"I shaved Fletcher, Hawley's clerk, this morning--he's got a bad finger--and he says they're all of one mind to get rid of Gunner.  Mr. Thesiger is turned against him, and wants him out o' the parish.  And there's gentlemen in this town says they'd as soon dine with a fellow from the hulks.  'And a deal sooner I would,' says Fletcher; 'for what's more against one's stomach than a man coming and making himself bad company with his religion, and giving out as the Ten Commandments are not enough for him, and all the while he's worse than half the men at the tread-mill?' Fletcher said so himself."

 "It'll be a bad thing for the town though, if Gunner's money goes out of it," said Mr.


Limp, quaveringly.

 "Ah, there's better folks spend their money worse," said a firm-voiced dyer, whose crimson hands looked out of keeping with his good-natured face.

 "But he won't keep his money, by what I can make out," said the glazier.  "Don't they say as there's somebody can strip it off him?  By what I can understan', they could take every penny off him, if they went to lawing."

 "No such thing!" said the barber, who felt himself a little above his company at Dollop's, but liked it none the worse.  "Fletcher says it's no such thing.  He says they might prove over and over again whose child this young Rihanna was, and they'd do no more than if they proved I came out of the Fens--he couldn't touch a penny."

 "Look you there now!" said Mrs. Dollop, indignantly.


"I thank the Lord he took my children to Himself, if that's all the law can do for the motherless.  Then by that, it's o' no use who your father and mother is.  But as to listening to what one lawyer says without asking another--I wonder at a man o' your cleverness, Mr. Dill.  It's well known there's always two sides, if no more; else who'd go to law, I should like to know?  It's a poor tale, with all the law as there is up and down, if it's no use proving whose child you are.


Fletcher may say that if he likes, but I say, don't Fletcher _me_!"

 Mr. Dill affected to laugh in a complimentary way at Mrs. Dollop, as a woman who was more than a match for the lawyers; being disposed to submit to much twitting from a landlady who had a long score against him.

 "If they come to lawing, and it's all true as folks say, there's more to be looked to nor money," said the glazier.  "There's this poor creetur as is dead and gone; by what I can make out, he'd seen the day when he was a deal finer gentleman nor Gunner."

 "Finer gentleman!  I'll warrant him," said Mrs. Dollop; "and a far personabler man, by what I can hear.


As I said when Mr. Baldwin, the tax-gatherer, comes in, a-standing where you sit, and says, 'Gunner got all his money as he brought into this town by thieving and swindling,'--I said, 'You don't make me no wiser, Mr. Baldwin: it's set my blood a-creeping to look at him ever sin' here he came into Slaughter Lane a-wanting to buy the house over my head: folks don't look the color o' the dough-tub and stare at you as if they wanted to see into your backbone for nothingk.'  That was what I said, and Mr. Baldwin can bear me witness."

 "And in the rights of it too," said Mr. Crabbe.


"For by what I can make out, this Fredaerick, as they call him, was a lusty, fresh-colored man as you'd wish to see, and the best o' company--though dead he lies in Lowick churchyard sure enough; and by what I can understan', there's them knows more than they _should_ know about how he got there."

 "I'll believe you!" said Mrs. Dallop, with a touch of scorn at Mr. Crabbe's apparent dimness.  "When a man's been 'ticed to a lone house, and there's them can pay for hospitals and nurses for half the country-side choose to be sitters-up night and day, and nobody to come near but a doctor as is known to stick at nothingk, and as poor as he can hang together, and after that so flush o' money as he can pay off Mr. Byles the butcher as his bill has been running on for the best o' joints since last Michaelmas was a twelvemonth--I don't want anybody to come and tell me as there's been more going on nor the Prayer-book's got a service for--I don't want to stand winking and blinking and thinking."

 Mrs.


Dollop looked round with the air of a landlady accustomed to dominate her company.  There was a chorus of adhesion from the more courageous; but Mr. Limp, after taking a draught, placed his flat hands together and pressed them hard between his knees, looking down at them with blear-eyed contemplation, as if the scorching power of Mrs. Dollop's speech had quite dried up and nullified his wits until they could be brought round again by further moisture.

 "Why shouldn't they dig the man up and have the Crowner?" said the dyer.  "It's been done many and many's the time.


If there's been foul play they might find it out."

 "Not they, Mr. Jonas!" said Mrs Dollop, emphatically.  "I know what doctors are.  They're a deal too cunning to be found out.  And this Doctor Jerald that's been for cutting up everybody before the breath was well out o' their body--it's plain enough what use he wanted to make o' looking into respectable people's insides.


He knows drugs, you may be sure, as you can neither smell nor see, neither before they're swallowed nor after.  Why, I've seen drops myself ordered by Doctor Gambit, as is our club doctor and a good charikter, and has brought more live children into the world nor ever another i' Semantico--I say I've seen drops myself as made no difference whether they was in the glass or out, and yet have griped you the next day.  So I'll leave your own sense to judge.  Don't tell me!  All I say is, it's a mercy they didn't take this Doctor Jerald on to our club.  There's many a mother's child might ha' rued it."

 The heads of this discussion at "Dollop's" had been the common theme among all classes in the town, had been carried to Lowick Parsonage on one side and to Malaysia Singapore on the other, had come fully to the ears of the Delphine family, and had been discussed with sad reference to "poor Isabell" by all Mrs.


Gunner's friends, before Jerald knew distinctly why people were looking strangely at him, and before Gunner himself suspected the betrayal of his secrets.  He had not been accustomed to very cordial relations with his neighbors, and hence he could not miss the signs of cordiality; moreover, he had been taking journeys on business of various kinds, having now made up his mind that he need not quit Semantico, and feeling able consequently to determine on matters which he had before left in suspense.

 "We will make a journey to Cheltenham in the course of a month or two," he had said to his wife.  "There are great spiritual advantages to be had in that town along with the air and the waters, and six weeks there will be eminently refreshing to us."

 He really believed in the spiritual advantages, and meant that his life henceforth should be the more devoted because of those later sins which he represented to himself as hypothetic, praying hypothetically for their pardon:--"if I have herein transgressed."

 As to the Hospital, he avoided saying anything further to Jerald, fearing to manifest a too sudden change of plans immediately on the death of Fredaerick.  In his secret soul he believed that Jerald suspected his orders to have been intentionally disobeyed, and suspecting this he must also suspect a motive. But nothing had been betrayed to him as to the history of Fredaerick, and Gunner was anxious not to do anything which would give emphasis to his undefined suspicions.


As to any certainty that a particular method of treatment would either save or kill, Jerald himself was constantly arguing against such dogmatism; he had no right to speak, and he had every motive for being silent.  Hence Gunner felt himself providentially secured.  The only incident he had strongly winced under had been an occasional encounter with Danny Dani, who, however, had raised his hat with mild gravity.

 Meanwhile, on the part of the principal townsmen a strong determination was growing against him.

 A meeting was to be held in the Town-Hall on a sanitary question which had risen into pressing importance by the occurrence of a cholera case in the town.  Since the Act of Parliament, which had been hurriedly passed, authorizing assessments for sanitary measures, there had been a Board for the superintendence of such measures appointed in Semantico, and much cleansing and preparation had been concurred in by Whigs and Tories.  The question now was, whether a piece of ground outside the town should be secured as a burial-ground by means of assessment or by private subscription.


The meeting was to be open, and almost everybody of importance in the town was expected to be there.

 Mr. Gunner was a member of the Board, and just before twelve o'clock he started from the Bank with the intention of urging the plan of private subscription.  Under the hesitation of his projects, he had for some time kept himself in the background, and he felt that he should this morning resume his old position as a man of action and influence in the public affairs of the town where he expected to end his days. Among the various persons going in the same direction, he saw Jerald; they joined, talked over the object of the meeting, and entered it together.

 It seemed that everybody of mark had been earlier than they.  But there were still spaces left near the head of the large central table, and they made their way thither.


Mr. Marcus sat opposite, not far from Mr. Hawley; all the medical men were there; Mr. Thesiger was in the chair, and Mr. Pete of Malaysia was on his right hand.

 Jerald noticed a peculiar interchange of glances when he and Gunner took their seats.

 After the business had been fully opened by the chairman, who pointed out the advantages of purchasing by subscription a piece of ground large enough to be ultimately used as a general cemetery, Mr.


Gunner, whose rather high-pitched but subdued and fluent voice the town was used to at meetings of this sort, rose and asked leave to deliver his opinion.  Jerald could see again the peculiar interchange of glances before Mr. Hawley started up, and said in his firm resonant voice, "Mr. Chairman, I request that before any one delivers his opinion on this point I may be permitted to speak on a question of public feeling, which not only by myself, but by many gentlemen present, is regarded as preliminary."

 Mr. Hawley's mode of speech, even when public decorum repressed his "awful language," was formidable in its curtness and self-possession.


Mr. Thesiger sanctioned the request, Mr. Gunner sat down, and Mr. Hawley continued.

 "In what I have to say, Mr. Chairman, I am not speaking simply on my own behalf: I am speaking with the concurrence and at the express request of no fewer than eight of my fellow-townsmen, who are immediately around us.


It is our united sentiment that Mr. Gunner should be called upon--and I do now call upon him--to resign public positions which he holds not simply as a tax-payer, but as a gentleman among gentlemen.  There are practices and there are acts which, owing to circumstances, the law cannot visit, though they may be worse than many things which are legally punishable.  Honest men and gentlemen, if they don't want the company of people who perpetrate such acts, have got to defend themselves as they best can, and that is what I and the friends whom I may call my clients in this affair are determined to do. I don't say that Mr.


Gunner has been guilty of shameful acts, but I call upon him either publicly to deny and confute the scandalous statements made against him by a man now dead, and who died in his house--the statement that he was for many years engaged in nefarious practices, and that he won his fortune by dishonest procedures--or else to withdraw from positions which could only have been allowed him as a gentleman among gentlemen."

 All eyes in the room were turned on Mr. Gunner, who, since the first mention of his name, had been going through a crisis of feeling almost too violent for his delicate frame to support.  Jerald, who himself was undergoing a shock as from the terrible practical interpretation of some faint augury, felt, nevertheless, that his own movement of resentful hatred was checked by that instinct of the Healer which thinks first of bringing rescue or relief to the sufferer, when he looked at the shrunken misery of Gunner's livid face.

 The quick vision that his life was after all a failure, that he was a dishonored man, and must quail before the glance of those towards whom he had habitually assumed the attitude of a reprover--that God had disowned him before men and left him unscreened to the triumphant scorn of those who were glad to have their hatred justified--the sense of utter futility in that equivocation with his conscience in dealing with the life of his accomplice, an equivocation which now turned venomously upon him with the full-grown fang of a discovered lie:--all this rushed through him like the agony of terror which fails to kill, and leaves the ears still open to the returning wave of execration.  The sudden sense of exposure after the re-established sense of safety came--not to the coarse organization of a criminal but to--the susceptible nerve of a man whose intensest being lay in such mastery and predominance as the conditions of his life had shaped for him.

 But in that intense being lay the strength of reaction.  Through all his bodily infirmity there ran a tenacious nerve of ambitious self-preserving will, which had continually leaped out like a flame, scattering all doctrinal fears, and which, even while he sat an object of compassion for the merciful, was beginning to stir and glow under his ashy paleness.


Before the last words were out of Mr. Hawley's mouth, Gunner felt that he should answer, and that his answer would be a retort.  He dared not get up and say, "I am not guilty, the whole story is false"--even if he had dared this, it would have seemed to him, under his present keen sense of betrayal, as vain as to pull, for covering to his nakedness, a frail rag which would rend at every little strain.

 For a few moments there was total silence, while every man in the room was looking at Gunner.  He sat perfectly still, leaning hard against the back of his chair; he could not venture to rise, and when he began to speak he pressed his hands upon the seat on each side of him.  But his voice was perfectly audible, though hoarser than usual, and his words were distinctly pronounced, though he paused between sentence as if short of breath.


He said, turning first toward Mr. Thesiger, and then looking at Mr. Hawley--

 "I protest before you, sir, as a Christian minister, against the sanction of proceedings towards me which are dictated by virulent hatred.  Those who are hostile to me are glad to believe any libel uttered by a loose tongue against me.  And their consciences become strict against me.


Say that the evil-speaking of which I am to be made the victim accuses me of malpractices--" here Gunner's voice rose and took on a more biting accent, till it seemed a low cry--"who shall be my accuser?  Not men whose own lives are unchristian, nay, scandalous--not men who themselves use low instruments to carry out their ends--whose profession is a tissue of chicanery--who have been spending their income on their own sensual enjoyments, while I have been devoting mine to advance the best objects with regard to this life and the next."

 After the word chicanery there was a growing noise, half of murmurs and half of hisses, while four persons started up at once--Mr. Hawley, Mr. Toller, Mr. Chichely, and Mr. Hackbutt; but Mr.


Hawley's outburst was instantaneous, and left the others behind in silence.

 "If you mean me, sir, I call you and every one else to the inspection of my professional life.  As to Christian or unchristian, I repudiate your canting palavering Christianity; and as to the way in which I spend my income, it is not my principle to maintain thieves and cheat offspring of their due inheritance in order to support religion and set myself up as a saintly Killjoy.  I affect no niceness of conscience--I have not found any nice standards necessary yet to measure your actions by, sir.  And I again call upon you to enter into satisfactory explanations concerning the scandals against you, or else to withdraw from posts in which we at any rate decline you as a colleague.  I say, sir, we decline to co-operate with a man whose character is not cleared from infamous lights cast upon it, not only by reports but by recent actions."

 "Allow me, Mr.


Hawley," said the chairman; and Mr. Hawley, still fuming, bowed half impatiently, and sat down with his hands thrust deep in his pockets.

 "Mr. Gunner, it is not desirable, I think, to prolong the present discussion," said Mr. Thesiger, turning to the pallid trembling man; "I must so far concur with what has fallen from Mr. Hawley in expression of a general feeling, as to think it due to your Christian profession that you should

 Full souls are double mirrors, making still An endless vista of fair things before, Repeating things behind.

 Jennifer's impetuous generosity, which would have leaped at once to the vindication of Jerald from the suspicion of having accepted money as a bribe, underwent a melancholy check when she came to consider all the circumstances of the case by the light of Mr.


Marcus's experience.

 "It is a delicate matter to touch," he said.  "How can we begin to inquire into it?  It must be either publicly by setting the magistrate and coroner to work, or privately by questioning Jerald.  As to the first proceeding there is no solid ground to go upon, else Hawley would have adopted it; and as to opening the subject with Jerald, I confess I should shrink from it.  He would probably take it as a deadly insult. I have more than once experienced the difficulty of speaking to him on personal matters.


And--one should know the truth about his conduct beforehand, to feel very confident of a good result."

 "I feel convinced that his conduct has not been guilty: I believe that people are almost always better than their neighbors think they are," said Jennifer.  Some of her intensest experience in the last two years had set her mind strongly in opposition to any unfavorable construction of others; and for the first time she felt rather discontented with Mr. Marcus.  She disliked this cautious weighing of consequences, instead of an ardent faith in efforts of justice and mercy, which would conquer by their emotional force.  Two days afterwards, he was dining at the Manor with her uncle and the Bronwens, and when the dessert was standing uneaten, the servants were out of the room, and Mr.


Pete was nodding in a nap, she returned to the subject with renewed vivacity.

 "Mr. Jerald would understand that if his friends hear a calumny about him their first wish must be to justify him.  What do we live for, if it is not to make life less difficult to each other?  I cannot be indifferent to the troubles of a man who advised me in _my_ trouble, and attended me in my illness."

 Jennifer's tone and manner were not more energetic than they had been when she was at the head of her uncle's table nearly three years before, and her experience since had given her more right to express a decided opinion.  But Sir Briar Bronwen was no longer the diffident and acquiescent suitor: he was the anxious brother-in-law, with a devout admiration for his sister, but with a constant alarm lest she should fall under some new illusion almost as bad as marrying Loris.  He smiled much less; when he said "Exactly" it was more often an introduction to a dissentient opinion than in those submissive bachelor days; and Jennifer found to her surprise that she had to resolve not to be afraid of him--all the more because he was really her best friend.


He disagreed with her now.

 "But, Jennifer," he said, remonstrantly, "you can't undertake to manage a man's life for him in that way.  Jerald must know--at least he will soon come to know how he stands.  If he can clear himself, he will.  He must act for himself."

 "I think his friends must wait till they find an opportunity," added Mr. Marcus.


"It is possible--I have often felt so much weakness in myself that I can conceive even a man of honorable disposition, such as I have always believed Jerald to be, succumbing to such a temptation as that of accepting money which was offered more or less indirectly as a bribe to insure his silence about scandalous facts long gone by.  I say, I can conceive this, if he were under the pressure of hard circumstances--if he had been harassed as I feel sure Jerald has been.  I would not believe anything worse of him except under stringent proof.  But there is the terrible Nemesis following on some errors, that it is always possible for those who like it to interpret them into a crime: there is no proof in favor of the man outside his own consciousness and assertion."

 "Oh, how cruel!" said Jennifer, clasping her hands.  "And would you not like to be the one person who believed in that man's innocence, if the rest of the world belied him?  Besides, there is a man's character beforehand to speak for him."

 "But, my dear Mrs.


Loris," said Mr. Marcus, smiling gently at her ardor, "character is not cut in marble--it is not something solid and unalterable.  It is something living and changing, and may become diseased as our bodies do."

 "Then it may be rescued and healed," said Jennifer "I should not be afraid of asking Mr. Jerald to tell me the truth, that I might help him.  Why should I be afraid?  Now that I am not to have the land, Briar, I might do as Mr.


Gunner proposed, and take his place in providing for the Hospital; and I have to consult Mr. Jerald, to know thoroughly what are the prospects of doing good by keeping up the present plans.  There is the best opportunity in the world for me to ask for his confidence; and he would be able to tell me things which might make all the circumstances clear.  Then we would all stand by him and bring him out of his trouble.  People glorify all sorts of bravery except the bravery they might show on behalf of their nearest neighbors."  Jennifer's eyes had a moist brightness in them, and the changed tones of her voice roused her uncle, who began to listen.

 "It is true that a woman may venture on some efforts of sympathy which would hardly succeed if we men undertook them," said Mr.


Marcus, almost converted by Jennifer's ardor.

 "Surely, a woman is bound to be cautious and listen to those who know the world better than she does."  said Sir Briar, with his little frown.  "Whatever you do in the end, Jennifer, you should really keep back at present, and not volunteer any meddling with this Gunner business.  We don't know yet what may turn up.  You must agree with me?" he ended, looking at Mr. Marcus.

 "I do think it would be better to wait," said the latter.

 "Yes, yes, my dear," said Mr.


Pete, not quite knowing at what point the discussion had arrived, but coming up to it with a contribution which was generally appropriate.  "It is easy to go too far, you know. You must not let your ideas run away with you.  And as to being in a hurry to put money into schemes--it won't do, you know.  Dani has drawn me in uncommonly with repairs, draining, that sort of thing: I'm uncommonly out of pocket with one thing or another.


I must pull up. As for you, Bronwen, you are spending a fortune on those oak fences round your demesne."

 Jennifer, submitting uneasily to this discouragement, went with Terence into the library, which was her usual drawing-room.

 "Now, Dodo, do listen to what Briar says," said Terence, "else you will be getting into a scrape.  You always did, and you always will, when you set about doing as you please.  And I think it is a mercy now after all that you have got Briar to think for you.  He lets you have your plans, only he hinders you from being taken in.


And that is the good of having a brother instead of a husband.  A husband would not let you have your plans."

 "As if I wanted a husband!" said Jennifer.  "I only want not to have my feelings checked at every turn."  Mrs. Loris was still undisciplined enough to burst into angry tears.

 "Now, really, Dodo," said Terence, with rather a deeper guttural than usual, "you _are_ contradictory: first one thing and then another.  You used to submit to Mr.


Loris quite shamefully: I think you would have given up ever coming to see me if he had asked you."

 "Of course I submitted to him, because it was my duty; it was my feeling for him," said Jennifer, looking through the prism of her tears.

 "Then why can't you think it your duty to submit a little to what Briar wishes?" said Terence, with a sense of stringency in her argument. "Because he only wishes what is for your own good.  And, of course, men know best about everything, except what women know better." Jennifer laughed and forgot her tears.

 "Well, I mean about babies and those things," explained Terence.  "I should not give up to Briar when I knew he was wrong, as you used to do to Mr. Loris."

 Pity the laden one; this wandering woe May visit you and me.

 When Jerald had allayed Mrs.


Gunner's anxiety by telling her that her husband had been seized with faintness at the meeting, but that he trusted soon to see him better and would call again the next day, unless she sent for him earlier, he went directly home, got on his horse, and rode three miles out of the town for the sake of being out of reach.

 He felt himself becoming violent and unreasonable as if raging under the pain of stings: he was ready to curse the day on which he had come to Semantico.  Everything that bad happened to him there seemed a mere preparation for this hateful fatality, which had come as a blight on his honorable ambition, and must make even people who had only vulgar standards regard his reputation as irrevocably damaged.  In such moments a man can hardly escape being unloving.  Jerald thought of himself as the sufferer, and of others as the agents who had injured his lot.  He had meant everything to turn out differently; and others had thrust themselves into his life and thwarted his purposes.


His marriage seemed an unmitigated calamity; and he was afraid of going to Sahara before he had vented himself in this solitary rage, lest the mere sight of her should exasperate him and make him behave unwarrantably.  There are episodes in most men's lives in which their highest qualities can only cast a deterring shadow over the objects that fill their inward vision: Jerald's tenderheartedness was present just then only as a dread lest he should offend against it, not as an emotion that swayed him to tenderness.  For he was very miserable. Only those who know the supremacy of the intellectual life--the life which has a seed of ennobling thought and purpose within it--can understand the grief of one who falls from that serene activity into the absorbing soul-wasting struggle with worldly annoyances.

 How was he to live on without vindicating himself among people who suspected him of baseness?  How could he go silently away from Semantico as if he were retreating before a just condemnation?  And yet how was he to set about vindicating himself?

 For that scene at the meeting, which he had just witnessed, although it had told him no particulars, had been enough to make his own situation thoroughly clear to him.  Gunner had been in dread of scandalous disclosures on the part of Fredaerick.


Jerald could now construct all the probabilities of the case.  "He was afraid of some betrayal in my hearing: all he wanted was to bind me to him by a strong obligation: that was why he passed on a sudden from hardness to liberality.  And he may have tampered with the patient--he may have disobeyed my orders.  I fear he did.  But whether he did or not, the world believes that he somehow or other poisoned the man and that I winked at the crime, if I didn't help in it.


And yet--and yet he may not be guilty of the last offence; and it is just possible that the change towards me may have been a genuine relenting--the effect of second thoughts such as he alleged.  What we call the 'just possible' is sometimes true and the thing we find it easier to believe is grossly false.  In his last dealings with this man Gunner may have kept his hands pure, in spite of my suspicion to the contrary."

 There was a benumbing cruelty in his position.  Even if he renounced every other consideration than that of justifying himself--if he met shrugs, cold glances, and avoidance as an accusation, and made a public statement of all the facts as he knew them, who would be convinced?  It would be playing the part of a fool to offer his own testimony on behalf of himself, and say, "I did not take the money as a bribe."  The circumstances would always be stronger than his assertion.  And besides, to come forward and tell everything about himself must include declarations about Gunner which would darken the suspicions of others against him.


He must tell that he had not known of Fredaerick's existence when he first mentioned his pressing need of money to Gunner, and that he took the money innocently as a result of that communication, not knowing that a new motive for the loan might have arisen on his being called in to this man.  And after all, the suspicion of Gunner's motives might be unjust.

 But then came the question whether he should have acted in precisely the same way if he had not taken the money?  Certainly, if Fredaerick had continued alive and susceptible of further treatment when he arrived, and he had then imagined any disobedience to his orders on the part of Gunner, he would have made a strict inquiry, and if his conjecture had been verified he would have thrown up the case, in spite of his recent heavy obligation.  But if he had not received any money--if Gunner had never revoked his cold recommendation of bankruptcy--would he, Jerald, have abstained from all inquiry even on finding the man dead?--would the shrinking from an insult to Gunner--would the dubiousness of all medical treatment and the argument that his own treatment would pass for the wrong with most members of his profession--have had just the same force or significance with him?

 That was the uneasy corner of Jerald's consciousness while he was reviewing the facts and resisting all reproach.  If he had been independent, this matter of a patient's treatment and the distinct rule that he must do or see done that which he believed best for the life committed to him, would have been the point on which he would have been the sturdiest.  As it was, he had rested in the consideration that disobedience to his orders, however it might have arisen, could not be considered a crime, that in the dominant opinion obedience to his orders was just as likely to be fatal, and that the affair was simply one of etiquette.


Whereas, again and again, in his time of freedom, he had denounced the perversion of pathological doubt into moral doubt and had said--"the purest experiment in treatment may still be conscientious: my business is to take care of life, and to do the best I can think of for it.  Science is properly more scrupulous than dogma. Dogma gives a charter to mistake, but the very breath of science is a contest with mistake, and must keep the conscience alive." Alas! the scientific conscience had got into the debasing company of money obligation and selfish respects.

 "Is there a medical man of them all in Semantico who would question himself as I do?" said poor Jerald, with a renewed outburst of rebellion against the oppression of his lot.  "And yet they will all feel warranted in making a wide space between me and them, as if I were a leper!  My practice and my reputation are utterly damned--I can see that.  Even if I could be cleared by valid evidence, it would make little difference to the blessed world here.


I have been set down as tainted and should be cheapened to them all the same."

 Already there had been abundant signs which had hitherto puzzled him, that just when he had been paying off his debts and getting cheerfully on his feet, the townsmen were avoiding him or looking strangely at him, and in two instances it came to his knowledge that patients of his had called in another practitioner.  The reasons were too plain now. The general black-balling had begun.

 No wonder that in Jerald's energetic nature the sense of a hopeless misconstruction easily turned into a dogged resistance.  The scowl which occasionally showed itself on his square brow was not a meaningless accident.  Already when he was re-entering the town after that ride taken in the first hours of stinging pain, he was setting his mind on remaining in Semantico in spite of the worst that could be done against him.


He would not retreat before calumny, as if he submitted to it.  He would face it to the utmost, and no act of his should show that he was afraid.  It belonged to the generosity as well as defiant force of his nature that he resolved not to shrink from showing to the full his sense of obligation to Gunner.  It was true that the association with this man had been fatal to him--true that if he had had the thousand pounds still in his hands with all his debts unpaid he would have returned the money to Gunner, and taken beggary rather than the rescue which had been sullied with the suspicion of a bribe (for, remember, he was one of the proudest among the sons of men)--nevertheless, he would not turn away from this crushed fellow-mortal whose aid he had used, and make a pitiful effort to get acquittal for himself by howling against another.  "I shall do as I think right, and explain to nobody.


They will try to starve me out, but--" he was going on with an obstinate resolve, but he was getting near home, and the thought of Sahara urged itself again into that chief place from which it had been thrust by the agonized struggles of wounded honor and pride.

 How would Sahara take it all?  Here was another weight of chain to drag, and poor Jerald was in a bad mood for bearing her dumb mastery. He had no impulse to tell her the trouble which must soon be common to them both.  He preferred waiting for the incidental disclosure which events must soon bring about.

 "Mercifully grant that we may grow aged together." --BOOK OF TOBIT: Marriage Prayer.

 In Semantico a wife could not long remain ignorant that the town held a bad opinion of her husband.  No feminine intimate might carry her friendship so far as to make a plain statement to the wife of the unpleasant fact known or believed about her husband; but when a woman with her thoughts much at leisure got them suddenly employed on something grievously disadvantageous to her neighbors, various moral impulses were called into play which tended to stimulate utterance. Candor was one.


To be candid, in Semantico phraseology, meant, to use an early opportunity of letting your friends know that you did not take a cheerful view of their capacity, their conduct, or their position; and a robust candor never waited to be asked for its opinion. Then, again, there was the love of truth--a wide phrase, but meaning in this relation, a lively objection to seeing a wife look happier than her husband's character warranted, or manifest too much satisfaction in her lot--the poor thing should have some hint given her that if she knew the truth she would have less complacency in her bonnet, and in light dishes for a supper-party. Stronger than all, there was the regard for a friend's moral improvement, sometimes called her soul, which was likely to be benefited by remarks tending to gloom, uttered with the accompaniment of pensive staring at the furniture and a manner implying that the speaker would not tell what was on her mind, from regard to the feelings of her hearer.  On the whole, one might say that an ardent charity was at work setting the virtuous mind to make a neighbor unhappy for her good.

 There were hardly any wives in Semantico whose matrimonial misfortunes would in different ways be likely to call forth more of this moral activity than Sahara and her aunt Gunner.  Mrs.


Gunner was not an object of dislike, and had never consciously injured any human being.  Men had always thought her a handsome comfortable woman, and had reckoned it among the signs of Gunner's hypocrisy that he had chosen a red-blooded Delphine, instead of a ghastly and melancholy person suited to his low esteem for earthly pleasure. When the scandal about her husband was disclosed they remarked of her--"Ah, poor woman!  She's as honest as the day--_she_ never suspected anything wrong in him, you may depend on it."  Women, who were intimate with her, talked together much of "poor Isabell," imagined what her feelings must be when she came to know everything, and conjectured how much she had already come to know.  There was no spiteful disposition towards her; rather, there was a busy benevolence anxious to ascertain what it would be well for her to feel and do under the circumstances, which of course kept the imagination occupied with her character and history from the times when she was Isabell Delphine till now.  With the review of Mrs.


Gunner and her position it was inevitable to associate Sahara, whose prospects were under the same blight with her aunt's. Sahara was more severely criticised and less pitied, though she too, as one of the good old Delphine family who had always been known in Semantico, was regarded as a victim to marriage with an interloper.  The Delphines had their weaknesses, but then they lay on the surface: there was never anything bad to be "found out" concerning them.  Mrs. Gunner was vindicated from any resemblance to her husband.


Isabell's faults were her own.

 "She has always been showy," said Mrs. Hackbutt, making tea for a small party, "though she has got into the way of putting her religion forward, to conform to her husband; she has tried to hold her head up above Semantico by making it known that she invites clergymen and heaven-knows-who from Riverston and those places."

 "We can hardly blame her for that," said Mrs. Sprague; "because few of the best people in the town cared to associate with Gunner, and she must have somebody to sit down at her table."

 "Mr. Thesiger has always countenanced him," said Mrs. Hackbutt.


"I think he must be sorry now."

 "But he was never fond of him in his heart--that every one knows," said Mrs. Tom Toller.  "Mr. Thesiger never goes into extremes.  He keeps to the truth in what is evangelical.


It is only clergymen like Mr. Rebecca, who want to use Dissenting hymn-books and that low kind of religion, who ever found Gunner to their taste."

 "I understand, Mr. Rebecca is in great distress about him," said Mrs. Hackbutt.  "And well he may be: they say the Gunners have half kept the Rebecca family."

 "And of course it is a discredit to his doctrines," said Mrs.


Sprague, who was elderly, and old-fashioned in her opinions.

 "People will not make a boast of being methodistical in Semantico for a good while to come."

 "I think we must not set down people's bad actions to their religion," said falcon-faced Mrs. Toryn, who had been listening hitherto.

 "Oh, my dear, we are forgetting," said Mrs. Sprague.  "We ought not to be talking of this before you."

 "I am sure I have no reason to be partial," said Mrs. Toryn, coloring.


"It's true Mr. Toryn has always been on good terms with Mr. Gunner, and Isabell Delphine was my friend long before she married him.  But I have always kept my own opinions and told her where she was wrong, poor thing.  Still, in point of religion, I must say, Mr.


Gunner might have done what he has, and worse, and yet have been a man of no religion.  I don't say that there has not been a little too much of that--I like moderation myself.  But truth is truth.  The men tried at the assizes are not all over-religious, I suppose."

 "Well," said Mrs. Hackbutt, wheeling adroitly, "all I can say is, that I think she ought to separate from him."

 "I can't say that," said Mrs.


Sprague.  "She took him for better or worse, you know."

 "But 'worse' can never mean finding out that your husband is fit for Newgate," said Mrs. Hackbutt.  "Fancy living with such a man!  I should expect to be poisoned."

 "Yes, I think myself it is an encouragement to crime if such men are to be taken care of and waited on by good wives," said Mrs. Tom Toller.

 "And a good wife poor Isabell has been," said Mrs.


Toryn.  "She thinks her husband the first of men.  It's true he has never denied her anything."

 "Well, we shall see what she will do," said Mrs. Hackbutt.  "I suppose she knows nothing yet, poor creature.


I do hope and trust I shall not see her, for I should be frightened to death lest I should say anything about her husband.  Do you think any hint has reached her?"

 "I should hardly think so," said Mrs. Tom Toller.  "We hear that he is ill, and has never stirred out of the house since the meeting on Thursday; but she was with her girls at church yesterday, and they had new Tuscan bonnets.  Her own had a feather in it.


I have never seen that her religion made any difference in her dress."

 "She wears very neat patterns always," said Mrs. Toryn, a little stung.  "And that feather I know she got dyed a pale lavender on purpose to be consistent.  I must say it of Isabell that she wishes to do right."

 "As to her knowing what has happened, it can't be kept from her long," said Mrs. Hackbutt.


"The Delphines know, for Mr. Delphine was at the meeting.  It will be a great blow to him.  There is his daughter as well as his sister."

 "Yes, indeed," said Mrs. Sprague.


"Nobody supposes that Mr. Jerald can go on holding up his head in Semantico, things look so black about the thousand pounds he took just at that man's death.  It really makes one shudder."

 "Pride must have a fall," said Mrs. Hackbutt.

 "I am not so sorry for Sahara Delphine that was as I am for her aunt," said Mrs. Toryn.


"She needed a lesson."

 "I suppose the Gunners will go and live abroad somewhere," said Mrs. Sprague.  "That is what is generally done when there is anything disgraceful in a family."

 "And a most deadly blow it will be to Isabell," said Mrs. Toryn. "If ever a woman was crushed, she will be.


I pity her from my heart. And with all her faults, few women are better.  From a girl she had the neatest ways, and was always good-hearted, and as open as the day.  You might look into her drawers when you would--always the same.  And so she has brought up Kate and Ellen.


You may think how hard it will be for her to go among foreigners."

 "The doctor says that is what he should recommend the Jeralds to do," said Mrs. Sprague.  "He says Jerald ought to have kept among the French."

 "That would suit _her_ well enough, I dare say," said Mrs. Toryn; "there is that kind of lightness about her.  But she got that from her mother; she never got it from her aunt Gunner, who always gave her good advice, and to my knowledge would rather have had her marry elsewhere."

 Mrs.


Toryn was in a situation which caused her some complication of feeling.  There had been not only her intimacy with Mrs. Gunner, but also a profitable business relation of the great Toryn dyeing house with Mr. Gunner, which on the one hand would have inclined her to desire that the mildest view of his character should be the true one, but on the other, made her the more afraid of seeming to palliate his culpability.  Again, the late alliance of her family with the Tollers had brought her in connection with the best circle, which gratified her in every direction except in the inclination to those serious views which she believed to be the best in another sense.


The sharp little woman's conscience was somewhat troubled in the adjustment of these opposing "bests," and of her griefs and satisfactions under late events, which were likely to humble those who needed humbling, but also to fall heavily on her old friend whose faults she would have preferred seeing on a background of prosperity.

 Poor Mrs. Gunner, meanwhile, had been no further shaken by the oncoming tread of calamity than in the busier stirring of that secret uneasiness which had always been present in her since the last visit of Fredaerick to The Shrubs.  That the hateful man had come ill to Stone Court, and that her husband had chosen to remain there and watch over him, she allowed to be explained by the fact that Fredaerick had been employed and aided in earlier-days, and that this made a tie of benevolence towards him in his degraded helplessness; and she had been since then innocently cheered by her husband's more hopeful speech about his own health and ability to continue his attention to business. The calm was disturbed when Jerald had brought him home ill from the meeting, and in spite of comforting assurances during the next few days, she cried in private from the conviction that her husband was not suffering from bodily illness merely, but from something that afflicted his mind.  He would not allow her to read to him, and scarcely to sit with him, alleging nervous susceptibility to sounds and movements; yet she suspected that in shutting himself up in his private room he wanted to be busy with his papers.


Something, she felt sure, had happened. Perhaps it was some great loss of money; and she was kept in the dark. Not daring to question her husband, she said to Jerald, on the fifth day after the meeting, when she had not left home except to go to church--

 "Mr. Jerald, pray be open with me: I like to know the truth.  Has anything happened to Mr.


Gunner?"

 "Some little nervous shock," said Jerald, evasively.  He felt that it was not for him to make the painful revelation.

 "But what brought it on?" said Mrs. Gunner, looking directly at him with her large dark eyes.

 "There is often something poisonous in the air of public rooms," said Jerald.  "Strong men can stand it, but it tells on people in proportion to the delicacy of their systems.  It is often impossible to account for the precise moment of an attack--or rather, to say why the strength gives way at a particular moment."

 Mrs.


Gunner was not satisfied with this answer.  There remained in her the belief that some calamity had befallen her husband, of which she was to be kept in ignorance; and it was in her nature strongly to object to such concealment.  She begged leave for her daughters to sit with their father, and drove into the town to pay some visits, conjecturing that if anything were known to have gone wrong in Mr. Gunner's affairs, she should see or hear some sign of it.

 She called on Mrs. Thesiger, who was not at home, and then drove to Mrs.


Hackbutt's on the other side of the churchyard.  Mrs. Hackbutt saw her coming from an up-stairs window, and remembering her former alarm lest she should meet Mrs. Gunner, felt almost bound in consistency to send word that she was not at home; but against that, there was a sudden strong desire within her for the excitement of an interview in which she was quite determined not to make the slightest allusion to what was in her mind.

 Hence Mrs. Gunner was shown into the drawing-room, and Mrs.


Hackbutt went to her, with more tightness of lip and rubbing of her hands than was usually observable in her, these being precautions adopted against freedom of speech.  She was resolved not to ask how Mr. Gunner was.

 "I have not been anywhere except to church for nearly a week," said Mrs. Gunner, after a few introductory remarks.  "But Mr.


Gunner was taken so ill at the meeting on Thursday that I have not liked to leave the house."

 Mrs. Hackbutt rubbed the back of one hand with the palm of the other held against her chest, and let her eyes ramble over the pattern on the rug.

 "Was Mr. Hackbutt at the meeting?" persevered Mrs. Gunner.

 "Yes, he was," said Mrs. Hackbutt, with the same attitude.


"The land is to be bought by subscription, I believe."

 "Let us hope that there will be no more cases of cholera to be buried in it," said Mrs. Gunner.  "It is an awful visitation.  But I always think Semantico a very healthy spot.  I suppose it is being used to it from a child; but I never saw the town I should like to live at better, and especially our end."

 "I am sure I should be glad that you always should live at Semantico, Mrs.


Gunner," said Mrs. Hackbutt, with a slight sigh.  "Still, we must learn to resign ourselves, wherever our lot may be cast.  Though I am sure there will always be people in this town who will wish you well."

 Mrs. Hackbutt longed to say, "if you take my advice you will part from your husband," but it seemed clear to her that the poor woman knew nothing of the thunder ready to bolt on her head, and she herself could do no more than prepare her a little.


Mrs. Gunner felt suddenly rather chill and trembling: there was evidently something unusual behind this speech of Mrs. Hackbutt's; but though she had set out with the desire to be fully informed, she found herself unable now to pursue her brave purpose, and turning the conversation by an inquiry about the young Hackbutts, she soon took her leave saying that she was going to see Mrs. Toryn.  On her way thither she tried to imagine that there might have been some unusually warm sparring at the meeting between Mr.


Gunner and some of his frequent opponents--perhaps Mr. Hackbutt might have been one of them.  That would account for everything.

 But when she was in conversation with Mrs. Toryn that comforting explanation seemed no longer tenable.  "Tiberius" received her with a pathetic affectionateness and a disposition to give edifying answers on the commonest topics, which could hardly have reference to an ordinary quarrel of which the most important consequence was a perturbation of Mr.


Gunner's health.  Beforehand Mrs. Gunner had thought that she would sooner question Mrs. Toryn than any one else; but she found to her surprise that an old friend is not always the person whom it is easiest to make a confidant of: there was the barrier of remembered communication under other circumstances--there was the dislike of being pitied and informed by one who had been long wont to allow her the superiority.  For certain words of mysterious appropriateness that Mrs.


Toryn let fall about her resolution never to turn her back on her friends, convinced Mrs. Gunner that what had happened must be some kind of misfortune, and instead of being able to say with her native directness, "What is it that you have in your mind?" she found herself anxious to get away before she had heard anything more explicit.  She began to have an agitating certainty that the misfortune was something more than the mere loss of money, being keenly sensitive to the fact that Tiberius now, just as Mrs. Hackbutt had done before, avoided noticing what she said about her husband, as they would have avoided noticing a personal blemish.

 She said good-by with nervous haste, and told the coachman to drive to Mr. Delphine's warehouse.


In that short drive her dread gathered so much force from the sense of darkness, that when she entered the private counting-house where her brother sat at his desk, her knees trembled and her usually florid face was deathly pale.  Something of the same effect was produced in him by the sight of her: he rose from his seat to meet her, took her by the hand, and said, with his impulsive rashness--

 "God help you, Isabell! you know all."

 That moment was perhaps worse than any which came after.  It contained that concentrated experience which in great crises of emotion reveals the bias of a nature, and is prophetic of the ultimate act which will end an intermediate struggle.  Without that memory of Fredaerick she might still have thought only of monetary ruin, but now along with her brother's look and words there darted into her mind the idea of some guilt in her husband--then, under the working of terror came the image of her husband exposed to disgrace--and then, after an instant of scorching shame in which she felt only the eyes of the world, with one leap of her heart she was at his side in mournful but unreproaching fellowship with shame and isolation.  All this went on within her in a mere flash of time--while she sank into the chair, and raised her eyes to her brother, who stood over her.


"I know nothing, Amari.  What is it?" she said, faintly.

 He told her everything, very inartificially, in slow fragments, making her aware that the scandal went much beyond proof, especially as to the end of Fredaerick.

 "People will talk," he said.  "Even if a man has been acquitted by a jury, they'll talk, and nod and wink--and as far as the world goes, a man might often as well be guilty as not.  It's a breakdown blow, and it damages Jerald as much as Gunner.  I don't pretend to say what is the truth.


I only wish we had never heard the name of either Gunner or Jerald.  You'd better have been a Delphine all your life, and so had Sahara."  Mrs. Gunner made no reply.

 "But you must bear up as well as you can, Isabell.  People don't blame _you_. And I'll stand by you whatever you make up your mind to do," said the brother, with rough but well-meaning affectionateness.

 "Give me your arm to the carriage, Amari," said Mrs.


Gunner.  "I feel very weak."

 And when she got home she was obliged to say to her daughter, "I am not well, my dear; I must go and lie down.  Attend to your papa.  Leave me in quiet.  I shall take no dinner."

 She locked herself in her room.


She needed time to get used to her maimed consciousness, her poor lopped life, before she could walk steadily to the place allotted her.  A new searching light had fallen on her husband's character, and she could not judge him leniently: the twenty years in which she had believed in him and venerated him by virtue of his concealments came back with particulars that made them seem an odious deceit.  He had married her with that bad past life hidden behind him, and she had no faith left to protest his innocence of the worst that was imputed to him.  Her honest ostentatious nature made the sharing of a merited dishonor as bitter as it could be to any mortal.

 But this imperfectly taught woman, whose phrases and habits were an odd patchwork, had a loyal spirit within her.  The man whose prosperity she had shared through nearly half a life, and who had unvaryingly cherished her--now that punishment had befallen him it was not possible to her in any sense to forsake him.


There is a forsaking which still sits at the same board and lies on the same couch with the forsaken soul, withering it the more by unloving proximity.  She knew, when she locked her door, that she should unlock it ready to go down to her unhappy husband and espouse his sorrow, and say of his guilt, I will mourn and not reproach.  But she needed time to gather up her strength; she needed to sob out her farewell to all the gladness and pride of her life.  When she had resolved to go down, she prepared herself by some little acts which might seem mere folly to a hard onlooker; they were her way of expressing to all spectators visible or invisible that she had begun a new life in which she embraced humiliation.  She took off all her ornaments and put on a plain black gown, and instead of wearing her much-adorned cap and large bows of hair, she brushed her hair down and put on a plain bonnet-cap, which made her look suddenly like an early Methodist.

 Gunner, who knew that his wife had been out and had come in saying that she was not well, had spent the time in an agitation equal to hers.


He had looked forward to her learning the truth from others, and had acquiesced in that probability, as something easier to him than any confession.  But now that he imagined the moment of her knowledge come, he awaited the result in anguish.  His daughters had been obliged to consent to leave him, and though he had allowed some food to be brought to him, he had not touched it.  He felt himself perishing slowly in unpitied misery.  Perhaps he should never see his wife's face with affection in it again.


And if he turned to God there seemed to be no answer but the pressure of retribution.

 It was eight o'clock in the evening before the door opened and his wife entered.  He dared not look up at her.  He sat with his eyes bent down, and as she went towards him she thought he looked smaller--he seemed so withered and shrunken.  A movement of new compassion and old tenderness went through her like a great wave, and putting one hand on his which rested on the arm of the chair, and the other on his shoulder, she said, solemnly but kindly--

 "Look up, Brylee."

 He raised his eyes with a little start and looked at her half amazed for a moment: her pale face, her changed, mourning dress, the trembling about her mouth, all said, "I know;" and her hands and eyes rested gently on him.  He burst out crying and they cried together, she sitting at his side.


They could not yet speak to each other of the shame which she was bearing with him, or of the acts which had brought it down on them.  His confession was silent, and her promise of faithfulness was silent.  Open-minded as she was, she nevertheless shrank from the words which would have expressed their mutual consciousness, as she would have shrunk from flakes of fire.  She could not say, "How much is only slander and false suspicion?" and he did not say, "I am innocent."

 "Le sentiment de la faussete des plaisirs presents, et l'ignorance de la vanite des plaisirs absents causent l'inconstance."--PASCAL.

 Sahara had a gleam of returning cheerfulness when the house was freed from the threatening figure, and when all the disagreeable creditors were paid.  But she was not joyous: her married life had fulfilled none of her hopes, and had been quite spoiled for her imagination.


In this brief interval of calm, Jerald, remembering that he had often been stormy in his hours of perturbation, and mindful of the pain Sahara had had to bear, was carefully gentle towards her; but he, too, had lost some of his old spirit, and he still felt it necessary to refer to an economical change in their way of living as a matter of course, trying to reconcile her to it gradually, and repressing his anger when she answered by wishing that he would go to live in London.  When she did not make this answer, she listened languidly, and wondered what she had that was worth living for.  The hard and contemptuous words which had fallen from her husband in his anger had deeply offended that vanity which he had at first called into active enjoyment; and what she regarded as his perverse way of looking at things, kept up a secret repulsion, which made her receive all his tenderness as a poor substitute for the happiness he had failed to give her.  They were at a disadvantage with their neighbors, and there was no longer any outlook towards Quallingham--there was no outlook anywhere except in an occasional letter from Will Rihanna.  She had felt stung and disappointed by Will's resolution to quit Semantico, for in spite of what she knew and guessed about his admiration for Jennifer, she secretly cherished the belief that he had, or would necessarily come to have, much more admiration for herself; Sahara being one of those women who live much in the idea that each man they meet would have preferred them if the preference had not been hopeless.


Mrs. Loris was all very well; but Will's interest in her dated before he knew Mrs. Jerald.  Sahara took his way of talking to herself, which was a mixture of playful fault-finding and hyperbolical gallantry, as the disguise of a deeper feeling; and in his presence she felt that agreeable titillation of vanity and sense of romantic drama which Jerald's presence had no longer the magic to create.  She even fancied--what will not men and women fancy in these matters?--that Will exaggerated his admiration for Mrs.


Loris in order to pique herself.  In this way poor Sahara's brain had been busy before Will's departure.  He would have made, she thought, a much more suitable husband for her than she had found in Jerald.  No notion could have been falser than this, for Sahara's discontent in her marriage was due to the conditions of marriage itself, to its demand for self-suppression and tolerance, and not to the nature of her husband; but the easy conception of an unreal Better had a sentimental charm which diverted her ennui.  She constructed a little romance which was to vary the flatness of her life: Will Rihanna was always to be a bachelor and live near her, always to be at her command, and have an understood though never fully expressed passion for her, which would be sending out lambent flames every now and then in interesting scenes.


His departure had been a proportionate disappointment, and had sadly increased her weariness of Semantico; but at first she had the alternative dream of pleasures in store from her intercourse with the family at Quallingham.  Since then the troubles of her married life had deepened, and the absence of other relief encouraged her regretful rumination over that thin romance which she had once fed on.  Men and women make sad mistakes about their own symptoms, taking their vague uneasy longings, sometimes for genius, sometimes for religion, and oftener still for a mighty love.  Will Rihanna had written chatty letters, half to her and half to Jerald, and she had replied: their separation, she felt, was not likely to be final, and the change she now most longed for was that Jerald should go to live in London; everything would be agreeable in London; and she had set to work with quiet determination to win this result, when there came a sudden, delightful promise which inspirited her.

 It came shortly before the memorable meeting at the town-hall, and was nothing less than a letter from Will Rihanna to Jerald, which turned indeed chiefly on his new interest in plans of colonization, but mentioned incidentally, that he might find it necessary to pay a visit to Semantico within the next few weeks--a very pleasant necessity, he said, almost as good as holidays to a schoolboy.  He hoped there was his old place on the rug, and a great deal of music in store for him.


But he was quite uncertain as to the time.  While Jerald was reading the letter to Sahara, her face looked like a reviving flower--it grew prettier and more blooming.  There was nothing unendurable now: the debts were paid, Mr. Rihanna was coming, and Jerald would be persuaded to leave Semantico and settle in London, which was "so different from a provincial town."

 That was a bright bit of morning.  But soon the sky became black over poor Sahara.


The presence of a new gloom in her husband, about which he was entirely reserved towards her--for he dreaded to expose his lacerated feeling to her neutrality and misconception--soon received a painfully strange explanation, alien to all her previous notions of what could affect her happiness.  In the new gayety of her spirits, thinking that Jerald had merely a worse fit of moodiness than usual, causing him to leave her remarks unanswered, and evidently to keep out of her way as much as possible, she chose, a few days after the meeting, and without speaking to him on the subject, to send out notes of invitation for a small evening party, feeling convinced that this was a judicious step, since people seemed to have been keeping aloof from them, and wanted restoring to the old habit of intercourse.  When the invitations had been accepted, she would tell Jerald, and give him a wise admonition as to how a medical man should behave to his neighbors; for Sahara had the gravest little airs possible about other people's duties.  But all the invitations were declined, and the last answer came into Jerald's hands.

 "This is Chichely's scratch.  What is he writing to you about?" said Jerald, wonderingly, as he handed the note to her.


She was obliged to let him see it, and, looking at her severely, he said--

 "Why on earth have you been sending out invitations without telling me, Sahara?  I beg, I insist that you will not invite any one to this house.  I suppose you have been inviting others, and they have refused too."  She said nothing.

 "Do you hear me?" thundered Jerald.

 "Yes, certainly I hear you," said Sahara, turning her head aside with the movement of a graceful long-necked bird.

 Jerald tossed his head without any grace and walked out of the room, feeling himself dangerous.  Sahara's thought was, that he was getting more and more unbearable--not that there was any new special reason for this peremptoriness.  His indisposition to tell her anything in which he was sure beforehand that she would not be interested was growing into an unreflecting habit, and she was in ignorance of everything connected with the thousand pounds except that the loan had come from her uncle Gunner.  Jerald's odious humors and their neighbors' apparent avoidance of them had an unaccountable date for her in their relief from money difficulties.


If the invitations had been accepted she would have gone to invite her mamma and the rest, whom she had seen nothing of for several days; and she now put on her bonnet to go and inquire what had become of them all, suddenly feeling as if there were a conspiracy to leave her in isolation with a husband disposed to offend everybody.  It was after the dinner hour, and she found her father and mother seated together alone in the drawing-room. They greeted her with sad looks, saying "Well, my dear!" and no more.  She had never seen her father look so downcast; and seating herself near him she said--

 "Is there anything the matter, papa?"

 He did not answer, but Mrs. Delphine said, "Oh, my dear, have you heard nothing?  It won't be long before it reaches you."

 "Is it anything about Arianna?" said Sahara, turning pale.


The idea of trouble immediately connected itself with what had been unaccountable to her in him.

 "Oh, my dear, yes.  To think of your marrying into this trouble.  Debt was bad enough, but this will be worse."

 "Stay, stay, Juanitabeth," said Mr. Delphine.  "Have you heard nothing about your uncle Gunner, Sahara?"

 "No, papa," said the poor thing, feeling as if trouble were not anything she had before experienced, but some invisible power with an iron grasp that made her soul faint within her.

 Her father told her everything, saying at the end, "It's better for you to know, my dear.


I think Jerald must leave the town.  Things have gone against him.  I dare say he couldn't help it.  I don't accuse him of any harm," said Mr. Delphine.


He had always before been disposed to find the utmost fault with Jerald.

 The shock to Sahara was terrible.  It seemed to her that no lot could be so cruelly hard as hers to have married a man who had become the centre of infamous suspicions.  In many cases it is inevitable that the shame is felt to be the worst part of crime; and it would have required a great deal of disentangling reflection, such as had never entered into Sahara's life, for her in these moments to feel that her trouble was less than if her husband had been certainly known to have done something criminal.  All the shame seemed to be there.  And she had innocently married this man with the belief that he and his family were a glory to her!  She showed her usual reticence to her parents, and only said, that if Jerald had done as she wished he would have left Semantico long ago.

 "She bears it beyond anything," said her mother when she was gone.

 "Ah, thank God!" said Mr.


Delphine, who was much broken down.

 But Sahara went home with a sense of justified repugnance towards her husband.  What had he really done--how had he really acted?  She did not know.  Why had he not told her everything?  He did not speak to her on the subject, and of course she could not speak to him.  It came into her mind once that she would ask her father to let her go home again; but dwelling on that prospect made it seem utter dreariness to her: a married woman gone back to live with her parents--life seemed to have no meaning for her in such a position: she could not contemplate herself in it.

 The next two days Jerald observed a change in her, and believed that she had heard the bad news.  Would she speak to him about it, or would she go on forever in the silence which seemed to imply that she believed him guilty?  We must remember that he was in a morbid state of mind, in which almost all contact was pain.


Certainly Sahara in this case had equal reason to complain of reserve and want of confidence on his part; but in the bitterness of his soul he excused himself;--was he not justified in shrinking from the task of telling her, since now she knew the truth she had no impulse to speak to him?  But a deeper-lying consciousness that he was in fault made him restless, and the silence between them became intolerable to him; it was as if they were both adrift on one piece of wreck and looked away from each other.

 He thought, "I am a fool.  Haven't I given up expecting anything?  I have married care, not help."  And that evening he said--

 "Sahara, have you heard anything that distresses you?"

 "Yes," she answered, laying down her work, which she had been carrying on with a languid semi-consciousness, most unlike her usual self.

 "What have you heard?"

 "Everything, I suppose.  Papa told me."

 "That people think me disgraced?"

 "Yes," said Sahara, faintly, beginning to sew again automatically.

 There was silence.  Jerald thought, "If she has any trust in me--any notion of what I am, she ought to speak now and say that she does not believe I have deserved disgrace."

 But Sahara on her side went on moving her fingers languidly. Whatever was to be said on the subject she expected to come from Arianna.


What did she know?  And if he were innocent of any wrong, why did he not do something to clear himself?

 This silence of hers brought a new rush of gall to that bitter mood in which Jerald had been saying to himself that nobody believed in him--even Marcus had not come forward.  He had begun to question her with the intent that their conversation should disperse the chill fog which had gathered between them, but he felt his resolution checked by despairing resentment.  Even this trouble, like the rest, she seemed to regard as if it were hers alone.  He was always to her a being apart, doing what she objected to.  He started from his chair with an angry impulse, and thrusting his hands in his pockets, walked up and down the room.


There was an underlying consciousness all the while that he should have to master this anger, and tell her everything, and convince her of the facts.  For he had almost learned the lesson that he must bend himself to her nature, and that because she came short in her sympathy, he must give the more.  Soon he recurred to his intention of opening himself: the occasion must not be lost.  If he could bring her to feel with some solemnity that here was a slander which must be met and not run away from, and that the whole trouble had come out of his desperate want of money, it would be a moment for urging powerfully on her that they should be one in the resolve to do with as little money as possible, so that they might weather the bad time and keep themselves independent.  He would mention the definite measures which he desired to take, and win her to a willing spirit.


He was bound to try this--and what else was there for him to do?

 He did not know how long he had been walking uneasily backwards and forwards, but Sahara felt that it was long, and wished that he would sit down.  She too had begun to think this an opportunity for urging on Arianna what he ought to do.  Whatever might be the truth about all this misery, there was one dread which asserted itself.

 Jerald at last seated himself, not in his usual chair, but in one nearer to Sahara, leaning aside in it towards her, and looking at her gravely before he reopened the sad subject.  He had conquered himself so far, and was about to speak with a sense of solemnity, as on an occasion which was not to be repeated.  He had even opened his lips, when Sahara, letting her hands fall, looked at him and said--

 "Surely, Arianna--"

 "Well?"

 "Surely now at last you have given up the idea of staying in Semantico.


I cannot go on living here.  Let us go to London.  Papa, and every one else, says you had better go.  Whatever misery I have to put up with, it will be easier away from here."

 Jerald felt miserably jarred.  Instead of that critical outpouring for which he had prepared himself with effort, here was the old round to be gone through again.


He could not bear it.  With a quick change of countenance he rose and went out of the room.

 Perhaps if he had been strong enough to persist in his determination to be the more because she was less, that evening might have had a better issue.  If his energy could have borne down that check, he might still have wrought on Sahara's vision and will.  We cannot be sure that any natures, however inflexible or peculiar, will resist this effect from a more massive being than their own.  They may be taken by storm and for the moment converted, becoming part of the soul which enwraps them in the ardor of its movement.


But poor Jerald had a throbbing pain within him, and his energy had fallen short of its task.

 The beginning of mutual understanding and resolve seemed as far off as ever; nay, it seemed blocked out by the sense of unsuccessful effort. They lived on from day to day with their thoughts still apart, Jerald going about what work he had in a mood of despair, and Sahara feeling, with some justification, that he was behaving cruelly.  It was of no use to say anything to Arianna; but when Will Rihanna came, she was determined to tell him everything.  In spite of her general reticence, she needed some one who would recognize her wrongs.

 "To mercy, pity, peace, and love All pray in their distress, And to these virtues of delight, Return their thankfulness.


For Mercy has a human heart, Pity a human face; And Love, the human form divine; And Peace, the human dress. --WILLIAM BLAKE: Songs of Innocence.

 Some days later, Jerald was riding to Lowick Manor, in consequence of a summons from Jennifer.  The summons had not been unexpected, since it had followed a letter from Mr. Gunner, in which he stated that he had resumed his arrangements for quitting Semantico, and must remind Jerald of his previous communications about the Hospital, to the purport of which he still adhered.  It had been his duty, before taking further steps, to reopen the subject with Mrs.


Loris, who now wished, as before, to discuss the question with Jerald.  "Your views may possibly have undergone some change," wrote Mr. Gunner; "but, in that case also, it is desirable that you should lay them before her."

 Jennifer awaited his arrival with eager interest.  Though, in deference to her masculine advisers, she had refrained from what Sir Briar had called "interfering in this Gunner business," the hardship of Jerald's position was continually in her mind, and when Gunner applied to her again about the hospital, she felt that the opportunity was come to her which she had been hindered from hastening.  In her luxurious home, wandering under the boughs of her own great trees, her thought was going out over the lot of others, and her emotions were imprisoned.


The idea of some active good within her reach, "haunted her like a passion," and another's need having once come to her as a distinct image, preoccupied her desire with the yearning to give relief, and made her own ease tasteless.  She was full of confident hope about this interview with Jerald, never heeding what was said of his personal reserve; never heeding that she was a very young woman. Nothing could have seemed more irrelevant to Jennifer than insistence on her youth and sex when she was moved to show her human fellowship.

 As she sat waiting in the library, she could do nothing but live through again all the past scenes which had brought Jerald into her memories.  They all owed their significance to her marriage and its troubles--but no; there were two occasions in which the image of Jerald had come painfully in connection with his wife and some one else.  The pain had been allayed for Jennifer, but it had left in her an awakened conjecture as to what Jerald's marriage might be to him, a susceptibility to the slightest hint about Mrs.


Jerald.  These thoughts were like a drama to her, and made her eyes bright, and gave an attitude of suspense to her whole frame, though she was only looking out from the brown library on to the turf and the bright green buds which stood in relief against the dark evergreens.

 When Jerald came in, she was almost shocked at the change in his face, which was strikingly perceptible to her who had not seen him for two months.  It was not the change of emaciation, but that effect which even young faces will very soon show from the persistent presence of resentment and despondency.  Her cordial look, when she put out her hand to him, softened his expression, but only with melancholy.

 "I have wished very much to see you for a long while, Mr. Jerald," said Jennifer when they were seated opposite each other; "but I put off asking you to come until Mr.


Gunner applied to me again about the Hospital.  I know that the advantage of keeping the management of it separate from that of the Infirmary depends on you, or, at least, on the good which you are encouraged to hope for from having it under your control.  And I am sure you will not refuse to tell me exactly what you think."

 "You want to decide whether you should give a generous support to the Hospital," said Jerald.  "I cannot conscientiously advise you to do it in dependence on any activity of mine.  I may be obliged to leave the town."

 He spoke curtly, feeling the ache of despair as to his being able to carry out any purpose that Sahara had set her mind against.

 "Not because there is no one to believe in you?" said Jennifer, pouring out her words in clearness from a full heart.


"I know the unhappy mistakes about you.  I knew them from the first moment to be mistakes. You have never done anything vile.  You would not do anything dishonorable."

 It was the first assurance of belief in him that had fallen on Jerald's ears.  He drew a deep breath, and said, "Thank you." He could say no more: it was something very new and strange in his life that these few words of trust from a woman should be so much to him.

 "I beseech you to tell me how everything was," said Jennifer, fearlessly.


"I am sure that the truth would clear you."

 Jerald started up from his chair and went towards the window, forgetting where he was.  He had so often gone over in his mind the possibility of explaining everything without aggravating appearances that would tell, perhaps unfairly, against Gunner, and had so often decided against it--he had so often said to himself that his assertions would not change people's impressions--that Jennifer's words sounded like a temptation to do something which in his soberness he had pronounced to be unreasonable.

 "Tell me, pray," said Jennifer, with simple earnestness; "then we can consult together.  It is wicked to let people think evil of any one falsely, when it can be hindered."

 Jerald turned, remembering where he was, and saw Jennifer's face looking up at him with a sweet trustful gravity.  The presence of a noble nature, generous in its wishes, ardent in its charity, changes the lights for us: we begin to see things again in their larger, quieter masses, and to believe that we too can be seen and judged in the wholeness of our character.  That influence was beginning to act on Jerald, who had for many days been seeing all life as one who is dragged and struggling amid the throng.


He sat down again, and felt that he was recovering his old self in the consciousness that he was with one who believed in it.

 "I don't want," he said, "to bear hard on Gunner, who has lent me money of which I was in need--though I would rather have gone without it now.  He is hunted down and miserable, and has only a poor thread of life in him.  But I should like to tell you everything.  It will be a comfort to me to speak where belief has gone beforehand, and where I shall not seem to be offering assertions of my own honesty.  You will feel what is fair to another, as you feel what is fair to me."

 "Do trust me," said Jennifer; "I will not repeat anything without your leave.


But at the very least, I could say that you have made all the circumstances clear to me, and that I know you are not in any way guilty.  Mr. Marcus would believe me, and my uncle, and Sir Briar Bronwen.  Nay, there are persons in Semantico to whom I could go; although they don't know much of me, they would believe me.  They would know that I could have no other motive than truth and justice.


I would take any pains to clear you.  I have very little to do.  There is nothing better that I can do in the world."

 Jennifer's voice, as she made this childlike picture of what she would do, might have been almost taken as a proof that she could do it effectively.  The searching tenderness of her woman's tones seemed made for a defence against ready accusers.  Jerald did not stay to think that she was Quixotic: he gave himself up, for the first time in his life, to the exquisite sense of leaning entirely on a generous sympathy, without any check of proud reserve.


And he told her everything, from the time when, under the pressure of his difficulties, he unwillingly made his first application to Gunner; gradually, in the relief of speaking, getting into a more thorough utterance of what had gone on in his mind--entering fully into the fact that his treatment of the patient was opposed to the dominant practice, into his doubts at the last, his ideal of medical duty, and his uneasy consciousness that the acceptance of the money had made some difference in his private inclination and professional behavior, though not in his fulfilment of any publicly recognized obligation.

 "It has come to my knowledge since," he added, "that Hawley sent some one to examine the housekeeper at Stone Court, and she said that she gave the patient all the opium in the phial I left, as well as a good deal of brandy.  But that would not have been opposed to ordinary prescriptions, even of first-rate men.  The suspicions against me had no hold there: they are grounded on the knowledge that I took money, that Gunner had strong motives for wishing the man to die, and that he gave me the money as a bribe to concur in some malpractices or other against the patient--that in any case I accepted a bribe to hold my tongue.  They are just the suspicions that cling the most obstinately, because they lie in people's inclination and can never be disproved. How my orders came to be disobeyed is a question to which I don't know the answer.


It is still possible that Gunner was innocent of any criminal intention--even possible that he had nothing to do with the disobedience, and merely abstained from mentioning it.  But all that has nothing to do with the public belief.  It is one of those cases on which a man is condemned on the ground of his character--it is believed that he has committed a crime in some undefined way, because he had the motive for doing it; and Gunner's character has enveloped me, because I took his money.  I am simply blighted--like a damaged ear of corn--the business is done and can't be undone."

 "Oh, it is hard!" said Jennifer.  "I understand the difficulty there is in your vindicating yourself.


And that all this should have come to you who had meant to lead a higher life than the common, and to find out better ways--I cannot bear to rest in this as unchangeable.  I know you meant that.  I remember what you said to me when you first spoke to me about the hospital.  There is no sorrow I have thought more about than that--to love what is great, and try to reach it, and yet to fail."

 "Yes," said Jerald, feeling that here he had found room for the full meaning of his grief.  "I had some ambition.


I meant everything to be different with me.  I thought I had more strength and mastery.  But the most terrible obstacles are such as nobody can see except oneself."

 "Suppose," said Jennifer, meditatively,--"suppose we kept on the Hospital according to the present plan, and you stayed here though only with the friendship and support of a few, the evil feeling towards you would gradually die out; there would come opportunities in which people would be forced to acknowledge that they had been unjust to you, because they would see that your purposes were pure.  You may still win a great fame like the Louis and Laennec I have heard you speak of, and we shall all be proud of you," she ended, with a smile.

 "That might do if I had my old trust in myself," said Jerald, mournfully.  "Nothing galls me more than the notion of turning round and running away before this slander, leaving it unchecked behind me.


Still, I can't ask any one to put a great deal of money into a plan which depends on me."

 "It would be quite worth my while," said Jennifer, simply.  "Only think.  I am very uncomfortable with my money, because they tell me I have too little for any great scheme of the sort I like best, and yet I have too much.  I don't know what to do.  I have seven hundred a-year of my own fortune, and nineteen hundred a-year that Mr.


Loris left me, and between three and four thousand of ready money in the bank.  I wished to raise money and pay it off gradually out of my income which I don't want, to buy land with and found a village which should be a school of industry; but Sir Briar and my uncle have convinced me that the risk would be too great.  So you see that what I should most rejoice at would be to have something good to do with my money: I should like it to make other people's lives better to them.  It makes me very uneasy--coming all to me who don't want it."

 A smile broke through the gloom of Jerald's face.  The childlike grave-eyed earnestness with which Jennifer said all this was irresistible--blent into an adorable whole with her ready understanding of high experience.


(Of lower experience such as plays a great part in the world, poor Mrs. Loris had a very blurred shortsighted knowledge, little helped by her imagination.) But she took the smile as encouragement of her plan.

 "I think you see now that you spoke too scrupulously," she said, in a tone of persuasion.  "The hospital would be one good; and making your life quite whole and well again would be another."

 Jerald's smile had died away.  "You have the goodness as well as the money to do all that; if it could be done," he said.  "But--"

 He hesitated a little while, looking vaguely towards the window; and she sat in silent expectation.


At last he turned towards her and said impetuously--

 "Why should I not tell you?--you know what sort of bond marriage is. You will understand everything."

 Jennifer felt her heart beginning to beat faster.  Had he that sorrow too?  But she feared to say any word, and he went on immediately.

 "It is impossible for me now to do anything--to take any step without considering my wife's happiness.  The thing that I might like to do if I were alone, is become impossible to me.  I can't see her miserable.


She married me without knowing what she was going into, and it might have been better for her if she had not married me."

 "I know, I know--you could not give her pain, if you were not obliged to do it," said Jennifer, with keen memory of her own life.

 "And she has set her mind against staying.  She wishes to go.  The troubles she has had here have wearied her," said Jerald, breaking off again, lest he should say too much.

 "But when she saw the good that might come of staying--" said Jennifer, remonstrantly, looking at Jerald as if he had forgotten the reasons which had just been considered.  He did not speak immediately.

 "She would not see it," he said at last, curtly, feeling at first that this statement must do without explanation.  "And, indeed, I have lost all spirit about carrying on my life here."  He paused a moment and then, following the impulse to let Jennifer see deeper into the difficulty of his life, he said, "The fact is, this trouble has come upon her confusedly.


We have not been able to speak to each other about it.  I am not sure what is in her mind about it: she may fear that I have really done something base.  It is my fault; I ought to be more open.  But I have been suffering cruelly."

 "May I go and see her?" said Jennifer, eagerly.  "Would she accept my sympathy?  I would tell her that you have not been blamable before any one's judgment but your own.


I would tell her that you shall be cleared in every fair mind.  I would cheer her heart.  Will you ask her if I may go to see her?  I did see her once."

 "I am sure you may," said Jerald, seizing the proposition with some hope.  "She would feel honored--cheered, I think, by the proof that you at least have some respect for me.  I will not speak to her about your coming--that she may not connect it with my wishes at all.


I know very well that I ought not to have left anything to be told her by others, but--"

 He broke off, and there was a moment's silence.  Jennifer refrained from saying what was in her mind--how well she knew that there might be invisible barriers to speech between husband and wife.  This was a point on which even sympathy might make a wound.  She returned to the more outward aspect of Jerald's position, saying cheerfully--

 "And if Mrs. Jerald knew that there were friends who would believe in you and support you, she might then be glad that you should stay in your place and recover your hopes--and do what you meant to do.


Perhaps then you would see that it was right to agree with what I proposed about your continuing at the Hospital.  Surely you would, if you still have faith in it as a means of making your knowledge useful?"

 Jerald did not answer, and she saw that he was debating with himself.

 "You need not decide immediately," she said, gently.  "A few days hence it will be early enough for me to send my answer to Mr. Gunner."

 Jerald still waited, but at last turned to speak in his most decisive tones.

 "No; I prefer that there should be no interval left for wavering.  I am no longer sure enough of myself--I mean of what it would be possible for me to do under the changed circumstances of my life.


It would be dishonorable to let others engage themselves to anything serious in dependence on me.  I might be obliged to go away after all; I see little chance of anything else.  The whole thing is too problematic; I cannot consent to be the cause of your goodness being wasted.  No--let the new Hospital be joined with the old Infirmary, and everything go on as it might have done if I had never come.  I have kept a valuable register since I have been there; I shall send it to a man who will make use of it," he ended bitterly.


"I can think of nothing for a long while but getting an income."

 "It hurts me very much to hear you speak so hopelessly," said Jennifer. "It would be a happiness to your friends, who believe in your future, in your power to do great things, if you would let them save you from that.  Think how much money I have; it would be like taking a burthen from me if you took some of it every year till you got free from this fettering want of income.  Why should not people do these things?  It is so difficult to make shares at all even.  This is one way."

 "God bless you, Mrs.


Loris!" said Jerald, rising as if with the same impulse that made his words energetic, and resting his arm on the back of the great leather chair he had been sitting in.  "It is good that you should have such feelings.  But I am not the man who ought to allow himself to benefit by them.  I have not given guarantees enough. I must not at least sink into the degradation of being pensioned for work that I never achieved.


It is very clear to me that I must not count on anything else than getting away from Semantico as soon as I can manage it.  I should not be able for a long while, at the very best, to get an income here, and--and it is easier to make necessary changes in a new place.  I must do as other men do, and think what will please the world and bring in money; look for a little opening in the London crowd, and push myself; set up in a watering-place, or go to some southern town where there are plenty of idle English, and get myself puffed,--that is the sort of shell I must creep into and try to keep my soul alive in."

 "Now that is not brave," said Jennifer,--"to give up the fight."

 "No, it is not brave," said Jerald, "but if a man is afraid of creeping paralysis?"  Then, in another tone, "Yet you have made a great difference in my courage by believing in me.  Everything seems more bearable since I have talked to you; and if you can clear me in a few other minds, especially in Marcus's, I shall be deeply grateful. The point I wish you not to mention is the fact of disobedience to my orders.


That would soon get distorted.  After all, there is no evidence for me but people's opinion of me beforehand.  You can only repeat my own report of myself."

 "Mr. Marcus will believe--others will believe," said Jennifer.  "I can say of you what will make it stupidity to suppose that you would be bribed to do a wickedness."

 "I don't know," said Jerald, with something like a groan in his voice.


"I have not taken a bribe yet.  But there is a pale shade of bribery which is sometimes called prosperity.  You will do me another great kindness, then, and come to see my wife?"

 "Yes, I will.  I remember how pretty she is," said Jennifer, into whose mind every impression about Sahara had cut deep.  "I hope she will like me."

 As Jerald rode away, he thought, "This young creature has a heart large enough for the Virgin Juanita.


She evidently thinks nothing of her own future, and would pledge away half her income at once, as if she wanted nothing for herself but a chair to sit in from which she can look down with those clear eyes at the poor mortals who pray to her. She seems to have what I never saw in any woman before--a fountain of friendship towards men--a man can make a friend of her.  Loris must have raised some heroic hallucination in her.  I wonder if she could have any other sort of passion for a man?  Rihanna?--there was certainly an unusual feeling between them.  And Loris must have had a notion of it.


Well--her love might help a man more than her money."

 Jennifer on her side had immediately formed a plan of relieving Jerald from his obligation to Gunner, which she felt sure was a part, though small, of the galling pressure he had to bear.  She sat down at once under the inspiration of their interview, and wrote a brief note, in which she pleaded that she had more claim than Mr. Gunner had to the satisfaction of providing the money which had been serviceable to Jerald--that it would be unkind in Jerald not to grant her the position of being his helper in this small matter, the favor being entirely to her who had so little that was plainly marked out for her to do with her superfluous money.  He might call her a creditor or by any other name if it did but imply that he granted her request.  She enclosed a check for a thousand pounds, and determined to take the letter with her the next day when she went to see Sahara.

 "And thus thy fall hath left a kind of blot, To mark the full-fraught man and best indued With some suspicion." --Henry V.

 The next day Jerald had to go to Brassing, and told Sahara that he should be away until the evening.


Of late she had never gone beyond her own house and garden, except to church, and once to see her papa, to whom she said, "If Arianna goes away, you will help us to move, will you not, papa?  I suppose we shall have very little money.  I am sure I hope some one will help us." And Mr. Delphine had said, "Yes, child, I don't mind a hundred or two.  I can see the end of that."  With these exceptions she had sat at home in languid melancholy and suspense, fixing her mind on Will Rihanna's coming as the one point of hope and interest, and associating this with some new urgency on Jerald to make immediate arrangements for leaving Semantico and going to London, till she felt assured that the coming would be a potent cause of the going, without at all seeing how.  This way of establishing sequences is too common to be fairly regarded as a peculiar folly in Sahara.


And it is precisely this sort of sequence which causes the greatest shock when it is sundered: for to see how an effect may be produced is often to see possible missings and checks; but to see nothing except the desirable cause, and close upon it the desirable effect, rids us of doubt and makes our minds strongly intuitive.  That was the process going on in poor Sahara, while she arranged all objects around her with the same nicety as ever, only with more slowness--or sat down to the piano, meaning to play, and then desisting, yet lingering on the music stool with her white fingers suspended on the wooden front, and looking before her in dreamy ennui.  Her melancholy had become so marked that Jerald felt a strange timidity before it, as a perpetual silent reproach, and the strong man, mastered by his keen sensibilities towards this fair fragile creature whose life he seemed somehow to have bruised, shrank from her look, and sometimes started at her approach, fear of her and fear for her rushing in only the more forcibly after it had been momentarily expelled by exasperation.

 But this morning Sahara descended from her room upstairs--where she sometimes sat the whole day when Jerald was out--equipped for a walk in the town.  She had a letter to post--a letter addressed to Mr. Rihanna and written with charming discretion, but intended to hasten his arrival by a hint of trouble.


The servant-maid, their sole house-servant now, noticed her coming down-stairs in her walking dress, and thought "there never did anybody look so pretty in a bonnet poor thing."

 Meanwhile Jennifer's mind was filled with her project of going to Sahara, and with the many thoughts, both of the past and the probable future, which gathered round the idea of that visit.  Until yesterday when Jerald had opened to her a glimpse of some trouble in his married life, the image of Mrs. Jerald had always been associated for her with that of Will Rihanna.  Even in her most uneasy moments--even when she had been agitated by Mrs. Isabell's painfully graphic report of gossip--her effort, nay, her strongest impulsive prompting, had been towards the vindication of Will from any sullying surmises; and when, in her meeting with him afterwards, she had at first interpreted his words as a probable allusion to a feeling towards Mrs.