text: It is amazing the sincere bond one can make with others in this forum. The goodness of your heart and examples that you have shown me have created a deep respect and care for you, now that is what I call a friend.
  I should have been more clear. I meant the emotional stress of the five year Milwaukee archdiocese bankruptcy has has some seriously negative effects on my life and has left some scars that have been a true challenge for me. I find almost no hope and little joy in life no matter how hard I try.