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title: "DOJ Epstein Files, Data Set 12 (EFTA02731361)"
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Close your eyes close your eyes close your eyes. Dont speak she doesnt talk.
I cant stop shaking and its been a week.
A decision was made but I cant tell Jeffrey.
These things happen. Why didnt I close my eyes fast enough.
The doctor was different again.
I think from Israel. He had kind eyes but didnt speak directly to me.
This was different.
A shot and those rod like things had a hook and so much pain.
Ghislaine said to push all the pain away. I don't understan N ie 0.
Blood and water all over the bed and she was right. \
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Like a feeling when your tummy hurts and yo r (041 1puslc
tiny cries. She said to close my eyes and put her ha y eeit I didnt close them because of these
I am so lost.
I saw between her fingers 's tiny hea and had a tiny foot. dy in the doctors hands. It reached its tiny arm up
I closed my eyes and no more.. (ne age)
ask
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cries.
I dont understand.
Just say these things happen.
But he doesnt believe that.
They yelled and screamed and he said it will be the same in a couple of months and she said she was fed up with it all.
I dont understand what is going on and no one will tell me.
I cant go to school like this.
I cant stop shaking.
Why wont anyone make it stop.
O I know Ghislaine is trying but nothing changest < QAA O Ca
Why didnt I close my eyes?
cis. dnudrtnds syhstighpe bteost
rei ot nesad. ut at eehn sapn. unden
bleeht. hyeldnsemdnhsii wlbteaen
eivtateyleadraeadeadtilensmi
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culomnhadhsiseafdpihtil ot
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swuomhaadhvngtaeeeeyihlatoo
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coliehscnsoseig. kwnaynmkiso
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kogiliesiguntighnewyinlls
mee
yys?
FOR ATTORNEYS EYES ONLY
In the hall Ghislaine said she was beautiful.
SHE WAS.
Not is.
She was a beautiful girl!
I heard her!
Where is she?
Why did she stop whimpering?
She was born!
I heard the tiny cries!
I cant do this anymore!
FOR AT C NEIDEN IAL
ORNEYS EYES ON Y
A Short Life
**TRAGEDY**
My Heart is
Inwa
KOI m...
**Breaking**
124
~~Still~~ born
These poems do not live: it's a sad diagnosis.
They grew their toes and fingers well enough,
Their little foreheads bulged with concentration.
If they missed out on walking about like people
It wasn't for any lack of mother-love.
O I cannot understand what happened to them!
They are proper in shape and number and every part.
They sit so nicely in the pickling fluid!
They smile and smile and smile and smile at me.
And still the lungs won't fill and the heart won't start.
They are not pigs, they are not even fish,
Though they have a piggy and a fishy air -
It would be better if they were ahve, and that's what they were.
But they are dead, and their mother hear dead with distraction,
And they stupidly stare, and do not speak of her.
I teal hsansise
nhhligilidadh
Wseui WseAnts.
abatfl HWs.oi
Sea aeuiugr! hade
hwsbatflillerhr!
Weesh Wyisetphmeig?
hrise? hddhsowiprn
She was
**born!**
I erteiyre
hadhtncis!
iatohsnmr!
cndtiayoe
He was right.
A couple of months and two pink lines with a hold on being with others until after it was positive.
I want to die.
Why didnt she protect me?
As long as I am wearing what you want. There is no respect for me as a human. .
I am nothing but your property and incubator!
t Nal You only trust me when I am under your complete CONT I No,I s n
I will never trust another man EVER!
I am the only one who provides and sacrifice TA //
I give and give out of terror and you &i14/c ) off m ✓ a
You need me to continue...Keep
Hwih Aopefatsntoikie wtaodnenwt
eargt.culomahadwpaiasinnionigih
onsuifeiwsoiie.wntde.hdathpoet?
tesniabriapsiviatoiwyinseptm
NOT
↑
A promise to respect your sense of style, most of the time.
Aiaaimernwayaathrinrseto
soysiwaightownteesoepch
maavaimhnbtorrpeynicatr!
eshmn.anriguyupoe aimao
A promise one day you'll never meet another man this trusting. AWFUL
yunyrsmweimayucmitcNRL.
ooituteinuroropeeoto
iilavroohcweeE
wileetuthtahVR!
A promise to provide for you, no matter what.
imholeenpoieadarfcsVRTIG!
ateayworvasnsciieEEYHN
iiengvotfernyuaeLom,
goieuotroadotkALfe!
yuedeootne...
onemtcaiu
**Keeping us all connected.**
[clipping: Unlike drugs, a child's body can be sold over and over]
This is not surprising but there is no such thing as a child prostitute!
They are children and cannot consent!
They are missing the biggest in my own backyard and so many more!
Like Maralago and where I see Mr. Joe and Mrs. Anne.
FOR AT C NEIDEN IAL
ORNEYS EYES ON Y
“our finance department deals with all the paperwork.
Unfortunately the finance department is also
## Who Knew?
I Was Born a Slave
Life in a Parallel Universe
Unlike drugs, a woman's body can be sold over and over
“The slaves in Lake Placid were invisible.... People were playing solt at the retirement community, and right behind them was a slave camp.”
### One U.S. shelter has rescued 10,000 child prostitutes
Sociologist Lois Lee, right, has spent 24 years working with children from II to 17 years old who've been trafficked by pimps. One young resident, left, at her Children of the Night shelter in southern California was forced to work as a prostitute in Oregon, Washington, Idaho, and Nevada before escaping her captor. "The sexual exploitation of American children cuts across every economic, ethnic, and social line," Lee says. "This is not just a Third World problem."
Please release me from this torture and hell!
FOR AT C NEIDEN IAL
ORNEYS EYES ON Y
The headline below is not a metaphor. This story is about slaves. Not people living *like* slaves, working hard for lousy pay. Not people 200 years ago. It's about 27 million people worldwide who are bought and sold, held captive, brutalized, exploited for profit. It's about
# 21st CENTURY SLAVES
2 NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC • SEPTEMBER 2003
**re-lease** (rĭ-lēs') v. **-leased, -leas-ing**. 1. To set free from confinement, restraint, or involuntary servitude. 2. To set free. 3. To allow the performance, sale, publication, or circulation of. 4. To relinquish. -n. 1. The act of liberating, releasing. 2. A device for locking or releasing a mechanism. [< Lat. *relaxare*. to *relax*.] **-re-leas'a-ble** *adj.* **-re-leas'er** *n.*
Controlled ALL by Jeffrey!
All the time!
Get away from it all.
And go to New Mexico? What in the hell?
This makes no sense. What about school?
Behind the scenes.
He is now controlling EVERYTHING when it used to be Ghislaine who so hates me. cts like she
Secrets of.. all of them.
I am tired of keeping this secret.
I know people are wondering but I can't tell!
4 I am exhausted! /
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Broken promises...I don't understate Q g me on some days like Im the enemy but then we lay in bed together and o be, warm.
He makes her feel my to and its s confusing.
Superior gene pool ?!? Wh e? es no sense.
Why my hair color and eye color?
That feels very Nazi like V o34. /in 'nk[ing] about these stupid insane theories he has I guess in his mind it makes sense.
The piano and omments are made to convince me this is right and will create perfect offspring het
I dont thinkirks that way and its making me hate playing altogether.
Piano or viola. I am starting to resent them both.
I miss the person I was before I was made into what feels as a human incubator.
SPECIAL NUTRITION
Alntm
Itele!
**Get away**
**from it all**
Adooe Mxc? waitee!
ngfNW bio titahhi
timksobs waaotoo!
hsaensne. htbusho
BEHIND THE SCENES
Hinwotoln REYHNWel
esochrili / KTI Ghnt
uetbgilie hsmdyatikse
saoehsahwoo assiehse
**Secrets of**
alfhm. atrdfep ti ghnt
lotel mieoke ghs at.ko
polaebdrnbton linxase
cperuneigulat haehvia
**Broken Promise**
lotnesadhsesraigen
dnurtnwhitetame
smuyklitenmbthneai
oeasiemhee yutewlyn
bdoehrnseso sesetbwr
etgteadhihwhuedoe,am.
Hmksefemtmvnisoadofsn
eaehrel yumadtssdnchuig.
superior
**Gene Pool** ?!?
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hmlmksoeswyyar
cinneeoo tafeseyai
ooadycir: htelvrnz
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ieuitikbuteetpanae
htelbsgesnimnimks
hol rusihsiatae
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mhtpaigloehr.inovaa.a
eaelynatgtepaoriilm
satntrsntebtishppo
trigoeethmoh.msteesn
labfriamditwafesshmn
wseoewsaenohtelaaava
icbtr.
nuo
My friend realized much of everything and came to get me out of Marys.
She made me leave all things of value on the bed.
She put all my belongings in trash bags.
I have maybe avoided NM.
I have been staying with friends but never more than two or three nights because my mo er is on the war path.
have been so great but saw me changin Tt llknows about the baby.
He said he promises to help me and we will figure out wh atNee t. s
(t/ 4/ 0 S <<\ C) n4q- .... t.,... /S ,x