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Ego-death, spiritual awakening, huge mind issues.Hey I am years old, Ive been in a very bad state of mind (slightly delusional, formed a destructive identity in my mind) for months now. Dont know how I pushed through though. I am feeling torn between two parts of me. One part sees death as only solution (very very vali... | suicide |
Anyone wanna DM? I just want someone to talk toooooo >.< | non-suicide |
hopeI always had hope that things would work out. That eventually I would make everything "click". I no longer see any hope for a viable future and it's an unnerving feeling. I think hopelessness is usually the last step. | suicide |
I dont even know anymore So yeah. One of my best friends has like completely ghosted me. Like out of no where. We had texted last weekend but she hasnt texted me or talked to me at school or anything but i dont even know what i have done wrong because i havent even said anything? I have voices in my head telling me thi... | non-suicide |
Can i talk to someone please or someone give me a reason why i shouldnt overdose right now.[M] Hi. Can someone please convice me not to overdose rn. I had to build up massive courage to tell one of my friends that i was suicidle and tried to OD last week on Melatonin. I was asleep for hours and was throwing up and fain... | suicide |
DeathSome days I'm terrified of death, thinking about being dead for eternity is overwhelming. Other days like today, I welcome it. When the pain becomes too much and I have to drown it all out with alcohol. I'm not sure what will happen when that's not enough. | suicide |
Cant take anymore.Everything hurts. Im out of a job, homeless as of days ago, sleeping in my boyfriends garage who just broke up with me. What am I doing with my life and why cant I stop this pain? Everything is spiraling out of control | suicide |
Hi, suicidal thoughts/addiction helpI dont know what to do anymore. I have a good job and am but no matter how much money I make I blow it. Im sliding into debt basically because of my addiction. It isnt a normal addiction so I dont know who cares, I will go out once a month maybe, maybe more than that and have a few d... | suicide |
I'm too dumb for this world.I make stupid mistakes constantly. Just tonight my husband had to go to a different town because I ordered from a pizza place that had the same name as one down the street. Sure, it takes about as long to go there because it's so close, but hearing him call me up while he was outside the pla... | suicide |
if you get irresponsibly pregnant you should have to deal with the consequences this isnt like a pro choice pro life argument like if you cant handle having a child and you get a girl pregnant or get yourself pregnant both parents should have to deal with the consequences there is so many ways around it and if you are ... | non-suicide |
I'm making myself some soup. You guys are welcome to have a bowl. | non-suicide |
Confide in me.If anyone needs to let go of thoughts and open their mind up to breathing cleaner air, I'm here to shoot the breeze. My mental health is trash but I am coming to a point in my life where I am fighting back. Message me! | suicide |
I'm years old, and THIS YEAR is my "win or die" year.If this year does not live to be successful, if I don't not end up look any better than I do right now, if I do *not* have my dreams accomplished, and if everything goes to total shit (as it is right now), I will go to the mall with my mom one day and I will run &... | suicide |
Mokey's Show subreddit I made a subreddit for memes about Mokey's Show. You don't have to join it but you can if you want :) We try to have fun (and nightmares) So if you like Mokey's Show by Sr Pelo, go check out my subreddit: [ | non-suicide |
I keep having dark thoughts about killing myself, but I don't know why.I'm not depressed, my home life is alright, college is okay, I have good friends, I'm happy most days...but in the small hours when I'm left to my own thoughts, the thought of killing myself just drifts in...like whisperings in the trees and ill fin... | suicide |
Unconditional love is unrealistic The reason for this is that there are at least conditions that are required for a healthy relationship: . They should love you back. If your partner doesnt love you back, then the relationships already failed, and . They shouldnt treat you like shit. Now, let me clarify: There are maso... | non-suicide |
I don't know what to do anymoreI don't know where to start or what I'm doing...I feel so trapped. I've been living with my sister and her family for a few years. First, they were letting me have a place to stay after my first big breakup, then when I went back to college. I've since graduated and haven't moved out. It'... | suicide |
UnamedYou know, Ive always known that I'm going to die by suicide, I just havent known when. This last week, ive realized that it is going to happen this year | suicide |
Why havent I had my period yet? Im and i still havent had my first period. My sisters and shes already started having her period. Im a boy and idk why i havent had my period yet | non-suicide |
TodayI've got a noose setup in the basement and im drinking now, its time for me to die. I took shrooms months ago and it permanently ruined my life, i should have known better, why god why? My family doesnt deserve this pain, I love them very much. I made a mistake, i should not be condemend for life. I just want to f... | suicide |
I need help months ago, the girl I love left me, and since then everything has slowly deteriorated and my life is in pieces. I have nothing to keep me motivated, no reason to wake up in the morning. All my friends are distant and won't return my calls or messages, and nobody is ever here when I need them. I'm an outcas... | suicide |
Monday is the day... But no one will read this.So i posted here before and don't expect anyone to read or reply to this. I just kinda wanted to get it out. I wrote all the individual letters to people so they don't feel like my choice was their fault and i hope that eases some of their pain this will cause but i can't ... | suicide |
I'm so close to giving up everything, reddit..I don't know what to do anymore. I've been suicidal for the past years, and it seems to be the easiest thing to do anymore. I don't know who to turn to for help. I don't have any close friends. Turning to my boyfriend for my issues is only going to put my relationship at ri... | suicide |
Kinda down Yeah basically just that....and also kinda stressed cuz of the exam bad days ig lol Anyway, how was ur day? | non-suicide |
One of my older stray cat is raping the smaller ones What the titlte says. We have a bunch of stray cats we feed daily ( cats, youngest months old, oldest . years old). So there is this months old male cat trying to rape the and months old. It can't really do anything since both young cats are male and he just, you kno... | non-suicide |
Scottish people seem really aggressive Id like to visit Scotland but Im worried ill look at some daft prick the wrong way and ill be forced to slog the wanker | non-suicide |
Why is America so dumb I was just at an outdoor restaurant and all the employees have masks but take them off to talk to you. Like the masks are there so I dont get coronavirus when you talk so whats the point of having it on in the first place. Its like have your seatbelts in an airplane on during a smooth flight but ... | non-suicide |
You know whats weird? When you suck at something hut then the Creative Writing club leader says we can pick our editing partners this time and the entire club wants to be my partner. Fuck off and use grammarly, it does nothing and its still better than me | non-suicide |
Hilda and Martin. &#xB; | non-suicide |
Six of February twenty twentyI'm going to give life one more shot until // if nothing changes by then I'm going to kill myself | suicide |
Coming from a straight guy, stop with the Super Straight ya dinguses Basically Super Straight started as a joke (a poor one) and eventually grew into something people where people calling themselves saying they are part of the LGBT+ community, either seriously, or to rhile up LGBT people. Just stop Straight people are ... | non-suicide |
Why does my mind always come back here?I post on this subreddit often. Usually when I am thinking about killing myself. I feel like I must not want to do it because Im writing about it in hopes that people will remind me of the reasons worth living. Tell me itll get better...or remind me who I will hurt. I guess this o... | suicide |
Theres no point. This is all a joke.Im done. Im doing it. Quick & easy. I just want to be gone forever | suicide |
Just got rejected. Wouldnt recommend Ive had a crush on this girl for three years and weve been best friends for that time. You see a lot of success stories on this subreddit, but when you actually look at how often your crush actually has feelings back its a lot less. People like feel oof stories which is why you dont... | non-suicide |
A stupid ass thought I had in my head So you know how theres transgender, where you can Identify as a different gender. What if there was that, but for age? | non-suicide |
Just in case.I wanted to leave this here. Just n case I actually go through with it. I am so, sad. I'm losing my kids. It hurts so much. Their mom is taking them across the country and I have two choices, either let them go and fly up to them once a month or only see and hear from them for six months out of the year. I... | suicide |
I told my parents Im going to kill myself and they just wished me the bestAs I was walking out of the door my mum said she hopes thatll now make me happy. Nobody tried to stop me or check if I would be okay. Ive told them I feel suicidal about times before, and theyve pretty much brushed it off like its just attention ... | suicide |
Hey buddies, y'all are vallid. You are valid and a wonderful being, no matter what you are. If you're trans, you're vallid. If you have disabilities, you're valled. You are valid no matter who you call friend or not. You are vallid even if you are in a "weird" community like weebs, furries or even bronies. Everyone is ... | non-suicide |
wellThis isn't the first time I've wanted to end things. Probably more like the hundredth. The only thing keeping me away from it was my (now ex) girlfriend. And that ended because of my faults I made. I don't really have friends, just people who will talk to me/hang out with me when they need something. I have someone... | suicide |
Want to do it so badIm just sitting in my car right now, in a parking lot no one would find with my gun ready to shove it in my head and just end it all.. seems really peaceful. | suicide |
Here's a little Thanksgiving Song! [ | non-suicide |
Just a matter of timeI started planning my suicide in a roundabout way at first a few weeks ago, just writing my suicide note like I did with my last attempt two years ago. Over the past few weeks it's escalated and now I can't go a full minute without imagining some increasingly awful way to kill myself (think: cuttin... | suicide |
Here is an old animation I made back in February Here is the link filler filler filler filler filler | non-suicide |
I am good at giving advice. My friends call me guru aka sage . If you want any advice hmu | non-suicide |
NEED HELPI just want to kill myself. Everyone says I am a really bad person. I don't have a good attitude and I always disappoint everyone. I have lost my friends and my family. No one wishes to help me even when I cry for help. My father can't stop calling me a prostitute and a dog and my mother can't help me and send... | suicide |
No FutureTo whoever listens, I couldn't be bothered to write a note, so this post will probably be my goodbye. I am years old and a year ago my best friend killed herself. Since then, I've fallen into a whirlpool of depression. My grades have slipped so far that college seems out of the question. My dad is borderline a... | suicide |
everyday i feel like dyingI cant believe that there are people who wake up with a smile on their face and genuinely enjoy their days. Im so tired of these demons inside my head keeping me from sleeping at night when I need it more than anything. Some people would pray to a god that they grow stronger but I pray that th... | suicide |
Guys I found out how to do boring classwork Jk lol I'm not a wizard (filler filler filler) | non-suicide |
I fucking hate newyork and all these fucking Democrat mayors. I went to a Walmart upstate where they sell guns and we (me my step day and mom) bought a . rifle in April, anyway we ran out of ammo for it (we were using it at the range) so we went to Walmart in Sunday and my step dad isnt a huge gun guy, he just wanted i... | non-suicide |
Contemplating suicideI'm in my mid-late s, musician primarily who made his living through cover bands, wedding bands, cruise ships, independent music on the side, and a seasonal part time gig once in my life. Due to covid, I have no way to make a living. I'm on unemployment and have been searching for jobs daily and ca... | suicide |
GUYS i think im god so i have a few incidents to prove this i guess .when i got my new pc all i did was play minecraft . i got my friends to play minecraft and boom it got popular and relevant again .when i saw richardo milos for the first time when it wasnt popular it was funny as hell so i kinda liked it and then boo... | non-suicide |
Here's my suicide note. I hope i actually do it (one day) and not be a cowardI finally did it. I decided to end my life, and now you know all of the years i was talking about it i was serious. What makes you so surprised? I can't remember a chapter in my life that things worked in my favor, even with the effort i put i... | suicide |
It's tonightI'm going to listen to some rap place of Minecraft do all my chores and then kill myself | suicide |
Hey guys...Ive held in these thoughts for so long that I might as well just fucking spit it out already!!! I seriously cannot take it anymore, everyone and everything in my life just seems so pointless to me. Ive always faked my joy and happiness just to make sure no one would notice anything wrong with me. I find it r... | suicide |
Why was afraid of Because was Osama Bin Laden | non-suicide |
I took acid the other dayI saw that death is just as legitimate as life... They are the same. Nothing is forfeited by choosing death... I am so alone... I am so alone... I am so alone... | suicide |
I have a Minecraft server but no one to play with. Its a Anarchy server but I only ever have like people on. I just was wanna see some people play it. It is semi vanilla and only has plugins. There are no rules. If you wanna come I would be honored. So would you guys join and play? PM me for the IP. | non-suicide |
Day Of Asking How Everyone Is Doing Filler filler filler e, the sequel filler filler filler | non-suicide |
Yo lowkey white girls are the worst group of people | non-suicide |
Chat with me stinky insomniacs Bored, short, and full of socks | non-suicide |
What's the point?I'm years old. I'm a guy with bipolar disorder. I am in the middle of the worst depressed state of my life. I miss my ex-girlfriend so much that my heart hurts to keep beating. I feel like I'm playing a video-game with no objective. I feel like the saddest man in the world. I haven't talked to her in a... | suicide |
IronyI came to Reddit for help. Instead, I was made to feel worse. But hey!! Thanks! I will just reach my destiny sooner. | suicide |
DONT OPEN HORNY INSIDE so whats the deal with airline food? dm me if u kno | non-suicide |
I want someone to take care of me.I wish I didnt have to face the world. I cant make it. Im not strong enough for it. I want to curl up on a ball and have someone hold me and love me and protect me from the world. Someone whose only focus on life is me. I always think life would be much easier if I had someone like tha... | suicide |
My brain is such a twat I was horny and then my brain decided to remind me how lonely I am and how I oh so wish I have a girlfriend | non-suicide |
This is when I really scare myself.Pretty seriously thinking of ending it. I'm not crying or hysterical, I'm very logical right now. I know who I want to take care of my cat and the people I want to say goodbye to. I cut myself last night and it helped for a bit but now it's morning and jumping out of the window is loo... | suicide |
"I just want to stay friends, sorry" oh, so do you ghost all your other friends for months? :) | non-suicide |
My body is breaking down, and I might never be able to get a job. Horrified at the prospect of being cared for or becoming homelessIm a y old uni student. I have always been quite weak. On average I spent around weeks being sick as a kid per year. Lately I have developed a condition where I constantly need to pee, and ... | suicide |
Tell me why I shouldnt Kill myself and my familyTheyre the main reason for my depression. They dont give a rats ass about me. | suicide |
Science teachers make no sense Can I go to the bathroom No, if you needed to go, you wouldve gone to the bathroom like lady, shouldnt you, a science teacher, know bladders dont work like that? | non-suicide |
I don't know.I hate my life. I'm only years old, but I wake up every day wanting to just end my life so badly. I have no idea why. I hate myself, and I tell myself I'm extremely fat, although everyone tells me I'm just a little over average. I have been depressed for years. I have a lot of friends and I can make new on... | suicide |
Although I know no one will read this, please help me, I need you.I am a -year old male. These past months have been the most I have cried in my life. My friend group split up a month ago and the realisation that they were the only people I regularly hanged out with devastated me. I have been talking to a female friend... | suicide |
Girls a couple questions What is considered boyfriend material? Is a guy masturbating a red flag? Do a guys nudes even get you off? | non-suicide |
Yall know what time it is Horny shitpost time ofc Feel free to DM Im very fun and Im bored of studying | non-suicide |
My sisters weddingI am no contact with my family, except for my baby sister. My parents were abusive, and my mother is a narcissist, so everyone in the very small town I grew up in thinks shes wonderful and thinks that I am the monster child that abandoned her. My baby sister is getting married soon in my hometown, and... | suicide |
just reflected on my life and realized i have terrible ways of coping with problems this is why I hate thinking about my problems and how I deal with them because I realize how terrible I handle stuff. | non-suicide |
Its time to settle it, What was the best childhood show? We all have a favorite. I expect some good debate in the comments. | non-suicide |
Day of posting random "fun" facts everyday until I forget or get bored Mercury and Venus are the only two planets in our solar system that do not have any moons Have a nice day :) | non-suicide |
i dont see the point anymoreWhere do i start im a year old male with heavy self confidence issues ive been told by a lot of different girls and guys im attractive but i still see myself as the ' chubby un-athletic sad little fuck who sits in his dark room crying all night i had the perfect girl for a year i loved her b... | suicide |
I wish....more people would acknowledge that suicide is also a result of having to deal with incurable disorders/diseases. People always talk about mental illness, homosexuality, bullying etc. when talking about suicide and I just feel left out. | suicide |
Fuck manJust fuck. Im so fucking tired | suicide |
Someone please talk to me, no one does anymoreI think I'm going to hurt myself. I don't enjoy anything anymore because I'm a piece of shit, and hurting myself is somehow fun. Please help me and talk to me. Edit: Can you use reddit chat? | suicide |
I dropped my left airpod into a bowl of soup Off to a great start eh? | non-suicide |
Hey, I'm trying to build up my growing discord server. Dm me to join Just yesterday, I began a discord server for the fun of it. However, much to my surprise, it kicked off and has one of the best mod teams I've ever met, and good people all around. If you would like to help this server build its identity, please dm me... | non-suicide |
A week doesn't go by without me being so suicidal, that it makes my partner suicidal as well. And sometimes, my brain will convince me that the solution to it all is to just die.Today, like pretty much every single week for the past month, I would get into such a terrible mood that it would negatively affect my partner... | suicide |
My life is so fucked up right now I can't keep up with the amount of school work they give me. Im sitting in my room all day long. I have no friends. I'm highly unmotivated and even my stomach can't get me to eat. My parents don't care about me and always drag me where THEY want to go, also they yell at me for ridiculo... | non-suicide |
n ^ ! ... And I mean it. Rotate your phone degrees to see. | non-suicide |
What I would like...I would like to get out of bed, dress myself well, put in my earbuds, and stroll out to my car while queuing up some of my favorite music. There I can grab my weed and some rope and head to the backyard. Once in the backyard, I would like to smoke a bowl or two, really however many Im feeling, and f... | suicide |
Is there some sort of checklist I can use to make sure everything is taken care of beforehand?I've got around a month before I go, and I want to make sure it's as easy for everyone as possible since I live a state away. | suicide |
I dont think im a very good personI always screw up. And I try to be better but I dont seem to be improving. This is dumb but I just dont like my personality. But at the same time, I dont know how to be any different. I just feel stuck. And I have no faith in myself. I just want to be wanted. I dont even know where thi... | suicide |
How much do guys jerk off? I'm a female and I probably to it atleast twice a day everyday. How about you guys is it more or less? | non-suicide |
Some random customer started to yell at me and swear at me in drive through yesterday and I started to cry lmaooo I didnt do anything either, they were bitching about how their order was messed up last time and just kinda let their anger out on me rip | non-suicide |
Day/night Good night yall but I dont think Ill sleep much because Im getting anxiety from there being a test coming up and still getting a lot of homework but have a good night everyone as always Im here to talk (when I wake up) | non-suicide |
fuck you lifeim such a fucking disappointment | suicide |
Sometimes I just want out.Sometimes I just want out. I feel like I have nothing to live for. I don't consider myself to be truly close to anybody in this world. I'm almost years old and I feel like I've lived a completely unfulfilling life. Sure, I'm young and I could turn it around, but I've told myself I would a thou... | suicide |
Does anybody watch The Office UK? Is it better than The Office US? I hate bots filler filler filler I hate bots I hate bots | non-suicide |
Suicidal person curious about experience of people who have been medicatedSo I have numerous reasons. In a lot of ways, on paper, my life isn't that bad, nevertheless I would just rather not. My life didn't get bearable until I made the plan to quit my job, spend all my money traveling then come back and etc. There are... | suicide |
I came out to my parents :) I finally decided to come out to my parents as trans after a year of being closeted :D. It was very awkward though because I speak English and my parents speak Czech and my Czech is bad, but they are accepting yay. I just wanted to share this life-changing moment with yall. | non-suicide |
life is bullshitUnfairly flunked out of college and then my girlfriend dumped me when I told her I'd be moving back to home in Montana. There's no one here except for the top two critics in my life, whom from each I derive % of my genetics. When I feel really bad, sticking a Glock under my chin actually helps, I feel l... | suicide |
Good god all I wanted was a good th birthday. Mother of fuck. Life couldnt do me good for this one day. Just this one day. But nah. Life said, You can go ahead and lube yourself up cuz Im gonna fuck your ass HARD.Had to get embarrassed beyond belief. I was thinking to myself, Please dont let that happen today please do... | suicide |
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