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What do I fucking doI dont know what to fucking do with everything going on Just read my previous post for context I hate the fact that Im living I dont even see the comment posted If theyre encouraging me, thats fine | suicide |
Anyone elses parents hate when you talk to strangers on games Ive been playing lots of valorant and other games with voice chat and according to my mother they are all weirdos online. Anyone elses parents like this. Also no Im not giving out my personal info | non-suicide |
Just realized my crush was being manipulative I was thinking about previous school year before Labor Day ends and I need to go back to school and I realized my crush was manipulating me so she could get popular with her friends because "A bOy LiKeS mE" or something like that. and I feel really shitty. Oh well. Nothing ... | non-suicide |
more minutes more minutes or blue Spotify cheese, good by my friend, see you next year Filler pog filler pog filler pog filler | non-suicide |
i dont know how to live with myselfive always been scared of everything, ever since i was a baby. this is natural, i know, but i never got over it, i cant swallow pills, i cant keep my head underwater, i cant choke myself out. only recently have i gotten over my fear of cuts but even so all i can do is little scratches... | suicide |
I made a rap about millennials I think youll like it. It talks about the pros and cons of our generation, including what we need to do to make things better for us. Here it is: | non-suicide |
Remember, if something feels wrong then that's because it is Listen to your gut and someday you'll look back and be glad you did. | non-suicide |
Just tried to hang myselfToo nervous to go all the way. I've suffered from depression for more than a decade now, my entire adult life. I've tried to do the things which make people happy but they don't help, then the depression just eats away at them. I've had good friendships, good jobs and a great long-lasting relat... | suicide |
My friend is killing themselves rt now. Please helpMy friend is on bars of Xanax and g of coke. She has a super high tolerance but wants to die. She was clean for a year but a breakup and now this... What can I do? I don't think it will kill her but if she gets more it will eventually. I'm in Canada so if anyone know w... | suicide |
Losing myself and feel like ill never feel like myself againDoes anybody else here never feel like themselves anymore bcuz of what u have done in the past, and feel like you will never truly feel like yourself again? These thoughts make me feel like a horrible person and i just want to get back to feeling like myself a... | suicide |
Maybe is time to goI'm tired of feeling alone | suicide |
I Don't Like To ExistSo I am years old and don't like being alive. I have a family that loves me very much (I am angered at my parents, however, for being so selfish and creating a sentient being), and although my family has suspected I may be depressed, I have put their fears to rest by watching what I say and stating... | suicide |
Estoy cansado de esta mierda.Me decid a escribir esto para desahogarme ms que nada ya que nunca comparto mis pensamientos ms profundos con nadie. | suicide |
I dont think I have the guts to end my life. Im just nervous about everything and think it would be easier than dealing with it allIve been thinking about ending it all recently (or I guess more recently). Ive always thought about it. I can remember being real young or and thinking I could kill myself by dehydration an... | suicide |
People who constanly call for emergency mettings get banished pretty quickly  | non-suicide |
Should I give up on NNN? I'm literally seconds away from nutting I'm so horny | non-suicide |
So closeI can't keep the thoughts away so maybe I should listen to them. | suicide |
If you got school go to bed Trust me it would make you feel so much better. I have problems sleeping but when i get a good sleep it is the best don't take your rest for granted | non-suicide |
I wish I had a little sister I have older siblings but I don't have anyone younger than me in my family They all left home for university so I'm kinda lonely too | non-suicide |
can i just go back in time and not itd be super cool and poggers if i could do that | non-suicide |
No one to talk toI'm (F) considering it. Its been really hard to open up to someone, ive tried talking to a few close friends, but they didnt get it. Whenever i talk to my older friends, they start talking about how I am just a kid, then i just agree with them and not talk about it again. It makes me feel guilty about ... | suicide |
Anyone can help?I don't know, i've had this all my life But the second I think i hurt someone, even a complete stranger, i just can't handle it anymore after, i become really depressed and annoyed, Even if it isn't such a big deal, even if it's something very minor, if i feel like I hurt someone, i get this major feeli... | suicide |
My mom needs mental help She think she doesn't but she always threatening me if I go outside by myself and accuses me of lying to my dad. She is a good mom but sometimes she can be crazy | non-suicide |
FIRST DAY BACK TO SCHOOL IN-PERSON If someone comes up to me without a mask for a hug or somethin they will get dropped. | non-suicide |
Why do I feel like this?I dont know why Im posting here. I just feel so empty and alone and I just need some support, I guess. Im still in school and Ive managed to fuck up my grades and drive away the only friends Ive ever had. I absolutely hate everything about myself. Waking up in the morning is just getting harder ... | suicide |
I made a bass video on my youtube channel. It isn't that great, but I kinda want some more music stuff on my channel. If anybody's interested I'd appreciate it if you checked it out. As for anyone who wants to learn an instrument - my advice would be to research it before you get it, and if/once you get it, stick with ... | non-suicide |
So Ill drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind, and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behindHate me today, hate me tomorrow, hate me for all the things I didnt do for you | suicide |
I can't take it,I'm going to go lay down and let a train run me over, I'm , I drink my problems away, my parents abuse me, I get bullied and made fun of at school, I cut myself and I try overdosing, I've been kicked out of a hospital for trying to hang myself with bed sheets, I can't do it anymore I have no friends and... | suicide |
I watched BBC to support BLM ..................................................&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& | non-suicide |
I dont want my family seeing me.I have made up my mind. I cant continue to fight just because of the guilt I currently feel, knowing about the people I will leave behind. I know suicide is selfish. I know it doesnt end the pain, it only moves it. But I could not imagine the physical strain my parents would go through i... | suicide |
Help?So im finally deciding to end it tonight. Now, does anyone know how much losartan mg is enough to do anything? If it's not successful, what are the medical injuries i would have to deal with? | suicide |
I'm genuinely giving away an award to anyone going through a divorce or something equally as hard in life. Dont lie. Dont take an award saying you have depression and not have it. Please. This is for real. It is the THIS me approved award. Dm me and I'll give it to a recent post. If there is no recent post put a post o... | non-suicide |
PUT YOUR GENDER IN THE BAG I aint jokin put it in the bag. | non-suicide |
Somebody wanna talk? Hey, Right now, it's am for me. And I'm just laying around thinking about life and other deep stuff. I've your down to keep my company for me bit, feel free to message me. I'm pretty good listener as well, so that's something. I'm open to dark humor and pretty bored. Anyways, have a great time and ... | non-suicide |
I stole my friends heart I am going to sell it for dollars | non-suicide |
change with my humor and behavior lately I've been changing my behavior a lot, the internet, especially discord, has made me a bad person, I said the n word and the n word hard r multiple times, I wasn't racist but you know it's the edgy humor, and now I feel really bad for doing that, I laughed at really racist "memes... | non-suicide |
I have been uncontrollably sobbing for half an hour now, this is what mental illness really looks like Maybe Im just speaking for myself, maybe this is just some desperate plea for understanding or a little bit of grace, but Im so tired, so so tired. Im tired of people looking at me and invalidating my struggling becau... | non-suicide |
ive spent all day researching the best drug cocktail to doIm scared but i cant do this anymore | suicide |
ill probably do it todaydidnt think it would be this quickly and im not really prepared but i cant do this shit anymore | suicide |
How should I go out?What is the best way to die? Do something heroic and die saving someone. Get into a fight with a drug gang and let them shoot me. Pretend to shoot at the police (with fake gun or something) so they shoot me. Try to break a world record that has a high chance of being fatal. Get a pet crocodile. Trig... | suicide |
I got fired.I got fired yesterday. I committed "fraud" by entering fake email addresses on an application and was fired. The whole time I admitted what I did was wrong. But nobody backed me up. They just looked at me like I was a criminal. I was taught in that situation telling the truth is better than lying. Nobody at... | suicide |
Idk how to title this What stuff makes yous happy? I've been very depressed for over months now and I just want to be happy so what helps you guys? | non-suicide |
just cheated on my online quiz cus Im a lazy piece of shit just copy pasted questions into google I feel like such a piece of shit im gonna go nowhere in life if Im like this | non-suicide |
I can't do this any longer. I'm a year old male. I was diagnosed with severe depression when i was eleven. Ive been cutting on my legs and arms for years and i've just lost sight of a valid reason to continue my already pathetic existence. My mother has Breast cancer and has been in the hospital for months due to compl... | suicide |
I miss recess Football | non-suicide |
A YouTuber I really like was recently exposed as a pedophile Well fuck, I only discovered his content about months ago. Whatever, it's been a good six months with you, Niall. But no one can pay me to watch the content of a groomer, no matter how entertaining it is. | non-suicide |
WHOEVER SENDS ME THE MOST MONEY GETS A SILVER kidding just tell a good joke or something | non-suicide |
I don't belong here.I don't feel like I actually belong in this life. In this society. I'm not scared to die. Not anymore. I'm terrified of telling my family the truth. Because I know I'll have to tell them everything. My life is falling apart. I can't feel happiness anymore. All I feel is emptiness, pain, disassociati... | suicide |
It will never get better.I'm tired of hearing these words. I've been waiting for years and it's only becoming progressively worse. I now see with clear eyes that I'll never be good at anything. I'll never achieve anything. I'm a waste of time, space and resources. I'll never bring anything valuable to this world. I sho... | suicide |
i think this is itI know what i have to do, I can't deal with this anymore. I just wanted to say thank you for all the times i've posted here and people have helped me. | suicide |
having the thoughts againive been doing so well i havent hurt myself in months and its been even longer since i attempted taking my own life but i just feel so numb right now. ive barely eaten anything lately and i have no motivation to keep going anymore. i used to want to keep going for my future patients (im premed)... | suicide |
Suicidal thoughts seems to be a weekly thing.I just hate thinking about school. My mom applied to special ed class without telling until the day I went to school. Now I'm not discriminating or hating against people with mental disabilities and I respect everyone but I do not belong there... They are children in a teena... | suicide |
Using this sub as a diary day Today i wake up to a nightmare about my old house, damn,I really need therapy I'll have to add it to the list of things I'll do when i get of here. Also at school i had a lot of inconveniences so I think it could be seen as a bad day...but it haven't destroyed my will to leave this place a... | non-suicide |
What's the longest you've called someone on Discord for? The longest conversation I've had with someone on Discord was hours long... It flew by so fast too haha, we get along really well. Wbu? | non-suicide |
The most stupid debates I have ever seen Coke vs Pepsi Apple vs Samsung iOS vs Android City vs city ( of the same country) | non-suicide |
School help Im really strapped on time, can anyone help me with two five paragraph essays I need to have turned in by the next hour? | non-suicide |
I need help Hello there, I am not depressed or anything, I'm just lost in life and I feel like a failure. I am generally a very optimistic person, I pick myself up very fast and move on with life. But this feels like a major hurdle I can't seem to see myself crossing... I just finished high school and I am in the first... | non-suicide |
OMG I JUST CAME OUT AS HOMOSAPIEN TO MY PARENTS! OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE IT I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW | non-suicide |
Dont do anything im about to say Never do anything I'm about to say otherwise I'm Gonna have to tell my crush I like them Give me a reason to not do it You have the power here im looking Up to yall i have Never given up hope in yall, so im gonna say it one more time, please dont let me down you have all the power here ... | non-suicide |
the pokemon smile app is so cute i know it looks childish but i think its adorable and if it motivates me in a good way to brush my teeth then ill use it!! i highly recommend it!! | non-suicide |
Winter is interesting for mearound this time of a year I'm quite depressed every single year..I always start regretting and remembering every single thing I've done wrong and no I can't change. It's always around now till the end of december. | suicide |
Help me determine if I should call the policeNobody, friends and family, that I know of, will give me advice on this. My mom last texted me with vaguely suicidal messages. She is going through a rough divorce with my dad, and she called me tonight to ask me for a tactical favor. I responded like a robot to this, becaus... | suicide |
I fall down the stairs A LOT. I have no idea why. I literally just fall down, and then I break my leg or brush it off. But i fall down the stairs at least twice a month. | non-suicide |
: AM (All nighter grand finale) Spent the last hour playing terraria on steam while listening to youtube. Feeling ***VERY TIRED***, see ya later fellas have a good day :\] | non-suicide |
all i am is a fucking unwanted burdenI feel like i manage to hurt everybody that I get close to and all I do is ruin lives. I'm too much for everybody and a burden for my family yet I'm still too fucking cowardly to kms. If I wasn't so scared of failing I'd be dead. But guess I'm too much of a coward to try. Wish I was... | suicide |
check out a friends stream for the lolz if you want to [ filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler | non-suicide |
Posting pics of Hugo everyday to cheer you up - day [enjoy ]( | non-suicide |
im hi. i tried killing myself last night and im so mad that it didnt work. i wanna be gone already, im done listening to everybody. im done trying over and over again. so im trying again tonight and im gonna be way more harsh. i dont deserve to live. i wish i was good enough, i wish my parents loved me. i wish i was so... | suicide |
Can I hold hands with you first one to comment gets to hold my hamd | non-suicide |
anyone else got swamp ass???? every damn time i exercise the stupid ass hairs sweat like crazy. it's like skid marks, but wet | non-suicide |
I FUCKING hate everyone Gonna kms later, no I'm not karma whoring and pretending I just find it **fucking** hilarious seeing the people I'm the comments talk shit like "you matter don't do it" and start some giant ass argument lol ok bye suck a dick no one's loves me or you | non-suicide |
Did u think i forgot appreciation time ? I NEVER FORGET APPRECIATION TIME ESPECIALLY WHEN U R THIS AMAZING OF A HUMAN BEING | non-suicide |
He hasnt heard of the smiths *dies* Obvi if he hasnt heard of the smiths i cant talk to him /s | non-suicide |
There's no such thing as a save space anymore.... People tend to find places like chatrooms, groups, communities etc just to rant about their personal lives and find people to relate and be comfortable around with, such as a save space...but of course "if there's a light, darkness follows it" I joined an art community ... | non-suicide |
Helium asphyxiationIve heard its a easy way to die. You use a gas mask to inhale the helium. Your body treats the helium like oxygen however because its not your body starts to shut down. You initially pass out, which is why the gas mask is needed to ensure you keep breathing the helium in even after you pass out. Your... | suicide |
Thinking about this I dont know if this will change, but as if now new York> California | non-suicide |
How do I know if I'm crazy, or enlightened?I know that grandiose ideas are a symptom on mania... and I have some pretty crazy ones. Idk... it's confusing.. I feel so disconnected from reality. I'd rather hang out where I get to watch the universe. I trudge through life but I keep having these epiphanies that tell me I ... | suicide |
Hey guys, can I get your feedback? I could really use your feedback on my streetwear brand... Could you guys check the comments here for the link to my brand and let me know what you think? Any feedback at all seriously helps so much. Thanks a lot! | non-suicide |
Suicidal when aloneIdk if other people feel this way but I struggle to keep myself together when alone for too long. And by too long I mean a couple hours will really start to weigh down on me. It can go one of two ways usually. This morning for one example, as my bf was about to leave for work, I began to panic before... | suicide |
I feel like I can't breathe any moreI've had a hard life, I was controlled and repressed most of my life,til I reached my early teens. I'm , and I live with my mom, she's really christian, and controlling, and I'm a wild child who just wants to be her self. I broke my ankle a while back,and I'm struggling to build up m... | suicide |
I keep doing self destructive shit, and it keeps working.Just tell me you're struggling too. That even though I'm here, sitting alone in the dark, that I'm not alone. You're sitting somewhere too. Fighting. I push and I push and I push and I end up with nothing. I'm trying my best. I'm doing everything I can. But it's ... | suicide |
I can't do this anymore.My entire life has been one failure blurring into the next. I'm tired. I want to drive my car into a god damn wall. I don't want this fucking bullshit anymore. | suicide |
I plan on killing myself todayIm just tired of always wondering why. Why i wake up for work and pay rent and save money. Tired of wondering why i can't cry anymore, I'm tired of wondering where my brother and grandmother are, and if I'll ever see them again. I'm tired feeling like there's no point in existing to just e... | suicide |
i just realised how much of a slt my ex is lowkey ive known her for a long time, and shes never not had a bf. i broke up with her two weeks ago and shes already with a new guy. god im so happy i broke up with her tbh lmao | non-suicide |
My husband would be better off without meThinking of hanging myself once again. I have a nice guy that Im not good enough for. I dont know what else to say here. I have too many mental health problems and they control me too much. Im a cancer to everyone around me. | suicide |
somebody talk to me about whatever pls im bored send something random, rant, say something deep idc | non-suicide |
Haha...I promised myself at that once I reach years old I'd commit suicide...and it's months away. I can't wait to just postpone my suicide and do absolutely nothing in regards to planning it, reach , then self-harm at myself for being such a pathetic degenerate for not taking my plan seriously. | non-suicide |
AdviceUgh tonight is the night. Or so I thought. But I never got the pills I needed. I guess my own laziness saved my life. I still want to die, but have no way to. So I guess Ill try this. There are these three girls I know. I kind of like them, and different people I know think that each might like me. I dont know ho... | suicide |
Am i the only one that feels like they fake their depression even when they show symptoms?^^^ | suicide |
My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard now i dont know what to do with them | non-suicide |
:(Every day is hell and people around me just terrorize me. What am I? What have I done wrong? I never hurt anybody ... Why do I deserve so much hatred....? Life is unbearable. It sucks. My boyfriend is stressed but won't listen to me. I don't fucking know what to do. I'm not in control of anything and I hate it. I wis... | suicide |
Rip my life So basically were in library period where we are reading, and I pretend I read a ebook, but Im just on reddit, and I go onto a post, which is a video, click on it and FUCK YOU CUNT blows at full volume, everyone silent and they look at me. Fml | non-suicide |
not about suicide but i still need help!ive been having dark thoughts lately, like wanting my mom to die, i dont want that to happen but i can get it out of my head, everytime i see here i think, "i wish you were dead" and i cant get that out of my head/ please help me. PS. i love my mom with all my love and im a sane ... | suicide |
in total this year, i have absences at school. so you know theres an issue with the school system if you never attend class yet almost have straight as. but fr though, just give me the assignments and ill do it. im not going to wake up at am just for my teachers to take attendance. | non-suicide |
Do any of you guys know John Dubucs Reddit username? Asking cuz I have a Silver Award | non-suicide |
Feeling death approachingDoes anyone else experience this? I don't have a plan in place or anything, I just know it's coming soon. Like I can't think long term, even something as close as Christmas feels too far out. Every time I try it just feels fake, like yeah it'll probably happen but I'm gonna be dead by then. Is ... | suicide |
Can someone please explain ()()()())()What the fuck are free awards?())())()()()()()() | non-suicide |
this question is bothering me a lot is lmao pronounced as el-mao or le-mao or la-mao | non-suicide |
Dads are more important than moms Prove me wrong | non-suicide |
I justttttt wantttttt you badly < Yes you reading | non-suicide |
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