Saboteur,
Kamikaze man ---
The stain on your
Gauze Ku Klux Klan
Babushka
Darkens and tarnishes and when
The balled
Pulp of your heart
Confronts its small
Mill of silence
How you jump ---
Trepanned veteran,
Dirty girl,
Thumb stump.
This is a statement of the conflict between the body and the self. The “thrill” reignites her self and anxiety (the thin papery feeling) suppressed by the “pill” she has taken. 
 The blood and the excitement and pain of the cut revive her and this new consciousness looks at the “thumb stump” “trepanned veteran” bleeding and sees only a muted “dirty girl”.
Cut