Happy and proud; at last I knew
Porphyria worshipped me: surprise
Made my heart swell, and still it grew
While I debated what to do.
That moment she was mine, mine, fair,
Perfectly pure and good: I found
A thing to do, and all her hair
In one long yellow string I wound
Three times her little throat around,
And strangled her. No pain felt she;
I am quite sure she felt no pain.
As a shut bud that holds a bee,
I warily oped her lids: again
Laughed the blue eyes without a stain.
And I untightened next the tress
About her neck; her cheek once more
This seems the only time the narrator is uneasy. He opens her eyes ‘warily’, but in the line that follows his anxiety is immediately assuaged, when her ‘blue eyes’ — as he believes — ‘laughed’.
Porphyria’s Lover