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I cant escape the thought of deathWhen I ran into the bathroom crying a few days ago the first thing that came into my mind was to drink the bleach by the toilet, even when Im not sad or down (which isnt very often), i still see ways to kill myself, like when I was in london awhile ago on the subway platform all I coul... | suicide |
Im killing myself through voluntary dehydrationI cant find how long itll take but Im guessing days for me. Before I started I ate ~ calories for days and purged and took laxatives. I Looked how long itll take to die and I keep getting very different results. Im afraid itll take up to days because I am a physically heal... | suicide |
Tired of trying. Feel like giving up and dying.I'm years old and I don't see any reason or justification for living for the sole purpose to live. Since I was young I was very competitive, always trying to strive to be the best at everything I did. This lead me to isolation and not having many friends but I think this i... | suicide |
Day of posting different song lyrics until I forget :) We're no strangers to love You know the rules and so do I A full commitment's what I'm thinking of You wouldn't get this from any other guy I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling Gotta make you understand Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna ... | non-suicide |
I have many jokes about unemployed people Sadly, none of them work | non-suicide |
I just wanna kill myselfI should have been an abortion, Im a disappointment. | suicide |
Sad.I just called the suicide hotline for the first time today. I'm having a really hard time with seemingly everything in life. The woman who I spoke with was very kind, but I know I'm going to feel this way no matter what. I was with a girl for a few months and I thought we were soulmates, but now she's ghosting me a... | suicide |
Making plans to kill my selfI find myself to busy to kill my self, I had all these thing I needed to do before I killed myself. I needed a note (Done) I needed to make sure I tried getting help which did not go a single place but I tried, I need to make sure I was very close to my birthday that way my parents don't hav... | suicide |
So Im pretty sure I just saw a gift for Christmas I wasnt supposed to see. My mom isnt home and I have no idea what to do because what I read on the box that was delivered is something I already have... | non-suicide |
I feel useless and pointless.I'm . My boyfriend just broke up with me today after nearly a year, because I have a lot of severe mental health issues, can't hold down a job, and spend a lot of time just sitting on the couch. I'm genderqueer, and it makes it really damn difficult to find a partner who understands and lov... | suicide |
I'm scaredI'm scared of everything. Every damn moment it seems that I'm frightened by what could happen to me or other people. There's no way to fix this other than suicide, and I don't get why it isn't a good enough reason. | suicide |
Slaves to the establishment slave to my parents and more specifically slaves to the male disease of Money.I am in a cross road at the moment. I had my money stolen by bandits and I suffer from a medical condition and no one else seem to give a shit. The light at the end of the tunnel is fading and not getting brighter.... | suicide |
The shame.. months ago I was an extremely suicidal and pathetic mess. I contacted my ex. This conversation escalated. In the end she insulted me SO badly and it was SO spot on that I couldn't deal with it anymore. It kept repeating over and over again. When I woke up I felt like a piece of garbage because of her insult... | suicide |
Here is some advice from me. If someone calls you "Daddy", say "Are ya winnin' son" (or whatever their gender is, too many to count). | non-suicide |
I Translated meet the engineer x from Russian to English... Hi buddy, I'm an engineer. This means that I am solving problems, not problems like "What is beauty?" Because it will fall into the realm of your philosophical enigmas. How do I keep Hubbard's wicked mother from ripping off her structurally fat ass? Answer: Us... | non-suicide |
POV you woke upJerry, terror of under the door | non-suicide |
I swear my dad and I are on the same brainwave Last night, during dinner, as we were talking, I began a sentence with "is it just me, or..." my dad instantly retorted "yeah" and I instantly answered "okay." Everyone else was confused because it all happened so fluently. And this isn't the only time this has happened. M... | non-suicide |
How the hell do you get a drivers license? I cant drive because my dad never bothered to teach me. I cant practice driving because my family doesnt have an old car for me to practice with. I cant afford driving classes. My family didnt have the money(and still dont) to buy a car when I turned . Even if I did get my lic... | non-suicide |
How do get out of bed when suicidally depressedDoes anyone have any tips or strategies for waking up / simply getting out of bed when severely depressed? I've been suicidally depressed for the past years. The way depression really manifests itself in me is that I tend to regularly oversleep (anywhere from - hours a nig... | suicide |
Guys i cant sleep Its : help i dont wanna end up sleeping at | non-suicide |
There's a huge wildfire in my area and pretty much every house in my neighborhood has burned down, possibly including mine. So how's the week gone for everyone else? | non-suicide |
For those who crave knowledge I do all of these just so you dumbasses wont interrupt me finish my pasta plate ever again Cum tastes like salty milk with some extra weird flavor Poop tastes like hydrated dirt with some strange flavor Pee tastes like weird flavored water Human meat tastes like pork but its already salt f... | non-suicide |
Help would be niceUHHH I down a quarter of a bottle of cough medicine and there pills of something. I've been trying to through it up but I've been unsuccessful I did the at around hours ago I doubt that I'll die but my tummy hurts so if there's a way to relieve myself that would be great. Thanks | suicide |
Some advice for you allAbout a year ago I posted that I felt like a failure who wouldnt do anything with my life, expected to head to a dead end job after high school and kill myself. I am now a year older and in my junior (almost senior year) of high school. I am going to college during my senior year to study in a fi... | suicide |
I WANNA CUDDLE I dunno I just wanna cuddle with someone. Desperate. Like I really wanna fucking cuddle. | non-suicide |
anyone else know an Odading on Among Us? like that guy is ALWAYS playing. Like ALWAYS. Never tried finding a public room without an Odading there. this one time he kicked me. | non-suicide |
does anyone wanna let me rant its over really petty shit but i just need to vent lmao | non-suicide |
I went through all of today thinking it was Friday I think I just had such wishful thinking that it was finally Friday and that I was finally done. This week has been hell for me and I just want it to end. Ive gotten bad scores, Ive had to deal with all of my friends coming to me about all of their problems, Ive been s... | non-suicide |
Building bridges in Mc and jumping offIm thinking of doing that | suicide |
I don't want to die, but I don't want to live anymore.All I can think about is the relief I would feel from cutting my wrists and watching the blood drip down my arm. | suicide |
I can crack my elbows and it makes a very loud sound I have been called weird because of it, is it like not supposed to happen | non-suicide |
So I woke up to a delivery guy dropping a massive Box on our front steps It's a two foot tall cardboard box full of reese's, steaks, mine and my brother favor craft beers, fresh produce from our aunts garden a plunger and a bag of various Nuts and bolts,as well as a few large pieces of wood. With a hand written note en... | non-suicide |
My year old sister "pranked" me before I say this i'd like to tell you about my sister, she might be crazy, I don't know how but she is different then others I guess, my mom Also let's her watch youtube kids. Any way here we go. I left my house to go to the store so I could get some chips, I ended up talking to some fr... | non-suicide |
Why does everyone on this subreddit seem to be an alt social reject The people here are really cringe tbh, | non-suicide |
guess my second name youll get a cookie | non-suicide |
I am pretty convinced I should have done this in ,I have been coming around to the idea that I should have killed myself in . The year before columbine. The year before I saw any school in my district do anything about bullies. ... I was bullied so severely I didn't realize how abusive my home life was until I got to b... | suicide |
I got to round in cw zombies Is anyone proud of me? | non-suicide |
Been feeling bad about myself, had to get an ego boost by curb stomping my year old sister at chess The amount of power I feel forcing a queen blunder in turns is amazing | non-suicide |
HelpI just watched a really triggering scene in a tv show. I wasnt sure if this was the right subreddit to post on but I feel so helpless. I dont think I really want to die, I just want to be saved. I want someone to need me alive and to tell me that. I can't do this on my own. At the end of the day I don't know if I c... | suicide |
I don't even know what I want to doLike honstly I am not depressed. I'm just at this point where I'm already a junior with a . GPA with no chance of going anywhere for college. I have no college fund. I have nothing to move onto. For the past week I've been just looking up ways on the Internet to kill myself. I'm takin... | suicide |
I'm ready to go.I've been feeling unloved, disliked, and unwanted. I've finally made a decision about what to do. It may seem an odd way to go, but I got my hemlock seeds in the mail, and I'm going to get drunk and then take all of the seeds at one time. I just wanted to say thank you for all of your support. | suicide |
I need helpAl I think about now is pulling a trigger on myself. All Ive ever wanted to do is just make people happy, make them laugh, and care. But no one does the same for me, no cares about me. People backstab me, use me, and overall are just fake to me. People pretend to be my friends because my parents are rich. Th... | suicide |
I dont really know Do you ever just have that one person who you dont know if you like or not? You know you like them but dont want to let yourself like them because you know youd be broken if they didnt like you. | non-suicide |
I honestly cannot cope anymore. Someone help me.I have posted here before ([]( , []( ) For the past weeks, I have been feeling VERY depressed. I got kicked out of my sister's house, and now I'm struggling hard, financially. I feel like my girlfriend is going to break up with me soon, the only person I truly love in my ... | suicide |
I think r/sgirls should be banned and heres why Whenever I search up this sub the sub r/sgirls or whatever is always one of the first things to appear. I looked at the sun out of curiosity. Its a porn sub which for this site isnt weird. What I hate though is that these young girls whom some can still participate in thi... | non-suicide |
I just woke up, and youre next to me _______________________________________________________ | non-suicide |
Testicles are just miniature cum factories We must produce cum for the cm gods | non-suicide |
Sometimes I wonderI look at my life and sometimes things are good. But then I think about the reality, I'm a college drop out who couldn't even finish when it was paid for him in full by the university. I have no real drive or any idea where I'm going in life. I'm working a dead end job with no real means of moving up.... | suicide |
why can't a girl just ride me already I don't wanna be happy, i wanna be horny | non-suicide |
there's no way outive done everything wrong in the last years. everything i could have done that would fuck me over i did. i wish i didnt. i didn't realize id be here today suffering. its my own fault. my own doing. i had everything laid out in front of me to do exactly what i was supposed to and have things be right..... | suicide |
Im out of the hospital. I had to give up my gun. I regret everything.Hope is a terrible, terrible thing for me. I should have just done it. | suicide |
ive been feeling more sad than usual i hate it social media really takes a toll on me dang | non-suicide |
Sending positive messages to teens day You dont need nice hair, or a face, nice clothes or hips to be beautiful, true beautify can be found in an intelligent mind, and a good personality. Just like the one you have! | non-suicide |
LET ME RATE YOUR KINKS :) Im gonna rate your kinks ( being hella sexy) and ( being eww wtf) so just leave you kinks in the comments AND IM GONNA RATE THEM!!! | non-suicide |
I have an amazing life literally amazing why am I so sad and just want it all to endI have children an amazing boyfriend I have a great job a wonderful home Im not rich but we are very comfortable but I cannot ever get over my overwhelming sadness and wanting it all to end. I imagine it daily. Driving off the bridge in... | suicide |
The cutest thing just happened to me I was petting my kitten while watching Dreams newest yt vid, the hitman premiere and i decided to boop the kitty, and the kitten booped me back! | non-suicide |
Im getting sick of this but I cant leave I dont know what to do. Ive known this guy for years now, and all that he does is just toxic. I get yelled at for asking questions or simply not responding to a text fast enough for his liking. I have to watch what I send to him because I dont want to aggravate him. Ive broken d... | non-suicide |
An online calculator made specifically for my school district was wrong Like wtf leave it to my school to create a calculator that doesnt calculate, i didnt think stuff like this existed anymore | non-suicide |
so after a bit of researchnasa published a paper where they state if you are going to m/s or more you are almost guarantee to die if you land on a hard surface. whats the formula to know my velocity at the end of a fall if I know the height of the building and my weight? also, apparently you reach terminal velocity aft... | suicide |
I keep wishing there was a suicide button on my desk that could kill me as soon as i pressed it.You may wonder why I would want such a thing. In school there are kinds of people, the good and the bad. I am one of the good ones, however due to my thoughts I have been suffering greatly. Not only am I being laughed at all... | suicide |
Why does this sub die at this time? Its so annoying sometimes. All the familiar people are Americans maybe thats why I dont see them. | non-suicide |
What do this emojis means? It's quite simple this is cream this is rain this is a hand and this an eggplant Simple, right? | non-suicide |
When I was really young a friend was showing me this porn video, and Ive always been on the dumber side of things so I didnt really know what was going on and now that I think about it, it was kind of weird. Like they got married, fucked the same day, then the girl got up to pee and it said, Dont have sex after marriag... | non-suicide |
bruh i found acid in my room and i really fucking wanna do it now to see if i can act sober in front of my parents i lost it a while ago when i used to trip all the time and im so fucking impulsive that i wish it would have stayed lost | non-suicide |
Why do they put wrappers on chocolate eggs? Like seriously I feel as if its just the most wasteful way of going about it. What do you think? | non-suicide |
I'll never do anything meaningful with my lifeI have no skills, no motivation, no talent, nothing really. The thought of not doing something meaningful with my life makes me just want to give up, which I realize is totally counterintuitive, but it just makes me hopeless. I just quit my job as a dishwasher(again) last n... | suicide |
i just want guy love LMAO yall i just want someone to cuddle with but also be able to be sexual with them . i also just want good affirmations, if any male wants to send me something to simp over feel free | non-suicide |
To anyone who wants to take time and read this. (, last hope)Depression runs in my family and I've talked to some people but I just don't feel like I have anyone to turn to anymore. My entire life when ever I get sad or upset someone I instantly think of what it would be like if I just didn't exist, if I offed myself. ... | suicide |
I am thinking about making a book. Should I finish it? This is a little exert from it. BTW Im reading it in a video. Im self conscious about my voice so Im taking a risk posting this | non-suicide |
Song recommendation again I dont remember what its called or who its by sorry | non-suicide |
I need a different TextlineI know this might be a specific request, and Ill explain but the basic question is this: Is there a crisis Textline that works via website and not phone number? I tried contacting the standard but after glitching out my messages stopped sending. I do have functional WiFi though, and I can sti... | suicide |
Struggled with suicidal ideation since I was about , pretty much see no point in living any more.I really just see point in living. Nothing fulfills me or makes me happy. Nothing goes right for me. Every time I get into a relationship it goes great and gets my hopes up, and then crashes and burns and leaves me feeling ... | suicide |
TINKERBELL or something like that IS BACK WE DID IT REDDIT | non-suicide |
Offer: A PenppalI'll start with this: I have been in your shoes before. If you're here, chances are something is really bothering you. Maybe you don't know who to turn to, maybe you don't have friends that you can trust revealing information about your health. Maybe you just want someone to talk to, but you want it to ... | suicide |
My sister saved my life yesterday.My sister stopped by my house and dropped off an extra pumpkin she bought and some flowers. And we just sat on my patio and hung out. And i felt less lonely. Less like i wanted to cry. To think such a simple interaction... I've been in touch with the lifeline. I'm going into impatient ... | suicide |
Im within single day driving distance of basically everything west of New Mexico Also southern British Columbia and a good portion of northern Mexico Driving distance basically means under hours of continuous driving Yet somehow the furthest east and south Ive been is Los Angeles, and the farthest north Ive been is Van... | non-suicide |
i like my hair short tho its nice and it gets less knotty and shit also long hair sucks | non-suicide |
Looking for a pillow thigh gamer girl gf I will be your medic boyfriend in tf | non-suicide |
Bored gang where you at? Lol Pretty bored, I wrote a story today in class. You can chat with me if you want to. And if not well, bye have a nice day. | non-suicide |
I hate my life. There's no point to it anymore.The option of suicide keeps crossing my mind lately. I hate it so much but I honestly don't see a downside to it at this point. Nobody gives a fuck about me. Nobody's life would change at all if i were just suddenly gone. Not one single person would even notice if I were s... | suicide |
Need more friends M Interests: Art in general, video games, snakes. Personality: layed back, and really just want people to play games with. | non-suicide |
My friend killed himself last night and my girlfriend of years just left me. What do I do?I'm lost, guys and girls. I can't even begin to explain the amount of pain I'm feeling. I'm in the military and an amazing friend of mine, Roman, jumped off of the rd floor. I walked out of my room on the second floor and saw his ... | suicide |
Lockdown is pissing me off So, lockdown, we are all used to it by now and would struggle to get back to the old life, but people are really pissing me off because I rarely go to my friends house and we can literally talk and play ping pong and that's it. Yet when I look at any social media I see the same people, right ... | non-suicide |
week leftI'm gay, hideously ugly, have severe social anxiety and no friends. I just failed out of university and have no job and no money Killing myself next week | suicide |
Anybody wanna talk? Idk i want to talk to new people and practice some english i guess | non-suicide |
Do y'all trust your parent(s) with any emotional stuff? Personally I try to keep everything away from my mom it just turns out bad | non-suicide |
What are you guys' favourite cars? Mine personally is the ' Mustang Boss or the Mitsubishi Eclipse GSX whats urs | non-suicide |
Hey I need some quotes. I've run out of quotes of the day after three days I know I'm slacking. But I need quotes so I'm asking you guys. Please keep out racism that's not good. | non-suicide |
Good quality content Me and my friends have made a youtube channel in which we have made a video about me going to dathomir in jedi fallen order [you can see that here]( my friend spent alot of time editing this, and would love to know your thoughts and appraisal (he did a beter job then I can do, you can know because ... | non-suicide |
new herehey, this is prob gonna be a lame post but its :am and im up thinking about how much i hate going through the motions of this life im not living. im just existing, and barely that. i have no friends and im so disconnected from everything. ive healed and recovered before but i can tell its going to be ten times ... | suicide |
Am I allowed to feel even the slightest bit happy ?I feel as if the moment I relax myself even a little or let my guard down the slightest or feel the smallest bit of happiness something happens to put me back in my place which is at the bottom or well my mind takes me there. | suicide |
Wishing I was someone elseI don't know how to break this cycle. I'm desperate for someone to tell me that I'm not an awful person but I can't tell anyone because that's exactly what they would think of me. So then why am I even bothering to write here? Utter desperation, I feel alone in this to my very core and I will ... | suicide |
If I didn't have my daughter, I'd kill myself.That sounds like a positive statement, but it isn't. I want to die. I hate living. The pain my suicide would cause her is the reason why I stick around. I love her too much. So instead I have to just suffer and suffer for *decades* so that she won't be devastated. | suicide |
Tried to look up reasons to live and instead researched more fatal methodsI get a tiny bit of motivation and try to get better, but it just leads back to killing myself. Don't know why I even try. | suicide |
Thinking about doing it on my terms.Hey everyone. I am a year old guy and have been suicidal for at least the past years or more. What it also boils down too now is feeling I am not compatible with the modern day workforce. In my opinion people are meant to do more with their lives then grind away at a employment they ... | suicide |
I like blood I feel satisfaction from red shiny blood that's dropping from a human person ^(but still in a safe way that won't lead to death or passing out) | non-suicide |
If this next procedure turns up nothing I'm killing myselfI don't care I don't care I don't care I'm tired of people treating me like I don't know if I'm in pain or not I don't care I've got a bottle of opiate painkillers leftover from my last procedure so I'll take that and some over-the counter stuff. I don't care. | suicide |
i zoom through the hallways i dont give a shit about their gender | non-suicide |
Pro life or pro choice? Why? Lets get a little political. State your stance and then explain why you believe in it. | non-suicide |
Posting until i get my first kiss ( day) It will go like that forever. ;( | non-suicide |
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