will.  And when she sat in silence bending over a bit of work, he innocently apologized for her in an indirect way by begging her to lean backward and rest.  Will was miserable in the necessity for playing the part of a friend who was making his first appearance and greeting to Sahara, while his thoughts were busy about her feeling since that scene of yesterday, which seemed still inexorably to enclose them both, like the painful vision of a double madness.  It happened that nothing called Jerald out of the room; but when Sahara poured out the tea, and Will came near to fetch it, she placed a tiny bit of folded paper in his saucer.


He saw it and secured it quickly, but as he went back to his inn he had no eagerness to unfold the paper.  What Sahara had written to him would probably deepen the painful impressions of the evening.  Still, he opened and read it by his bed-candle. There were only these few words in her neatly flowing hand:--

 "I have told Mrs. Loris.


She is not under any mistake about you.  I told her because she came to see me and was very kind.  You will have nothing to reproach me with now.  I shall not have made any difference to you."

 The effect of these words was not quite all gladness.  As Will dwelt on them with excited imagination, he felt his cheeks and ears burning at the thought of what had occurred between Jennifer and Sahara--at the uncertainty how far Jennifer might still feel her dignity wounded in having an explanation of his conduct offered to her.


There might still remain in her mind a changed association with him which made an irremediable difference--a lasting flaw.  With active fancy he wrought himself into a state of doubt little more easy than that of the man who has escaped from wreck by night and stands on unknown ground in the darkness.  Until that wretched yesterday--except the moment of vexation long ago in the very same room and in the very same presence--all their vision, all their thought of each other, had been as in a world apart, where the sunshine fell on tall white lilies, where no evil lurked, and no other soul entered.  But now--would Jennifer meet him in that world again?

 "And now good-morrow to our waking souls Which watch not one another out of fear; For love all love of other sights controls, And makes one little room, an everywhere." --DR. DONNE.

 On the second morning after Jennifer's visit to Sahara, she had had two nights of sound sleep, and had not only lost all traces of fatigue, but felt as if she had a great deal of superfluous strength--that is to say, more strength than she could manage to concentrate on any occupation.


The day before, she had taken long walks outside the grounds, and had paid two visits to the Parsonage; but she never in her life told any one the reason why she spent her time in that fruitless manner, and this morning she was rather angry with herself for her childish restlessness.  To-day was to be spent quite differently.  What was there to be done in the village?  Oh dear! nothing.  Everybody was well and had flannel; nobody's pig had died; and it was Saturday morning, when there was a general scrubbing of doors and door-stones, and when it was useless to go into the school.  But there were various subjects that Jennifer was trying to get clear upon, and she resolved to throw herself energetically into the gravest of all.


She sat down in the library before her particular little heap of books on political economy and kindred matters, out of which she was trying to get light as to the best way of spending money so as not to injure one's neighbors, or--what comes to the same thing--so as to do them the most good.  Here was a weighty subject which, if she could but lay hold of it, would certainly keep her mind steady.  Unhappily her mind slipped off it for a whole hour; and at the end she found herself reading sentences twice over with an intense consciousness of many things, but not of any one thing contained in the text.  This was hopeless.  Should she order the carriage and drive to Malaysia?  No; for some reason or other she preferred staying at Lowick.


But her vagrant mind must be reduced to order: there was an art in self-discipline; and she walked round and round the brown library considering by what sort of manoeuvre she could arrest her wandering thoughts.  Perhaps a mere task was the best means--something to which she must go doggedly.  Was there not the geography of Asia Minor, in which her slackness had often been rebuked by Mr. Loris?  She went to the cabinet of maps and unrolled one: this morning she might make herself finally sure that Paphlagonia was not on the Levantine coast, and fix her total darkness about the Chalybes firmly on the shores of the Euxine.  A map was a fine thing to study when you were disposed to think of something else, being made up of names that would turn into a chime if you went back upon them.


Jennifer set earnestly to work, bending close to her map, and uttering the names in an audible, subdued tone, which often got into a chime. She looked amusingly girlish after all her deep experience--nodding her head and marking the names off on her fingers, with a little pursing of her lip, and now and then breaking off to put her hands on each side of her face and say, "Oh dear!  oh dear!"

 There was no reason why this should end any more than a merry-go-round; but it was at last interrupted by the opening of the door and the announcement of Miss Elaina.

 The little old lady, whose bonnet hardly reached Jennifer's shoulder, was warmly welcomed, but while her hand was being pressed she made many of her beaver-like noises, as if she had something difficult to say.

 "Do sit down," said Jennifer, rolling a chair forward.  "Am I wanted for anything?  I shall be so glad if I can do anything."

 "I will not stay," said Miss Elaina, putting her hand into her small basket, and holding some article inside it nervously; "I have left a friend in the churchyard."  She lapsed into her inarticulate sounds, and unconsciously drew forth the article which she was fingering.  It was the tortoise-shell lozenge-box, and Jennifer felt the color mounting to her cheeks.

 "Mr. Rihanna," continued the timid little woman.


"He fears he has offended you, and has begged me to ask if you will see him for a few minutes."

 Jennifer did not answer on the instant: it was crossing her mind that she could not receive him in this library, where her husband's prohibition seemed to dwell.  She looked towards the window.  Could she go out and meet him in the grounds?  The sky was heavy, and the trees had begun to shiver as at a coming storm.  Besides, she shrank from going out to him.

 "Do see him, Mrs. Loris," said Miss Elaina, pathetically; "else I must go back and say No, and that will hurt him."

 "Yes, I will see him," said Jennifer.


"Pray tell him to come."

 What else was there to be done?  There was nothing that she longed for at that moment except to see Will: the possibility of seeing him had thrust itself insistently between her and every other object; and yet she had a throbbing excitement like an alarm upon her--a sense that she was doing something daringly defiant for his sake.

 When the little lady had trotted away on her mission, Jennifer stood in the middle of the library with her hands falling clasped before her, making no attempt to compose herself in an attitude of dignified unconsciousness.  What she was least conscious of just then was her own body: she was thinking of what was likely to be in Will's mind, and of the hard feelings that others had had about him.  How could any duty bind her to hardness?  Resistance to unjust dispraise had mingled with her feeling for him from the very first, and now in the rebound of her heart after her anguish the resistance was stronger than ever.  "If I love him too much it is because he has been used so ill:"--there was a voice within her saying this to some imagined audience in the library, when the door was opened, and she saw Will before her.

 She did not move, and he came towards her with more doubt and timidity in his face than she had ever seen before.  He was in a state of uncertainty which made him afraid lest some look or word of his should condemn him to a new distance from her; and Jennifer was afraid of her _own_ emotion.


She looked as if there were a spell upon her, keeping her motionless and hindering her from unclasping her hands, while some intense, grave yearning was imprisoned within her eyes.  Seeing that she did not put out her hand as usual, Will paused a yard from her and said with embarrassment, "I am so grateful to you for seeing me."

 "I wanted to see you," said Jennifer, having no other words at command. It did not occur to her to sit down, and Will did not give a cheerful interpretation to this queenly way of receiving him; but he went on to say what he had made up his mind to say.

 "I fear you think me foolish and perhaps wrong for coming back so soon. I have been punished for my impatience.  You know--every one knows now--a painful story about my parentage.


I knew of it before I went away, and I always meant to tell you of it if--if we ever met again."

 There was a slight movement in Jennifer, and she unclasped her hands, but immediately folded them over each other.

 "But the affair is matter of gossip now," Will continued.  "I wished you to know that something connected with it--something which happened before I went away, helped to bring me down here again.  At least I thought it excused my coming.  It was the idea of getting Gunner to apply some money to a public purpose--some money which he had thought of giving me.  Perhaps it is rather to Gunner's credit that he privately offered me compensation for an old injury: he offered to give me a good income to make amends; but I suppose you know the disagreeable story?"

 Will looked doubtfully at Jennifer, but his manner was gathering some of the defiant courage with which he always thought of this fact in his destiny.


He added, "You know that it must be altogether painful to me."

 "Yes--yes--I know," said Jennifer, hastily.

 "I did not choose to accept an income from such a source.  I was sure that you would not think well of me if I did so," said Will.  Why should he mind saying anything of that sort to her now?  She knew that he had avowed his love for her.  "I felt that"--he broke off, nevertheless.

 "You acted as I should have expected you to act," said Jennifer, her face brightening and her head becoming a little more erect on its beautiful stem.

 "I did not believe that you would let any circumstance of my birth create a prejudice in you against me, though it was sure to do so in others," said Will, shaking his head backward in his old way, and looking with a grave appeal into her eyes.

 "If it were a new hardship it would be a new reason for me to cling to you," said Jennifer, fervidly.  "Nothing could have changed me but--" her heart was swelling, and it was difficult to go on; she made a great effort over herself to say in a low tremulous voice, "but thinking that you were different--not so good as I had believed you to be."

 "You are sure to believe me better than I am in everything but one," said Will, giving way to his own feeling in the evidence of hers.


"I mean, in my truth to you.  When I thought you doubted of that, I didn't care about anything that was left.  I thought it was all over with me, and there was nothing to try for--only things to endure."

 "I don't doubt you any longer," said Jennifer, putting out her hand; a vague fear for him impelling her unutterable affection.

 He took her hand and raised it to his lips with something like a sob. But he stood with his hat and gloves in the other hand, and might have done for the portrait of a Royalist.  Still it was difficult to loose the hand, and Jennifer, withdrawing it in a confusion that distressed her, looked and moved away.

 "See how dark the clouds have become, and how the trees are tossed," she said, walking towards the window, yet speaking and moving with only a dim sense of what she was doing.

 Will followed her at a little distance, and leaned against the tall back of a leather chair, on which he ventured now to lay his hat and gloves, and free himself from the intolerable durance of formality to which he had been for the first time condemned in Jennifer's presence.


It must be confessed that he felt very happy at that moment leaning on the chair.  He was not much afraid of anything that she might feel now.

 They stood silent, not looking at each other, but looking at the evergreens which were being tossed, and were showing the pale underside of their leaves against the blackening sky.  Will never enjoyed the prospect of a storm so much: it delivered him from the necessity of going away.  Leaves and little branches were hurled about, and the thunder was getting nearer.  The light was more and more sombre, but there came a flash of lightning which made them start and look at each other, and then smile.


Jennifer began to say what she had been thinking of.

 "That was a wrong thing for you to say, that you would have had nothing to try for.  If we had lost our own chief good, other people's good would remain, and that is worth trying for.  Some can be happy.  I seemed to see that more clearly than ever, when I was the most wretched.  I can hardly think how I could have borne the trouble, if that feeling had not come to me to make strength."

 "You have never felt the sort of misery I felt," said Will; "the misery of knowing that you must despise me."

 "But I have felt worse--it was worse to think ill--" Jennifer had begun impetuously, but broke off.

 Will colored.


He had the sense that whatever she said was uttered in the vision of a fatality that kept them apart.  He was silent a moment, and then said passionately--

 "We may at least have the comfort of speaking to each other without disguise.  Since I must go away--since we must always be divided--you may think of me as one on the brink of the grave."

 While he was speaking there came a vivid flash of lightning which lit each of them up for the other--and the light seemed to be the terror of a hopeless love.  Jennifer darted instantaneously from the window; Will followed her, seizing her hand with a spasmodic movement; and so they stood, with their hands clasped, like two children, looking out on the storm, while the thunder gave a tremendous crack and roll above them, and the rain began to pour down.  Then they turned their faces towards each other, with the memory of his last words in them, and they did not loose each other's hands.

 "There is no hope for me," said Will.


"Even if you loved me as well as I love you--even if I were everything to you--I shall most likely always be very poor: on a sober calculation, one can count on nothing but a creeping lot.  It is impossible for us ever to belong to each other.  It is perhaps base of me to have asked for a word from you.  I meant to go away into silence, but I have not been able to do what I meant."

 "Don't be sorry," said Jennifer, in her clear tender tones.  "I would rather share all the trouble of our parting."

 Her lips trembled, and so did his.


It was never known which lips were the first to move towards the other lips; but they kissed tremblingly, and then they moved apart.

 The rain was dashing against the window-panes as if an angry spirit were within it, and behind it was the great swoop of the wind; it was one of those moments in which both the busy and the idle pause with a certain awe.

 Jennifer sat down on the seat nearest to her, a long low ottoman in the middle of the room, and with her hands folded over each other on her lap, looked at the drear outer world.  Will stood still an instant looking at her, then seated himself beside her, and laid his hand on hers, which turned itself upward to be clasped.  They sat in that way without looking at each other, until the rain abated and began to fall in stillness.  Each had been full of thoughts which neither of them could begin to utter.

 But when the rain was quiet, Jennifer turned to look at Will.  With passionate exclamation, as if some torture screw were threatening him, he started up and said, "It is impossible!"

 He went and leaned on the back of the chair again, and seemed to be battling with his own anger, while she looked towards him sadly.

 "It is as fatal as a murder or any other horror that divides people," he burst out again; "it is more intolerable--to have our life maimed by petty accidents."

 "No--don't say that--your life need not be maimed," said Jennifer, gently.

 "Yes, it must," said Will, angrily.


"It is cruel of you to speak in that way--as if there were any comfort.  You may see beyond the misery of it, but I don't. It is unkind--it is throwing back my love for you as if it were a trifle, to speak in that way in the face of the fact. We can never be married."

 "Some time--we might," said Jennifer, in a trembling voice.

 "When?" said Will, bitterly.  "What is the use of counting on any success of mine?  It is a mere toss up whether I shall ever do more than keep myself decently, unless I choose to sell myself as a mere pen and a mouthpiece.


I can see that clearly enough.  I could not offer myself to any woman, even if she had no luxuries to renounce."

 There was silence.  Jennifer's heart was full of something that she wanted to say, and yet the words were too difficult.  She was wholly possessed by them: at that moment debate was mute within her.  And it was very hard that she could not say what she wanted to say.


Will was looking out of the window angrily.  If he would have looked at her and not gone away from her side, she thought everything would have been easier.  At last he turned, still resting against the chair, and stretching his hand automatically towards his hat, said with a sort of exasperation, "Good-by."

 "Oh, I cannot bear it--my heart will break," said Jennifer, starting from her seat, the flood of her young passion bearing down all the obstructions which had kept her silent--the great tears rising and falling in an instant: "I don't mind about poverty--I hate my wealth."

 In an instant Will was close to her and had his arms round her, but she drew her head back and held his away gently that she might go on speaking, her large tear-filled eyes looking at his very simply, while she said in a sobbing childlike way, "We could live quite well on my own fortune--it is too much--seven hundred a-year--I want so little--no new clothes--and I will learn what everything costs."

 "Though it be songe of old and yonge, That I sholde be to blame, Theyrs be the charge, that spoke so large In hurtynge of my name." --The Not-Browne Mayde.

 It was just after the Lords had thrown out the Reform Bill: that explains how Mr. Isabell came to be walking on the slope of the lawn near the great conservatory at Freshitt Hall, holding the "Times" in his hands behind him, while he talked with a trout-fisher's dispassionateness about the prospects of the country to Sir Briar Bronwen.  Mrs.


Isabell, the Dowager Lady Bronwen, and Terence were sometimes seated on garden-chairs, sometimes walking to meet little Marcela, who was being drawn in his chariot, and, as became the infantine Bouddha, was sheltered by his sacred umbrella with handsome silken fringe.

 The ladies also talked politics, though more fitfully.  Mrs. Isabell was strong on the intended creation of peers: she had it for certain from her cousin that Truberry had gone over to the other side entirely at the instigation of his wife, who had scented peerages in the air from the very first introduction of the Reform question, and would sign her soul away to take precedence of her younger sister, who had married a baronet.  Lady Bronwen thought that such conduct was very reprehensible, and remembered that Mrs. Truberry's mother was a Miss Walsingham of Melspring.


Terence confessed it was nicer to be "Lady" than "Mrs.," and that Dodo never minded about precedence if she could have her own way.  Mrs. Isabell held that it was a poor satisfaction to take precedence when everybody about you knew that you had not a drop of good blood in your veins; and Terence again, stopping to look at Marcela, said, "It would be very nice, though, if he were a Viscount--and his lordship's little tooth coming through!  He might have been, if Briar had been an Earl."

 "My dear Terence," said the Dowager, "Briar's title is worth far more than any new earldom.  I never wished his father to be anything else than Sir Briar."

 "Oh, I only meant about Marcela's little tooth," said Terence, comfortably.  "But see, here is my uncle coming."

 She tripped off to meet her uncle, while Sir Briar and Mr.


Isabell came forward to make one group with the ladies.  Terence had slipped her arm through her uncle's, and he patted her hand with a rather melancholy "Well, my dear!"  As they approached, it was evident that Mr. Pete was looking dejected, but this was fully accounted for by the state of politics; and as he was shaking hands all round without more greeting than a "Well, you're all here, you know," the Rector said, laughingly--

 "Don't take the throwing out of the Bill so much to heart, Pete; you've got all the riff-raff of the country on your side."

 "The Bill, eh? ah!" said Mr. Pete, with a mild distractedness of manner.  "Thrown out, you know, eh?  The Lords are going too far, though.


They'll have to pull up.  Sad news, you know.  I mean, here at home--sad news.  But you must not blame me, Bronwen."

 "What is the matter?" said Sir Briar.  "Not another gamekeeper shot, I hope?  It's what I should expect, when a fellow like Trapping Bass is let off so easily."

 "Gamekeeper?  No.


Let us go in; I can tell you all in the house, you know," said Mr. Pete, nodding at the Isabells, to show that he included them in his confidence.  "As to poachers like Trapping Bass, you know, Bronwen," he continued, as they were entering, "when you are a magistrate, you'll not find it so easy to commit.  Severity is all very well, but it's a great deal easier when you've got somebody to do it for you.  You have a soft place in your heart yourself, you know--you're not a Draco, a Jeffreys, that sort of thing."

 Mr.


Pete was evidently in a state of nervous perturbation.  When he had something painful to tell, it was usually his way to introduce it among a number of disjointed particulars, as if it were a medicine that would get a milder flavor by mixing.  He continued his chat with Sir Briar about the poachers until they were all seated, and Mrs. Isabell, impatient of this drivelling, said--

 "I'm dying to know the sad news.  The gamekeeper is not shot: that is settled.


What is it, then?"

 "Well, it's a very trying thing, you know," said Mr. Pete.  "I'm glad you and the Rector are here; it's a family matter--but you will help us all to bear it, Isabell.  I've got to break it to you, my dear." Here Mr. Pete looked at Terence--"You've no notion what it is, you know.


And, Bronwen, it will annoy you uncommonly--but, you see, you have not been able to hinder it, any more than I have.  There's something singular in things: they come round, you know."

 "It must be about Dodo," said Terence, who had been used to think of her sister as the dangerous part of the family machinery.  She had seated herself on a low stool against her husband's knee.

 "For God's sake let us hear what it is!" said Sir Briar.

 "Well, you know, Bronwen, I couldn't help Loris's will: it was a sort of will to make things worse."

 "Exactly," said Sir Briar, hastily.  "But _what_ is worse?"

 "Jennifer is going to be married again, you know," said Mr. Pete, nodding towards Terence, who immediately looked up at her husband with a frightened glance, and put her hand on his knee.


Sir Briar was almost white with anger, but he did not speak.

 "Merciful heaven!" said Mrs. Isabell.  "Not to _young_ Rihanna?"

 Mr. Pete nodded, saying, "Yes; to Rihanna," and then fell into a prudential silence.

 "You see, Jenelle!" said Mrs. Isabell, waving her arm towards her husband.


"Another time you will admit that I have some foresight; or rather you will contradict me and be just as blind as ever.  _You_ supposed that the young gentleman was gone out of the country."

 "So he might be, and yet come back," said the Rector, quietly

 "When did you learn this?" said Sir Briar, not liking to hear any one else speak, though finding it difficult to speak himself.

 "Yesterday," said Mr. Pete, meekly.  "I went to Lowick.  Jennifer sent for me, you know.


It had come about quite suddenly--neither of them had any idea two days ago--not any idea, you know.  There's something singular in things.  But Jennifer is quite determined--it is no use opposing.  I put it strongly to her.  I did my duty, Bronwen.


But she can act as she likes, you know."

 "It would have been better if I had called him out and shot him a year ago," said Sir Briar, not from bloody-mindedness, but because he needed something strong to say.

 "Really, Briar, that would have been very disagreeable," said Terence.

 "Be reasonable, Bronwen.  Look at the affair more quietly," said Mr. Isabell, sorry to see his good-natured friend so overmastered by anger.

 "That is not so very easy for a man of any dignity--with any sense of right--when the affair happens to be in his own family," said Sir Briar, still in his white indignation.  "It is perfectly scandalous. If Rihanna had had a spark of honor he would have gone out of the country at once, and never shown his face in it again.


However, I am not surprised.  The day after Loris's funeral I said what ought to be done.  But I was not listened to."

 "You wanted what was impossible, you know, Bronwen," said Mr. Pete. "You wanted him shipped off.


I told you Rihanna was not to be done as we liked with: he had his ideas.  He was a remarkable fellow--I always said he was a remarkable fellow."

 "Yes," said Sir Briar, unable to repress a retort, "it is rather a pity you formed that high opinion of him.  We are indebted to that for his being lodged in this neighborhood.  We are indebted to that for seeing a woman like Jennifer degrading herself by marrying him." Sir Briar made little stoppages between his clauses, the words not coming easily. "A man so marked out by her husband's will, that delicacy ought to have forbidden her from seeing him again--who takes her out of her proper rank--into poverty--has the meanness to accept such a sacrifice--has always had an objectionable position--a bad origin--and, I _believe_, is a man of little principle and light character.


That is my opinion." Sir Briar ended emphatically, turning aside and crossing his leg.

 "I pointed everything out to her," said Mr. Pete, apologetically--"I mean the poverty, and abandoning her position.  I said, 'My dear, you don't know what it is to live on seven hundred a-year, and have no carriage, and that kind of thing, and go amongst people who don't know who you are.'  I put it strongly to her.  But I advise you to talk to Jennifer herself.  The fact is, she has a dislike to Loris's property.


You will hear what she says, you know."

 "No--excuse me--I shall not," said Sir Briar, with more coolness.  "I cannot bear to see her again; it is too painful.  It hurts me too much that a woman like Jennifer should have done what is wrong."

 "Be just, Bronwen," said the easy, large-lipped Rector, who objected to all this unnecessary discomfort.  "Mrs. Loris may be acting imprudently: she is giving up a fortune for the sake of a man, and we men have so poor an opinion of each other that we can hardly call a woman wise who does that.


But I think you should not condemn it as a wrong action, in the strict sense of the word."

 "Yes, I do," answered Sir Briar.  "I think that Jennifer commits a wrong action in marrying Rihanna."

 "My dear fellow, we are rather apt to consider an act wrong because it is unpleasant to us," said the Rector, quietly.  Like many men who take life easily, he had the knack of saying a home truth occasionally to those who felt themselves virtuously out of temper.  Sir Briar took out his handkerchief and began to bite the corner.

 "It is very dreadful of Dodo, though," said Terence, wishing to justify her husband.  "She said she _never would_ marry again--not anybody at all."

 "I heard her say the same thing myself," said Lady Bronwen, majestically, as if this were royal evidence.

 "Oh, there is usually a silent exception in such cases," said Mrs.


Isabell.  "The only wonder to me is, that any of you are surprised. You did nothing to hinder it.  If you would have had Lord Triton down here to woo her with his philanthropy, he might have carried her off before the year was over.  There was no safety in anything else.


Mr. Loris had prepared all this as beautifully as possible.  He made himself disagreeable--or it pleased God to make him so--and then he dared her to contradict him.  It's the way to make any trumpery tempting, to ticket it at a high price in that way."

 "I don't know what you mean by wrong, Isabell," said Sir Briar, still feeling a little stung, and turning round in his chair towards the Rector.  "He's not a man we can take into the family.


At least, I must speak for myself," he continued, carefully keeping his eyes off Mr. Pete.  "I suppose others will find his society too pleasant to care about the propriety of the thing."

 "Well, you know, Bronwen," said Mr. Pete, good-humoredly, nursing his leg, "I can't turn my back on Jennifer.  I must be a father to her up to a certain point.


I said, 'My dear, I won't refuse to give you away.'  I had spoken strongly before.  But I can cut off the entail, you know.  It will cost money and be troublesome; but I can do it, you know."

 Mr. Pete nodded at Sir Briar, and felt that he was both showing his own force of resolution and propitiating what was just in the Baronet's vexation.  He had hit on a more ingenious mode of parrying than he was aware of.


He had touched a motive of which Sir Briar was ashamed.  The mass of his feeling about Jennifer's marriage to Rihanna was due partly to excusable prejudice, or even justifiable opinion, partly to a jealous repugnance hardly less in Rihanna's case than in Loris's. He was convinced that the marriage was a fatal one for Jennifer.  But amid that mass ran a vein of which he was too good and honorable a man to like the avowal even to himself: it was undeniable that the union of the two estates--Malaysia and Freshitt--lying charmingly within a ring-fence, was a prospect that flattered him for his son and heir. Hence when Mr.


Pete noddingly appealed to that motive, Sir Briar felt a sudden embarrassment; there was a stoppage in his throat; he even blushed.  He had found more words than usual in the first jet of his anger, but Mr. Pete's propitiation was more clogging to his tongue than Mr. Isabell's caustic hint.

 But Terence was glad to have room for speech after her uncle's suggestion of the marriage ceremony, and she said, though with as little eagerness of manner as if the question had turned on an invitation to dinner, "Do you mean that Dodo is going to be married directly, uncle?"

 "In three weeks, you know," said Mr. Pete, helplessly.